KHJ

arrived home i m really tired... luckily tomorrow there was nothing at the morning... i walked slowly ....opening the door....i didnt want to wake my sunbae... so i just walking in the dark... go to my room... aish.... really...... i just pull out my clothes and put myself on the bed.... didnt have enough energy to put my pajama...and i m in dream land....

morning came.... i felt something heavy on my chest... argh... what is it.... didnt want to open my eyes yet.... but this heavy thing start to move.... ah... this feel good... i hug it... my teddy bear... what a big one... i think...

suddenly... someone knocking my door... ish... who is it? early in the morning, is it my manager? or may be sunbae... doesnt matter... if it is important they will come in.. i never lock the door after series of nightmare i had before... because sunbae will always come and woke me up if i had one... i need someone to wake me up...

"so... they are still in bed..." i heard a woman voice...

"they are lovely... didnt they... " that voice again...

i open my eyes slowly..... i saw older woman standing beside my manager... and............. i m hugging Jae... both of us shirtless under the blanket....  and .. why i am hugging him? argh...... so he is the heavy teddy bear last night.....

"ah.... morning mom!, what u re doing here?" my sunbae just open his eyes... sleepily... he look at me.... "morning babe... " he continue rambling then fall asleep again.. 

"Jae... just come down and eat ur breakfast.. n bring ur boyfriend too" that woman said and go downstairs.... my manager still standing the grinning...

suddenly jae pull out his head from under the blanket... "mom? boyfriend?" he got funny look on his face,then he turn to me...

"what im doing here?" he asked me

"t...t... tha.....that is what i want to ask u s...s....sunbae, what are doing in my room?"

"ur room? ah.... i must be very drunk last night... so i got into the wrong room" he said smiling, my body become stiff again.....

"s...s.....s....sun...bae.... ur h..hand..... " i stammered, his hand is landing at my chest...

"ops... sorry..." he pull his hand slowly... brushing my , did he do that on purpose?

"i...i... think... ur  m..mom... got.. a w..w...rong idea a..a bout us..."

"really.... what wrong idea  are u talking about?" he keep smiling...

"i..i..think  s..she thought w...w...we are s..s...sleepin..g to...together"

"mmm... but we are, didnt we... shared bed last night..."he is grinning... he is wicked...

"i...i...i...t..t..think... u.. s..should g..g...go t..t.o ur r..r....ro..om.."

"yea... i think so..if not u ll be frozen here.... man... ur as stiff as wood.. " he pull himself... slowly move his body across me... suddenly he landed on top of me... "u r so cute last night" he whispers in my ear .. then he walk away from my bed to his room.....

"s..s...sunbae!!!!" urgh..... that man is so ert....

i took my shower while thinking... why is his mom here?..... so sunbae didnt explain to his family yet... about us....

i think he really like to put me into torture ...

i wear my clothes and headed downstair...

"see he s here mom... he s a princess.... took time to be ready"

"w..w..w.." i glare at my sunbae....

"sit here... come and join us... u re  really good looking.. that s why jae is falling to u"

"i..i..i.." jae pull my hand... put me on the chair near him...

"he s perfect , right mom? " he asked

"yes.... now me n ur father can die happily... "

"ah... that again... u two will live longer than me" jae reply

i just eat slowly... with my manager in front of me....  his family really a weird one.. i think by myself

jae excused himself...

i cannot move myself from the table... is his mom really ok with "us"?, my brain trying to find some logic behind her visit....  she is looking at me... she has that motherly look in her eyes.... she held my hand..

"do u like my jae?" she asked

"mmm... i.."

"he is a little bit childish... but if u give him time ... he will matured... i know he cherish u very much..."

"actually...we..."

"i have something for u... " she said... she open up a small box, "this is our family tradition... giving this to our next son in law.... i hope u will accept this.. " then she slip a ring into my finger.... a FORGET ME NOT  ring

"madam... i.."

"just call me mom, i really hope u two will be happy together.... " and with that she stand and walk away from me...

"and hyun joong... "

"yes..?!"

"please come to our house on the weekends... we always have family gathering... ur part of us now.."

Jae is watching from the stairs... he didnt know why his mom came here early in the morning like this... he scare that his mom will disapprove hyun joong... eventhough his parent seem ok with him being gay.. but he didnt know how they will take it if he really insisted on marrying a man....

so.... that ring.....

they have another one....

is it a couple ring?

he had been given the ring long time ago..... now he wonder... what else he didnt know....... he smile by himself... walking to his room to prepare for their schedule in the afternoon... and slipping on his finger, the same ring his mother put on hyun joong finger just now.... im taken .... by you... KHJ