KHJ POV

i never knew loving someone will hurt someone very much..... if i only knew that this will happened... i will not accepted him in the first plece.... betraying by the one that u accepted is really hurt... it is a betrayal..... and this is my first love...

i want to go and search for Jae...

i want to ask why did he came to my life

i want to ask him why he said he love me

i want to ask why he had chasing after me and then... he just threw me.... like a trash

if only he just ignore me

if only he just put me aside and didnt fight for my love

if only he let me die... if he want me to be hurt.. he should just kill me

argh!!!!! why??????

i m in my new apartment..... and i m alone.....

the next morning.... my manager called...he ask me to see the news o the tv....its Jae..... he s saying that all this years, the relationship that he and me shows to public was just a FAN SERVICE nothing more......there reporters everywhere at the house... and they took some picture of him and the girl.....

they are announcing their ENGAGEMENT....

i felt something fall into my hand.....

without i realize... im crying.....

the tears just flowing.... falling......

JAE POV

i had made the announcement.... my parents are mad at me.... but i dont care..... i love her very much

i dont know why they mad at me

they should be happy that i had choose a girl to be with...

i ve forgot how i fall in love with KHJ... it must be because at that time i m still young..

but that guy... he harassed my girl.. he should know his place... i had helped him to be what he is today... ungrateful...

he should know that gay relationship will not be for so long...

or at least  he should respect me and my girl, when he know i had fallen for a person better than him

if he really like me.. he should congratulated us.... rather than slapping and harassing her

she is so sweet and innocent... so weak and alone.... so refreshing.... why he didnt understand me

he should just accepted that our relationship had ended

KHJ POV

i felt so sad... so mad... i just took the car key and drive... i dont know where i m going.... i push the gas pedal as hard as i can..... i cannot really see the road... my eyes is full of tears.... and suddenly.... my car just spinning crushing everything... im thrown for my seat as i didnt wear the safety belt... i saw my car crashing  the trees and off the cliff... it blown and burn.... fire is everywhere down there

suddenly i felt i ve been lifted..... someone beside me... whispering something in my ears.. i could not hear it.. but his voice sound familiar.... and darkness come to me.....

the whole south korea is in shock..... reports stated that KHJ had lost his control over his car and crash the car over the cliff... it blown up and burn.... KHJ had been announced as lost... but after search been done for days.... they announced he is dead....