KHJ POV

he didnt contact me lately... why? he didnt give up on me didnt he?  mmm what am i saying...... didnt i want him to give up ... oh... i dont know.... this heart of mine... mmm.... for a period of time he had been stalking me... but now... he vanish? where is he?... no sms and call... even email... without knowing, my eyes is always search for him.... mmm....

i m eating alone again... why i felt like this... is Jae really that important to me....suddenly...

"hyung??!!!!!"

"who are u calling hyung , hyun jin?"

"Yoochun... looks there... its him"

"Hello... errr... i am Mr Jung"

"but u look like him..."

"mmm... is it so.. many people said so"

"mmm i m hyun jin.. what should i call u?"

"just my name Jung is ok.... "

"can we call u hyung?"

"mmm   so... i really look like him?"

"yes...he is ur brother?"

"yes.. he is..."

"he is my brother in law " said yoochun

"please sit here and have a dinner with me"

"we really like to"

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"so yoochun u are jaejoong little brother..."

"yes... but i m not like him... he is really famous and well known..."

"well actually i ve met him a few times.... we are friends"

"really!!!!... this is great... may be u can accompany us once in awhile... my hyung always busy.."

"mmm... i didnt see him lately... may be he is busy with promotion... "

"mmm ... may be...  but hyung, will u accompany us tomorrow... "

"oh.. it is weekend right? ok... "

"really?????!!!!! promise????? !!! "

"yes, then i will see u two tomorrow, in the morning ok..."

"yes!!!! ok hyung see u tomorrow!!!"

they didnt change.... always happy go lucky... i m relief to see hyun jin is living his life.... never thought at the young age he will be a lecturer... but he is always a genius... and yoochun.... he make my brother happy.... i m so happy to see them both here today... but why didnt they shocked to see me?.. mmmm  this  make me curious... may be because they have heard about me from Jae... but where is him...... if i went with them tomorrow.... may be i can see him... argh!!!!!!! what u are thinking KHJ..... that man had broke ur heart again and again... yet u still miss him....

the next morning

"hyung!!!!!"

"ahhahaa... u two are inseparable... "

"because we love each other too much.."

"but i hate u a little yoochun"

"u always said that hyun jin"

"it s true..."

"hyun jin u always said that when ... "  hyun jin cover yoochun mouth with his hand

"hyung dont belief what he said... he is always like this"

"hyun jin hahahahaha... look .. u are blushing, u are always look like a newly weed ......ugh" again... the mouth ... han been covered

"both of u are really cute"

"hyung, today we will take u to our house"

"what??!!! which house??"

"we want u to meet our parents"

"erm... er... but i m not familiar with them"

"dont worry.... they have been inform that u are coming  today"

"mmmm..... it a little awkward..."

"dont be shy... they are really good with people... u will feel comfortable"

"mmm ok.... " i dont know if i should do this... but i miss them.. and they didnt suspect anything until now... so i am safe....

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at the parent house..

"dad , mom... we are here... "

"oh... both of u are here.... so where is our guest?"

"helllo... i m Jung"

parents - "OMG.... he got the same face... "

KHJ - "ah.. that... many people said i look like KHJ"

parents - "but it s true.... if KHJ is still alive... they will think that u two are twin"

KHJ - "hehehhehe"

all - "hehehehhehe"

parents - "come... , yoochun, where is Jae? why he did not come down?"

yoochun - " he said he is in the broken heart mood"

parents - "really... mmmm who is the person who had succeeded to conquer that ice prince?"

yoochun - "i dont know mom... he dont want to say it... but he said that they had sleeping together already.... "

parents and KHJ - "WHAT??!!!!  WHEN????!!!!

yoochun -" errr.... weeks ago... he said that person came n spend the night at his home"

KHJ - whispering to himself - "i know it,that s why my body is so weak and i cannot forget him easily after that!!!!! that jae... must have drugged me"

parents -" Jung,,, why u look so pale?, are u ok?"

KHJ - "yes... i m ok...(if he drugged me, he already know who i am, drugged, i must have told him who i am... argh... i must have tell him that i miss him"

yoochun - "he said he had made a big mistake to that person... n he d never forgiven"

parents -" just go and get him... he deserve it.. always dont know what is good for him... "

yoochun dragged hyun jin together with him....

jae parents asking questions about KHJ downstairs.....

"hyung... "

"yea.. "

"look like he believed it "

"mmmm ... but ... this part this the difficult one "

"just try harder ok, hyung!!! fighting!!!!"

JAE POV

he is downstair.... can i have him back????

"ah.. u are here Jung"

"mmmm'

"so did my parents and brothers ask a lot of questions?"

"not as many as u "

"i want to talk to u after this... "

"me too, there is something i had to ask"

parents - "boys... come... time to eat... "

Jae - "mom... jung had been oversea for many years.. may be he didnt familiar with korean food"

KHJ - "its ok... i love them"

mom- "Jae.... he said it is ok... how did u know he didnt familiar with our food?"

Jae - " oooh... mmm let see... few weeks ago we have dinner at my home"

KHj - "argh... ugh... ugh... "

Jae - " see mom... he cannot adapt to the spicy foods"

mom - "i m sorry... are u ok jung ?"

KHJ - " i m ok... dont worry i like the food"

Jae - "mom.. dont worry , he always behave... he will eat it eventhough u put poison or DRUG in it"

KHJ - "ugh... ugh... ugh..... "

Jae- "do u need some water?"

KHJ - "thank u... "

Jae- " mom... can u get the plain water... he like mineral - it is as CLEAR as crystal... just by looking, u will KNOW what inside"

KHJ - is starring at Jae.... (did he want to say something?")

Jae - "mom , dad.... i think i will take him outside to take some fresh air in the garden"

parents- "ok"   whispering - will he succeed???

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Jae - "why u are so quiet?"

"u drugged me last time didnt u"

"yes"

"why?"

"i had to know the truth"

"what truth?"

"that u are KHJ"

"what are u talking about?"

"dont lie anymore, that night.... when we are in the bed... u told me everything, u miss me n still love me, but cannot forgive me"

"i didnt remember saying all that"

"u did"

"do u have proof that i said it all "

"no"

"so dont just into conclusion, i m not ur death fiance"

"u admit u are that night"

"u just made it up"

"but u are him"

"why do u so persistent about it?   Jae... why u are handcuffing me? "

"ah ... this... it had to be done"

"why... im not a criminal"

"u are... u are lying with a straight face.... and i dont want u to run again"

"just let me go"

"KHJ... i love u... can u just please forgive me"

"u are sick.. i m not KHJ!!!!!"

"please... i will do anything u want... anything... please forgive me... i know u still love me"

"yah!!!!!! "

"do u really going to be that stubborn, do u really dont want to give me second chance?"

"i am not him!!!!!"

"KHJ why u are so stubborn... i got proof"

"what are u talking about?"

"here... i ve done the DNA test - u and hyun jin - result is 99.9%"

"w..w...w....when did u do.. that?'

"i ve got to get that sample from u, that s why i drugged u, but u are the one who take my hand and drag me to the bed, i swear to god"

"so... did hyun jin know?"

"not yet..no one know except me"

"what do u want from me?"

"hyun joong... can u give me a second chance.... i swear i ll never do it again... "

"i dont think i can "

"can u just think about it"

"i dont want to... u dont know how much u hurt me..."

"please.... hyun joong... i m begging u... please forgive me.... "

"i cant Jae... my heart really thorn into pieces because of u last time"

"but i cannt live without u hyun joong... 2 years i live alone... only thinking about u.... i never look at anyone else eventhough at that time i thought u had died"

"i m really sorry Jae... i cannt... "

"mmm it seemed that i had to do it the hard way..."

"what do u mean by that??"

"i will tell all of them who u really are, especially hyun jin"

"let me tell them myself... "

"no i ll tell them right now, tonight... and i will said u took ur time this 2 years just running away from me... because u cannot forgive me... do u think hyun jin will forgive u?"

"why?"

"what u are doing is a selfish act.... i m the one who make mistake... why did u punish all of them, especially hyun jin, he didnt do anything.... do u know how hard he cry... how broken hearted he is.... because of u..... he think he left alone in this world... that he didnt has enough time with u, that he is so stupid to think that u will live forever.... do u know how hard he take it... how bad he punished himself for not noticing that there is something is wrong with u?   he blamed himself for it..... he nearly kill himself because of u?

and what u did is just looking at ur own wound.... u felt heartbroken... u felt hurt.... but at the same time u cause the same pain to those who love u very much... if they know, they will feel betrayed!!!!

"mmm Jae... u are mad"

"of course i m mad... i know what i did is wrong... even if u hate me or didnt want to forgive me... dont drag others .... "

"so... what do u want... what should i do?

"i want u back... be my fiance... give me second chance.... if by 3 months ur heart still not change, then... i will let u go.."

"but how about them?"

"after 3 months i said that u r having amnesia because of the crash and didnt remember anything and u have been adopted by a very generous man, then u came back here... when u see all of us...bit by bit u remember... and by 3 months u able to remember everything"

"will they believe that?"

"of course... it is logical, so do u accept it..?"

"mmm... can u give me time to think about it?"

"no, now i want the answer yes or no?"

"mmmm ok... but by 3 months..."

"i know... if u still hate me then i ll never appear infront of u again... i will jump from any bridge n died, are u satisfied"

"mmm... ok.... i think i do that... i dont want hyun jin to hate me... "

"ok... now we can go back inside, starting tonight u are my fiance again.. "

"but... can u open the handcuff?"

"the key is not with me"

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yoochun are running into the house from the garden.....

parent n hyun jin - "so how..."

yoochun - "succeeded!!!!!!!

Yessss!!!!!!! all are really happy.....

Jae - "why everyone is so happy??"

all- "ah... we just celebrate a weeding announcement from our friend"

KHJ - "they really know how to laugh..."

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