"That's not all, is it? There's something more" Tao let out, and watched as Johnny was thinking about it, trying to find a way to explain it all.

"You really didn't come back to the party?" 

“Did I mention I like your jacket?” Sehun spoke as they were on their way towards his apartment. They were on the backseat of the car, Sehun’s driver taking them to the apartment 

Tao chuckled as he leaned into his side “Yes, yes you have” They locked eyes for a moment, and chuckled “Well, good, because you look hot in that jacket” Tao stopped chuckling and gave him a smirk, looking him up and down 

“You don’t look too bad yourself” He started out, snaking his arm around Sehun’s neck “But why are you always wearing a suit?” Sehun looked at him for a moment, just falling into his eyes 

“Am I?” he spoke in a low voice, and with a smirk playing on his lips. Tao stared back at him biting his lower lip “Mhm” 

“Must be because of all of the meetings I’m attending” Sehun answered, pulling Tao closer, who leaned into him.

“Hmmm I wish you’d wear everyday clothing”

“Should I wear casual attire next time we meet?”

“sHoUlD I wEaR CaSuAl aTtIrE nExT tImE wE mEeT? UHM YEAH” Sehun laughed at the other’s outburst and had to restrain himself from doing something he might regret later on, the other had no knowledge of this though and just watched as the other’s laugh turned into a soft smile afterward. 

“Tao~” Sehun’s voice sounded somewhere in the background as Tao ran into the other’s bedroom “What are you doing?~”

“I’m just looking through your closet to see if you have ‘casual attire’ as you call it” 

“Of course I have!- forget that and come here” Sehun yelled from the living room as he dumped himself onto the couch “Hmm” sounded Tao’s voice from the bedroom, and Sehun could hear him messing around in his closet. He couldn’t help but smile at the sound though, mixed with his drunken “No~” 

He didn’t like the thing his heart did whenever he heard his laugh or saw him smile. He didn’t want to feel it flutter whenever he was with the other, why does he always fall for so hard for guys he knows he has no chance with? 

He decided to pour himself something to drink and went for a glass of whiskey. 

Tao was still messing around in his room, doing god knows what, but Sehun wasn’t worried cause the night would end the way it always ends. 

He just knew he shouldn’t show his feelings towards Tao, he likes someone else, and so does Sehun himself… 

He took a sip of the whiskey, looking out the window when his phone rang. He glanced shortly at the caller ID before answering “Hey, what’s up?” 

“Hey, I was just wondering if you were coming to the club tonight?” 

“I don’t know” 

“Geez, you’re so boring lately, it is because of your new guy?” 

“I- he’s not my guy, yet anyways” 

“Is that so, what about…?” 

“I don’t know, I’m confused, but I think I’m moving on” 

“Well, that’s great, but he’s not here tonight, so if you change your mind, the two of you can join us, it's just the usual gang Sehun” 

“Yeah, I don’t know Minhyuk, I’ll call if we are coming” 

“Yeah, yeah, see ya” 

“See you” 

Should he bring Tao there? Would that be a good idea? He glanced towards the bedroom. Probably not.

He placed his glass down on a table and called out “Tao~ are you done~?” as he started loosening his tie, and ing the top buttons of his shirt “Tao?” he called out once again as he got no answer, and walked to the bedroom. 

In there he saw Tao sitting on the bed, leaning against the headframe of the bed. His eyes were almost shut, indicating that the poor boy was falling asleep. A soft smile escaped Sehun, and he let out a small sigh as he slowly made his way towards the boy and sat down in front of him. 

“Tao” he spoke softly, as he started to his hair “hmm” the other let out “Are you tired?” 

“Mhm,” the other let out with a small nod. There was a small pout on his lips, and Sehun’s smile grew wider “Do you wanna go to sleep now?” 

At this the other shook his head “Not yet” he spoke, and looked at Sehun whose heart skipped a beat as the other’s soft eyes locked onto his “I wanna see you out of your suit” he gestured with a lazy hand, making Sehun chuckle “Okay” 

“What should I wear?” he asked the other, who shrugged “I don’t know” 

“What if I” Sehun started out as he moved his hand down to Tao’s jacket “Wear this?” he locked eyes with Tao who slowly nodded “You can’t wear your shirt though! It has to be a shirt!” he spoke with a pout.

Sehun nodded with a small chuckled and took his tie off, and ing his shirt fully and taking it off, watching Tao stare at his body. Sehun was still smiling he noticed as he got up and picked up a shirt from the big pile on the floor, which Tao had caused. He stood in front of Tao, giving him a full view of his front, as he began to put on his shirt

"You” Tao suddenly gestured, causing Sehun to stop “You can’t wear those pants as well” Tao finished, and Sehun was fully aware of where his attention was, as the other gulped before locking eyes with Sehun.

Sehun let out a chuckle as his smile turned to smirk, as Tao looked at him with innocent eyes, but Sehun knew. 

“Okay,” he spoke and placed the shirt down on the bed, and took off his dress pants before finding a pair of tight jeans to put on. 

The other was eyeing him up and down, so Sehun made his way back to Tao, sitting down with his knees on either side of Tao’s thighs “Done” He spoke in a low voice “Now all I need is this” he said, starting to slowly pull of Tao’s jacket “You-you’re not gonna wear a shirt?” Tao stuttered “No, anything wrong with that?” Sehun asked in a deep voice, smirking at Tao who started blushing “No, nothing” he let out. 

“There we go” Sehun spoke as he put on the other’s jacket, staring right into his eyes. He leaned towards the other and placed his hands on the frame, looking down at Tao “So?” Sehun asked “Is it what you wanted?” he whispered in his ear, causing the other to gulp, making Sehun’s heart skip a beat. He can make him feel this way, maybe he has a chance. 

The other was still silent, staring at Sehun’s stomach, causing Sehun to grab Tao’s hand and place it on his chest “No need to be shy, you’ve seen it before” he chuckled “I’m not shy!” Tao spoke with a visible blush on his face, but then he changed completely, leaning his face closer to Sehun, eyes dark, and a smirk playing on his lips “You’re just hot” he whispered, lips barely touching Sehun, causing the latter to close his eyes, waiting for Tao to close the gap. His lips searched for Tao’s and Tao slowly closed the said gap, causing Sehun to immediately lose himself and deepen the kiss. 

The other let out groans as Sehun took the lead and started to roam his stomach beneath his shirt.

“Are you still up for it?” Sehun asked, staring down at Tao who had half-lidded eyes, and out of breath. He no longer had his shirt on and Sehun’s knee between his legs was killing him “Of course I am” he answered and so Sehun attacked the other once again

Sehun was lying on his back, arm around Tao's shoulder as the latter was curled up to his side, one arm over his stomach and one playing with his hair. He could fall asleep like this with Tao by his side, cuddling him. He could feel the other's gaze on him, and slowly he faced Tao "Why aren't you sleeping yet?" he asked "Thinking" Tao answered, "About what?" Sehun turned his body to face Tao now "It's just" Tao started out "You have someone you like as well right?" and Sehun nodded "Yeah" 

"Then do you ever feel guilty because you're sleeping with me and not him?" The question shocked Sehun "Do you feel guilty for sleeping with me instead of Kris?" he asked worriedly, and the other averted his eyes "I, no not really, because I know he'll never love me back" he answered "It's the same for me. I love him, but because I know I'll never get him I don't feel guilty" Sehun said with a smile "In fact, even though I love him, I've started t like someone else". This caused the other to look at him in surprise "You have? How?" 

"What do you mean?" 

"How can you still love him but like someone else?" 

"Because he's unreachable. It'd be a dream come true if I could ever get him, but I can't, so I've found someone else, call it a plan b if you must" 

"But isn't that selfish?" Tao asked, "What do you mean?" Sehun said with furrowed brows "You love someone, your heart belongs to someone else, yet you let yourself be with someone else even though you don't truly love them like you love the other" Tao's eyes were filled with worry and sadness, so Sehun began to his hair "Hey, it's okay, because my plan b, the other one I like, likes someone else, so there are no hard feelings there. They won't get hurt"  

"But you're hurting" Tao whispered, hand placed on Sehun's cheek "It's okay" Sehun spoke with a smile "Go to sleep" 

He sat and softly his hair, staring at his peaceful face as he slept.

He couldn't help but admire how his lips were in a slight pout, hew his lashes were long and looked so soft. How his brows weren't furrowed at all. 

He smiled to himself softly, before laying down and facing the other's back, pulling him. 

He couldn't help himself as he placed his face by the other's neck 

"I think I love you"