Indian Blue

Snow Flowers
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[CONTENTID2]Indian Blue[/CONTENTID2]

 

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Author's Note: I suggest playing the song, it fits the mood...well you don't have to but still...

“Kim Jaejoong?”

“Jung Yunho?” he asked.

“How do you know where I live?” I asked, arching a brow. “I didn’t even text you the address.”

“I have my ways,” he says.

Aish. This boy sure had a lot of surprises for me.

Due to my chaotic life, I haven’t met or obtained contact with this Kim Jaejoong for a duration of two weeks, leading me to forget his existence and my wrongdoings towards him.

“How?” I asked.

“Why do you keep asking me questions? Shouldn’t you be opening the door? My leg is killing me and I’ve been sitting in this porch for an hour.”

He angled his head, lifting his arm to block the sunlight beaming upon him.

“You know how much I hate the…I mean you should’ve been here earlier!”

“Why didn’t you call me then? You should’ve let me known in advance that you were coming here.”

“Oops! Seems that I forgot!” he exclaimed. From the tone of his voice, I sensed a hint of sarcasm in his words.

That rascal. How dare he talk to me like that?

“Hey, what date were you born? Why are you speaking to me informally?” I asked.

T/N: Korean language can change depending on the person you’re talking to or the formality of the situation. If the person is older than you, or at a higher position, (such as school, work) you are expected to speak to them formally. Or if you’re not that close with them. In this case, Yunho believes that his relationship with Jaejoong is not developed enough to drop honorifics/formal speech.

“January 26,” Jaejoong replied, returning his arm to his side. He repositioned his stance, shifting his crouches.

“What year?” I asked.

“1986.”

“We’re born the same year. What date were you born?”

“February 6,” I replied. I’m surprised I still remember my birthday. But it wasn’t questionable, due to the fact that I had five years’ worth of memories that consisted of my sad, solitary birthdays which involved ice cream and classical music.

“Now can I speak to you informally?” he cocked his head, raising a brow.

“No! I don’t care if your older than me. We’re not even close enough to speak informally!” I protested.

“That’s what you think,” he insisted.

Every word coming out of this Jaejoong’s mouth sounded like the slithering of snakes, peeving me to no end. Does he take me for a fool or something?

 “How long are you going to be staying here?” I asked.

“Five months. Here’s the rent. I have enough to last for my whole stay,” he said, handing an envelope to me.

I took the envelope within my grasp, immediately tearing it open.

To my surprise, 10 million won was inside. 

“Why are you paying me? I’m the one who’s indebted to you.”

“I’ll pay for the trouble I’ll be making.”

“What kind of trouble?” I asked.

“You’ll see,” he smirked. It was that same smirk he gave me at the courtyard two weeks ago.

“…”

“Can’t you open the door already? I’ve been standing on one leg for too long! My leg is still broken you know?”

“Oh, right!” I said, blinking rapidly as I snapped back to my senses. I shoved the envelope into my pockets, planning to return it to Jaejoong later on.

I couldn’t accept his money. Even if this guy was a bit psychotic and a little sly, I still had a conscience.

“What did you buy?” Jaejoong asked as I bent over to pick up the bags that collapsed prior to our confrontation.

“Just art supplies,” I replied, escalating up the steps.

“Are you an artist?”

“Yeah,” I replied. Heat swarmed up my cheeks from the shame of saying so.

I jabbed the key within the lock, hearing a click as I twisted the metal object.

The peculiar scent of wood contacted my nose as I stepped into the comfort of my home.

“Wow Yunho-ah, your house is damn nice!”

“Yunho-ah?”

“Sorry, I meant Yunho-ssi.”

A deafening thud made contact with the ground, causing the floorboards to tremble. Turning around, a helpless looking Jaejoong was on the ground, along with his backpack and crutches,

“Kim Jaejoong!” I burst, dropping the plastic bag to the floor.

“Yunnie…I mean, Yunho-ssi…help me…” he whimpered. His eyebrows were scrunched in a tight, deep line. As he drowned the house with his desperate cries, his cherry tinted lips quivered, resembling the expression of a sad child.  Somehow, I couldn’t help but feel pity towards him.

“What did you just call me?” I asked, levelling myself to the ground.

“Nothing. Just help me,” he said.

I placed his limp, fragile arms around my neck, soon raising his body as I put my weight onto the ground.

“My crutches!” he cried.

“Don’t worry,” I said, leading him to the white leather couch. “Just sit here,” I said, settling him down on the cushion.

Pulling myself away from Jaejoong, a tight, firm force wrapped its way around my wrist, preventing me from moving further. Hoping not to fall, I balanced my knee on the cushion, using it as a substitute for my broken arm.

I overheard the rhythm of his soft, slow breaths, which hinted my violation of Jaejoong’s personal distance. But for some reason, he didn’t seem bothered by it as he kept his composure. 

“What the hell Jaejoong?!” I asked, eyeing his pale, veiny hands. He held my wrist tight as if his life depended on it. His grip tightened as he dug his nails into my flesh.

This guy looked like a puppy. Not just any puppy, but a sad, stray puppy that lived a hard, pitiful life.

“Thank you for letting me live with you.”

“Um…your welcome…”

Why is this guy thanking me? Shouldn’t he be hating me? The scar slightly hidden behind his choppy bangs caused my guilt to resurface.

Ugh. This Kim Jaejoong was like an unexplainable math question that was too complex to answer. Every word, every action he did left me bewildered.

“Can you…uh, let me go?” I asked. “Do you think we’re in a drama or something?”

His fingers unclasped around my wrist. I rose from the couch, distancing myself away from Jaejoong. If anyone walked in the room thirty seconds earlier, assumptions of me trying to Jaejoong would arise due to my position on the couch.

“Life is like a drama; don’t you know?” And in this drama, we’re the leads.”

“What kind of bull crap are you saying?” I asked, backing away from the couch.

“If anybody bothered to watch my drama,” he said, not answering my question. “I think people would cry.”

“…”

“Can I just say my life is makjang?”

T/N: Makjang is a term used for Korean dramas that uses extreme tropes to spice up stories such as , teen pregnancy, affairs…

“How so?”

“I got hit by a car, I’ve experienced many betrayals…aish, if I tell you it would take us the whole night. Anyways…it’s hot in here. Can you turn on the air conditioner?”

“Well…I don’t really use the air conditioner,” I said, scratching the back of my head.

“Why?”

“It costs too much money…”

“Too much money? Your fath-I mean…don’t you live a modernized life?”

“Just use the electric fan,” I said. A refreshing breeze circulated throughout the air, fighting off the heat as I switched the fan on.

“How frugal,” he said, crossing his arms.

“An artist like me needs to save money.”

“But your house, it doesn’t look like it belongs to a starving artist.”

“This house isn't actually mine...it belongs to my Hyung...he doesn't stay in it anymore since he has an officetel across from his job.”

“Really? He must be wealthy then if he owns multiple places... What’s his job?”

“Um…a lawyer,” I replied. This was getting too personal.

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athrun08
#1
Chapter 52: Reread again..and the story still touch my heart :)
Freeforthewind #2
Chapter 52: Ch51: you know that I cried a lllloooootttttt... thank you very much for this fabulous fic. Thaaannkkkkxxxxxx... I really like angsts with happy ending. Oh my poor joongie and yunnie
yo_yunjae #3
Chapter 52: I'm crying so much for joongie's fate.. my poor poor joongie TT he is a fighter..
I glad, jaejoong n yunho have their happy ending.. with the help the handsome goblin ^^
hellagolds4maniac #4
Chapter 52: why do we become masochist?? i seriously love angsty ff... but i usually don't like when there is a cheating(yunho to chae won) and using others for to let out your frustration(yh and jooyeon) or heartache(jj and jicheol)... i felt a bit repulse reading it but the way you depict their emotions and reasoning for each situation make me understand the characters actions in more depth..at the end of it... i don't mind it coz FINALLY JJ GOT HIS BEAUTIFUL ENDING WITH YUNHO... yeah i'm kind of idealist even though i know in reality it is hard to see justice to prevail and true love to be together for a lifetime.... author-nim... thank you for writing this wonderful story as you know sometimes the angsty ff is too much bear like the dark night, the water gleamed under the moon...i actually read the first few chapters and the ending chapter really shook me to my core...
paboson
#5
Chapter 52: I gave so much to say but dont know where to start so I'm just gonna wing it....first, it's either the fact that the boys went/going through military service that you typed soldier instead of shoulder or you made typos on purpose to see if we are actually reading your fic. Lol Second, hmm kinda not the ending that I was expecting but I don't hate it not do I like it as much as I loved the other previous chapters you wrote. Third, I was also looking forward on Jae's web novels, they are fun to read. Fourth, kinda wishes there was a trial scene or some sort. Five, I like some parts of the original ending, like Yun running to Jj. Save for the part where it's his wedding day(or is getting marred) with chae won and that they both die. Dude, yes! You got that right, they went through so much already, especially Jj. It's like the angst monster puked at him or smth. And Lastly, I'd you are editing the entire fic, please don't hide the chapters because some of us actually likes the story and plans to re-read it when we feel like we want to be all depressed and wants to have a crying fest!! This fic is BAE. O. K. A. Y?
dee_9576 #6
Chapter 29: I've been reading this fic for these 2-3 days.. I really love the way you depict the story.. everything so real, so vivid, and it's very easy to imagine what happens and how the characters think and feel
Your depiction of the characters is really good!
My heart just aches alongwith Jaejoong's.. how such innocent and shy guy who experienced so much misfortune in his life.. *sigh*
It's sad how life is for him..
lol I'm supposed to be studying for my exams and finishing up my thesis and journal but I keep coming back to this fic haha!
(well I really should be studying right now but reading this fic is a way for me to de-stress hehe)
but my point is, this fic is really good! addictive in a way haha that I want to keep reading and know what happens to jaejoong..
two thumbs up for you!
will probably finish this in a couple of days :P
thank you soooo much for sharing! thank you thank you thank you!!
lighteu1610
#7
Chapter 52: Thankyou for the story. I really enjoyed the whole story and it does give me all the feeling. Thankyou againn ♡
darknesslovee
#8
Chapter 52: "But Yunho’s determination and desperation won Jaejoong’s heart. Jaejoong didn’t need a perfect man. He needed a man who loved him, and Yunho was the perfect candidate. Despite his rough, reckless nature, Jaejoong loved Yunho for his thorns. Even if it pained him, or caused blood to shed, Jung Yunho was the one."

hi, i'm here again \o/ ^my fav paragraph

instead of studying for my paper tmr, i ended up reading this on my phone and bawling my eyes out. you make my heart raced, jumped, sank, and any related adjectives.

the perfect way to describe this story from my perspective would be "crash and burn". there were lotsa of panicking, possessiveness, guilt, self loathe, but most importantly, you showed how both of em truly loved each other. how strong the affections were as if the bond had embedded into their bones.

thank you.
Nanuya
#9
Chapter 52: I know that as an author you may see your story a little different from us, but don't say is ugly or that you need to be slapped, because this story is gold! Is one of my favorites ever!! You are a fantastic author and made me sufer so much at some parts.
Thank you so much for the epilogue!! <3

I may or may not stalk your other stories and leave long reviews so bear with me, please lol
paboson
#10
Chapter 52: Our prayers have been heard, guys!!!! She finally wrote an epilogue!!!! Thank you so much!!!! I'll read this later when I'm not swamped with something and probably make a comment again. Lol