Trapped

Snow Flowers
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[CONTENTID2]Trapped[/CONTENTID2]

           [CONTENTID1]

           Opening my eyes, I took in the sight of the bright, white lights that beamed from above as it radiated its glow throughout the entire room. 

          The cream coloured walls encompassed me like a tight cubicle, making me feel like a caged animal. Sunlight entered through the windows as the rays bled onto the ground.

          A round, clear oxygen mask enclosed around my mouth, transmitting air to my lungs. A strap heavily weighed over my shoulders as it wrapped around my neck, giving support to the cast on my arm.

          Wires were embedded into my veins, bounding my arms to the IV drips that stood beside my bed, along with machines that monitored my body’s current state.

          A thick, heavy numbness settled within my skull as I lifted my head away from the headrest. I definitely regret doing that. Pain pierced through my shoulders, immediately feeling the restraint controlling every joint in my body as I shifted my arm.

          The current state I was in reminded me of those dramas when someone gets involved in a tragic accident. The thought of it happening to me never crossed my mind.

          Experiencing this excruciating pain was worse than being dead. God should’ve just ended my life so I wouldn’t have to suffer this.

          Although my senses made it obvious that I was still alive, I still had doubts.

          Maybe I’m dreaming in heaven right now. Maybe I’m actually sleeping in heaven. But did people actually sleep in heaven?

          Chae Won’s bloody face immediately flashed into my mind as I retrace my memories. Oh god. What happened to her?! Was…was she still alive? The possibility of her being dead brought a heavy pang to my chest. She can’t be dead. My Chae Won is strong like a warrior. Warriors never die.

          “Doctor! The patient is awake!” a female nurse cried as her eyes widened. 

          My life is the least of my concerns. All I needed is an answer to my question regarding Chae Won’s health. Is she breathing as of now? Will I ever get to hear her voice? Will she ever witness my proposal?

          The Italian restaurant. We had a reservation. I was going to propose to her in the restaurant. I was going to sing her a song. We were going to have a new life together! Now all my dreams were shattered due to my silly mistake. It wasn’t just a mistake; it was almost a crime against humanity.

           It’s all my fault. I shouldn’t have lost myself to that song. Within that moment, I couldn’t stop my emotions from getting the best of me. I should’ve switched the station at the minute that song played.

           Stupid Jung Yunho. You dumb bastard.

           “Jung Yunho,” an old, scrawny man dressed in a long, white robe stepped within my sight.

           “…” I couldn’t say a word.

           “How many fingers am I holding?”

           I held my hand, flaunting my long fingers at him. “Five.”

           “Do you remember your name?”

           Of course.

          “Jung Yunho.”

          “Do you remember what happened?”

           What was I? A convicted criminal?

           "I…was in an accident…”

          “It seems like his memories are unaffected.  We still have to run a couple of tests to find out if the accident affected anything else,” he said to the nurse.

          “His heart rate is a bit faster than usual though,” the nurse remarked.

          “Where’s…where’s Kim Chae Won?!” I burst out, causing their gazes to flock towards me.

         “Right now she’s in the intense care unit,” the nurse replied.

         “What…what state is she in?”

          “She’s in critical condition. The accident seemed to have affected her the most…”

          My stomach lurched to the sound of her

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athrun08
#1
Chapter 52: Reread again..and the story still touch my heart :)
Freeforthewind #2
Chapter 52: Ch51: you know that I cried a lllloooootttttt... thank you very much for this fabulous fic. Thaaannkkkkxxxxxx... I really like angsts with happy ending. Oh my poor joongie and yunnie
yo_yunjae #3
Chapter 52: I'm crying so much for joongie's fate.. my poor poor joongie TT he is a fighter..
I glad, jaejoong n yunho have their happy ending.. with the help the handsome goblin ^^
hellagolds4maniac #4
Chapter 52: why do we become masochist?? i seriously love angsty ff... but i usually don't like when there is a cheating(yunho to chae won) and using others for to let out your frustration(yh and jooyeon) or heartache(jj and jicheol)... i felt a bit repulse reading it but the way you depict their emotions and reasoning for each situation make me understand the characters actions in more depth..at the end of it... i don't mind it coz FINALLY JJ GOT HIS BEAUTIFUL ENDING WITH YUNHO... yeah i'm kind of idealist even though i know in reality it is hard to see justice to prevail and true love to be together for a lifetime.... author-nim... thank you for writing this wonderful story as you know sometimes the angsty ff is too much bear like the dark night, the water gleamed under the moon...i actually read the first few chapters and the ending chapter really shook me to my core...
paboson
#5
Chapter 52: I gave so much to say but dont know where to start so I'm just gonna wing it....first, it's either the fact that the boys went/going through military service that you typed soldier instead of shoulder or you made typos on purpose to see if we are actually reading your fic. Lol Second, hmm kinda not the ending that I was expecting but I don't hate it not do I like it as much as I loved the other previous chapters you wrote. Third, I was also looking forward on Jae's web novels, they are fun to read. Fourth, kinda wishes there was a trial scene or some sort. Five, I like some parts of the original ending, like Yun running to Jj. Save for the part where it's his wedding day(or is getting marred) with chae won and that they both die. Dude, yes! You got that right, they went through so much already, especially Jj. It's like the angst monster puked at him or smth. And Lastly, I'd you are editing the entire fic, please don't hide the chapters because some of us actually likes the story and plans to re-read it when we feel like we want to be all depressed and wants to have a crying fest!! This fic is BAE. O. K. A. Y?
dee_9576 #6
Chapter 29: I've been reading this fic for these 2-3 days.. I really love the way you depict the story.. everything so real, so vivid, and it's very easy to imagine what happens and how the characters think and feel
Your depiction of the characters is really good!
My heart just aches alongwith Jaejoong's.. how such innocent and shy guy who experienced so much misfortune in his life.. *sigh*
It's sad how life is for him..
lol I'm supposed to be studying for my exams and finishing up my thesis and journal but I keep coming back to this fic haha!
(well I really should be studying right now but reading this fic is a way for me to de-stress hehe)
but my point is, this fic is really good! addictive in a way haha that I want to keep reading and know what happens to jaejoong..
two thumbs up for you!
will probably finish this in a couple of days :P
thank you soooo much for sharing! thank you thank you thank you!!
lighteu1610
#7
Chapter 52: Thankyou for the story. I really enjoyed the whole story and it does give me all the feeling. Thankyou againn ♡
darknesslovee
#8
Chapter 52: "But Yunho’s determination and desperation won Jaejoong’s heart. Jaejoong didn’t need a perfect man. He needed a man who loved him, and Yunho was the perfect candidate. Despite his rough, reckless nature, Jaejoong loved Yunho for his thorns. Even if it pained him, or caused blood to shed, Jung Yunho was the one."

hi, i'm here again \o/ ^my fav paragraph

instead of studying for my paper tmr, i ended up reading this on my phone and bawling my eyes out. you make my heart raced, jumped, sank, and any related adjectives.

the perfect way to describe this story from my perspective would be "crash and burn". there were lotsa of panicking, possessiveness, guilt, self loathe, but most importantly, you showed how both of em truly loved each other. how strong the affections were as if the bond had embedded into their bones.

thank you.
Nanuya
#9
Chapter 52: I know that as an author you may see your story a little different from us, but don't say is ugly or that you need to be slapped, because this story is gold! Is one of my favorites ever!! You are a fantastic author and made me sufer so much at some parts.
Thank you so much for the epilogue!! <3

I may or may not stalk your other stories and leave long reviews so bear with me, please lol
paboson
#10
Chapter 52: Our prayers have been heard, guys!!!! She finally wrote an epilogue!!!! Thank you so much!!!! I'll read this later when I'm not swamped with something and probably make a comment again. Lol