First of all, I would like to apologize about my very very late update this time,

and it was all because of my daily life work... 

 It has been so busy and I couldn't find 

much time to write. So, again, I'm so sorry for the late update, and I would like to apologize too, 

if this chapter of mine is not that good and not up to your guy's expectation...

I'm so sorry... :(

P/s: Enjoy...

 

“Hyung….”

“Hyung…”

“Hyung… We are here….”

 

Seunghyun opens his eyes slowly when he started to hear those voices around him, besides than the sounds of those machines and those monitors, he can clearly listens to his dongsaengs voices. His vision is blurry at first but he blinks his eyes for few times till a few faces came into his view. He feels different this time. His chest is not that tight anymore, his breathing is easier, and he feels so much better. It’s been a while. It’s been a while since the last time he is able to feels this way. Seunghyun takes a deep breath and letting out slowly. This is somehow refreshing. He looks at those faces around him one by one. Basically he is surrounded by everyone. From his left side, Jiyong, Daesung, Taeyang, Jong Suk, Mr. Jung and Hye Jung. Everyone is here, smiling at him.

 

“Seunghyun-ahh…” Mr. Jung said and he smiles warmly at Seunghyun who is still trying to adjust his vision. Mr. Jung and Hye Jung are standing at his right side.

 

“How are you feeling Sir…” Hye Jung soft voice calls him and she gives him her usual smile.

 

Seunghyun just nods his head slightly, giving them the assurance that he is indeed fine at the moment. He looks back at his dongsaengs that are standing by his left side and his eyes go from Jiyong, Daesung and Taeyang.

 

“Seungri…” Seunghyun said with his hoarse voice. He doesn’t know how his voice can sound that way. Just how long he has been out this time.

 

“He is sleeping, hyung…. Seungri is sleeping at home… He is not well…” Jiyong explains to Seunghyun slowly while caressing his hyung’s hair now.

 

“Why…” Seunghyun asked.

 

“He got fever but he is fine… Totally fine..” Jiyong assured him again.

 

Seunghyun just nods his head and closed his eyes for a moment and then he opens his eyes back. He looks at Jong Suk who happens to be standing at the end of the bed quietly, looking at him with his both hands in his pocket. Jong Suk gives him his first smile.

 

“What happened…” Seunghyun asked and his question is clearly pointing at Jong Suk.

 

Now, all eyes are starting to look at elsewhere and Jong Suk is gulping his saliva. Coughing a bit to clear his throat.

 

“Your heart is failing the other day and we almost lose you…” Jong Suk answered carefully.

 

Seunghyun wrinkles at Jong Suk’s words. Seunghyun remembers that day. Seunghyun was 100% sure that he was going to die that day but now, he is here. Still lying on his bed, surrounded by his family and friends. Perfectly fine and even better than before. Seunghyun moves his right hand to his chest. His body is covered with bandage. This looks exactly like his previous surgery before. Seunghyun looks back at Jong Suk, wanting for explanation.

 

“Your heart was failing the other day and there is no way other than performing a surgery on you. Luckily we managed to stabilize your heart for quite some time… Till finally…” Jong Suk stops at the trailed of his words for few seconds. He looks down for a while and he takes a deep breath, looking back at Seunghyun who is waiting for him in silent. “Till finally we received a donor on the same day…”

 

Seunghyun raised his eyebrows at that answer.

 

“A donor?” Seunghyun asked.

 

“Hyung… You just woke up for god sake and it has been 5 days you have been out… You need rest and let’s talk about it later…” Jiyong cuts in.

 

Seunghyun looks at Jiyong with his questioning look.

 

“5 days?” Seunghyun asked his dongsaeng this time.

 

Jiyong let out a small sigh and nodding his head. “Yes, hyung.. It has been 5 days… We are waiting for you to wake up for all this time… And now, you finally awake… We can talk hyung… But not now.. Later… Let’s do it, later…” Jiyong is calming his hyung down. Taeyang and Daesung just keep their mouths shut and let Jiyong do the talking.

 

“Jiyong is right, Seunghyun-ahh… Let’s talk about you later… Have your rest first, but just to ease your mind, let me tell you one thing…” Jong Suk said. Everyone is turn to Jong Suk now. Jong Suk gives out his smile to Seunghyun. “You don’t have to worry anymore… You are perfectly fine now… You already have a new heart…” Jong Suk said.

 

Seunghyun slowly smiles at Jong Suk and that statement just now explains the reason why he feels so much better now. Seunghyun turns to his dongsaengs and he looks at them one by one. He is fine now. Everything is fine now.

 

“Let’s stick together for a long long time, hyung…” Jiyong whispers to him with his teary eyes.

 

Seunghyun smiles at Jiyong and he just let his tear falls from his eyes. Daesung and Taeyang are smiling at him too. He got his family back.

 

“Have your rest hyung…” Daesung sounds like he just found his voice.

 

Seunghyun just nods his head and to be honest, he does feel like a bit drowsy. Seunghyun closed his eyes and now he is so relief that God finally has some mercy on him, giving him another chance to be with his family. He is truly happy and can’t wait to go home and live together with his dongsaengs. With that warm feelings he feels inside, slowly Seunghyun drifted back to sleep. Mr. Jung is back sitting on the chair near the glass window and Hye Jung is still standing loyally beside Seunghyun, fixing her boss’s comforter and hospital’s shirt. She has been there with the family in the hospital since the day Seunghyun’s heart failing. She came right after she came back from work and she still carry on her work as per Jiyong’s instruction. Hye Jung cares about her boss a lot and she wants him to recover and get back on his feet as usual. Everyone wants that.

 

As soon as they are all sure that Seunghyun is definitely sleeping, Hye Jung can hear relief sighs from each and every one of them in the room. Those smiles on their faces change into a sad one.

 

“I need to leave first…” Jong Suk breaks the silence.

 

Taeyang nods his head and let Jong Suk walks out of the room, leaving them. Daesung walks to the couch and sits on it. Again, he let out a sigh as he leans his back on the couch and closes his eyes. Taeyang follows Daesung’s action but he takes his seat on the chair beside Seunghyun this time. His eyes are back on his sleeping hyung. That face is not that pale anymore. His hyung is indeed looking so much better now compare to before. Now, he just needs to recover and get back on his feet now. Jiyong is now staring at his eldest hyung’s face in silent and then he slowly lifts up his head, looking at Hye Jung.

 

“You must be tired Hye Jung… You can leave first if you want… Your husband must be waiting for you now…” Jiyong said.

 

Hye Jung looks back at Seunghyun for one last time and then she nods her head slowly.

 

“I’ll leave first Jiyong-sshi… Call me, if there’s anything…” she said.

 

Jiyong nods his head. Hye Jung takes her handbag on the side table beside the bed.

 

“I leave with you Hye Jung…” Mr. Jung said as he gets up from the chair. He looks at Jiyong and that young man nods his head in understanding. Both of them have been there with them for quite some time. Now, let only the family stays in. Both Hye Jung and Mr. Jung greet them and walk leaving the room, and then the surrounding becomes quiet again. Only the machines and the monitors in the room are giving out sounds now. No one is talking. No one is letting out a single word to each other. Only God knows where their minds are wandering right now. Jiyong without a word finally moves away from the bed and he walks to the door. Taeyang knows where Jiyong is going so he just let Jiyong leave as he himself just looks at Seunghyun in silent. While Daesung just stares emptily towards the ceiling up him.

 

Jiyong opens the door and walks out of the room and his eyes stop at the figure who is sitting in silent on the waiting chairs outside the room. Seungri is sitting quietly there and his eyes are focusing on the floor. Just how long that kid has been sitting there in silent now. Jiyong closed the door behind him slowly while his eyes are still on his maknae. Yes, he just lied to Seunghyun just now. Seungri is actually here with them and he never leaves the hospital since that day. Since the incident. No words ever come out from that boy since the incident. No one has heard his voice. Not even Jiyong or Daesung or even Taeyang. Seungri is not talking to anyone.

 

Jiyong walks to his maknae slowly and very slowly he takes his seat beside Seungri who looks so not bothered by his hyung’s presence. Jiyong stares down at the floor as well.

 

“Hyung is awake now…” Jiyong’s slow voice comes out while his eyes are still on the floor.

 

Jiyong heard nothing. No respond. No words. Seungri is not even lifting up his head and turn to him. The usual Seungri must have been jumping up and down or even screaming in joy at that news but now. Seungri is too quiet. Too silent. Jiyong’s eyes slowly moves to his right side, at Seungri’s hand. Seungri’s right hand particularly. Seungri is still holding that dry flowers in his hand. Seungri never let go that dry flowers even once since that incident and that breaks Jiyong’s heart even more. Seungri is still holding that dry flowers tightly in his hand.

 

“Seungri-ahh…” Jiyong calls softly.

 

No words…

 

“Say something… Please…” Jiyong said softly.

 

Seungri stays in silent, not answering his hyung and this is not the first time it happened. Jiyong and others have been persuading him to talk for countless of time now but failed. They don’t know what to do now. Taeyang’s words come to Jiyong’s mind.

 

“We can’t make him talk… We just can’t… You know yourself, Ji... Only Seunghyun hyung that can make him talk right now… No one else…”

 

Jiyong knows that Taeyang is right. Too right much to his dislike. Jiyong moves his right hand to Seungri’s head and softly he caresses his maknae’s hair.

 

“It hurts… Hyung knows… So, Seungri… When the right time comes, please talk… Talk to us… No one wants this… No one, Seungri…” Jiyong said and slowly his eyes are back on Seungri’s hand. He can see how Seungri is tightened his grip on the dry flowers. Jiyong let out a heavy sighs. He then moves closer to Seungri and then he kisses his maknae’s head softly before he gets up from the chair. Slowly, leaving his maknae alone. Again.

 

Once Jiyong is disappeared from Seungri’s side, a tear finally falls from Seungri’s eyes. He looks at the dry flowers that he holds tightly in his hands. Seungri pursed his lips and again, letting his tears drop on the dry flowers. His head hurts and his heart is broken.

 

“Please, bring the flowers to him….”

 

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Seunghyun opens his eyes slowly and now he doesn’t know for how long he has been sleeping. He looks at his left side, and he can see Taeyang is sleeping in sitting position on the chair. Then Seunghyun looks at the couch and he smiles when he can Daesung and Jiyong is sleeping together on the couch, with Daesung’s head is landing on Jiyong’s left shoulder. His dongsaengs are here with him, except one person. His maknae. Seunghyun still does not meet his maknae yet and he misses Seungri so much. Seunghyun wonders just how his maknae is going to react when they finally meet. Seungri must be so damn happy and jump on him in matter of seconds.

 

Seunghyun smiles at that thought. How things change so far and Seunghyun still can’t believe it that he is still alive and there is another chance to build and live his life with his family. He is not desperate anymore but now, he will cherish every moment, and every seconds of his life. He will never take things for granted anymore, not towards his family. He will be there for his dongsaengs, no matter what happened. Seunghyun loves this feeling that he has inside. He feels better, and happier than ever. Once again, he turns to his dongsaengs, looking at them one by one.

 

We will make things work this time, Taeyang. We will live together and stick together for a long long time. We won’t drift apart anymore and this time, we will do everything that we never get the chance to do before. Hyung, will do everything to fix things back and lives happily together with all my dongsaengs. Let’s do that…

 

Seunghyun moves a bit to reach the bed’s remote beside his pillow and he presses a button to makes the bed into a sitting position. The bed moves and slowly Seunghyun is in sitting position.

 

How I wish Seungri is here.

 

Seunghyun turns to the window at his right side and he looks out, it’s dark. It’s already night. Seungri is staying at home alone? With that fever?

 

“Hyung?”

 

Seunghyun turns to his left and he sees Taeyang is awake and looking at him with his sleepy face. Taeyang moves his neck a bit to reduce the ache he feels and he looks back at his hyung who is smiling at him. Taeyang can’t help but to smile back at his hyung.

 

“How are you feeling hyung…” Taeyang asked slowly as he gets up from the chair and moves to sit on the bed as well, facing his hyung. He misses his one and only hyung so much.

 

“Better… So much better…” Seunghyun answered with a sweet smile plastered on his face. Seunghyun looks at his dongsaeng and he just can’t remove the smile that his has on his face right now. He is happy and he feels so relief. He feels like he is finally home. He is back.

 

“Get well faster, so all of us can go home…” Taeyang said with assurance smile on his face. He takes Seunghyun’s hand in his and he caresses his hyung’s hand softly. “We miss you…” Taeyang said as his eyes are still on Seunghyun’s hand.

 

“I miss all of you too….” Seunghyun replied. “Hyung feels like hyung just come back from a very long journey… And now, I’m finally home, with all of you… It feels great to come back Taeyang-ahh… I’m so sorry... You guys must have been so scared that day…” Seunghyun said.

 

You don’t know how scared we were hyung… You can’t imagine it even one second. That day was the darkest time of our life, for all of us… I don’t want to face that kind of moment again… Almost losing you… Almost losing maknae… And… Damn, this is hard hyung… This is hard… I want to go home... I just want to go home so bad and forget this.

 

“Taeyang…” Seunghyun calls for his dongsaeng when he sees Taeyang is keeping staring on their holding hands without even once lifting up his head to look at his hyung.

 

Taeyang is gulping his saliva as he lifts up his head. He looks at Seunghyun and he stares into his hyung’s eyes. His hyung is happy.

 

“It’s good to finally see you here with us, hyung…” Taeyang said.

 

Taeyang feels Seunghyun tightened their grips.

 

“Let’s start all over again, Taeyang-ahh… Let’s do everything again… Let’s spend times together, play together, travel together, try something new together and let’s do that with dongsaengs. Let’s do everything together this time… Let’s be happy this time…” Seunghyun said as he looks into Taeyang’s eyes.

 

Taeyang gives his comforting smiles to his hyung.

 

“Let’s do that hyung…. Let’s do that…” Taeyang said.

 

Seunghyun smiles and he then looks at the window with his hand still in Taeyang’s hands.

 

“Outside looks very cold…” Seunghyun said.

 

Taeyang looks at the window as well and he nods his head.

 

“It was snowing before this…” Taeyang said.

 

Seunghyun wrinkles at Taeyang’s words.

 

“City or sea?”

“Hmm?”

“Just choose!”

“Sea…”

“Sun or snow…”

“Snow…”

 

Seunghyun closed his eyes for a moment at that sudden flash of memory. What was that? Where was that coming from? How?

 

“Hyung?” Taeyang said in his concern tone. Seunghyun looks disturbed.

 

Seunghyun shakes his head slowly.

 

“Nothing…”

 

“Are you feeling sick??”

 

“No…”

 

“Sure?”

 

Seunghyun just nods his head this time. He stares at the outside of the window, looking at the dark sky above and he can’t help but to let his mind wandering to someone.

 

“Who else came here when hyung was unconscious?” Seunghyun suddenly asked.

 

Taeyang is bewildered by that sudden question. “Who else? Well, people from the office, doctors, nurses and us…” Taeyang answered.

 

“Which doctor?” Seunghyun asked as he turns to face Taeyang this time.

 

“Doctors from the team that working on your case…” Taeyang answered honestly but soon after that, something hits his mind. Hyung couldn’t possibly actually ask about her, isn’t he?

 

Seunghyun just holds his silent at Taeyang’s answer and he finally stops asking.

 

“How is Seungri? Why did you guys let him stays at home alone? One of you should be at home, taking care of him.” Seunghyun said as the change of topic.

 

This time, Taeyang looks a bit dumbfounded. He coughs a bit to clear his not achy throat.

 

“He is fine and the fever is not that bad, hyung… Stop worrying…” Taeyang said.

 

“Does he know that I’m awake now?” Seunghyun asked again.

 

“Hmm.. Well, I think he knows… I think, Jiyong already called maknae while you were sleeping just now hyung…” Taeyang said.

 

“His respond??”

 

“Of course he is happy hyung…” Taeyang answered. Taeyang fixes his hyung’s comforter to avoid Seunghyun’s stares on him. “Hyung, how about you go back to sleep hyung… Let’s talk more tomorrow’s morning…”

 

Seunghyun shakes his head.

 

“I slept enough… I don’t feel like sleeping anymore… You sleep, Taeyang-ahh… You are tired…” Seunghyun said.

 

“How can I sleep, when you are here wide awake hyung….” Taeyang said.

 

“Just sleep… Move..” Seunghyun said as he pushes Taeyang jokingly from his side on the bed. “The couch is much more comfortable than the chair over here… Go sleep on the couch…” Seunghyun said.

 

Taeyang sighs at his hyung and he slowly gets up from the bed. “Don’t stay awake too long hyung…” Taeyang said before he walks to the couch lazily. He is indeed tired and he is sleepy too.

 

Seunghyun just observes his dongsaeng taking his seat on the single couch there near Jiyong and Daesung. They are indeed look so damn tired. Somehow he feels sorry towards them.

 

“Taeyang…” Seunghyun said.

 

Taeyang opens his eyes back when he heard Seunghyun’s voice. He looks at his hyung.

 

“Brings Seungri here tomorrow… Hyung misses him…” Seunghyun said.

 

Taeyang nodding his head reluctantly. Taeyang bite his lips once Seunghyun turns his head to the window side. Maknae is here. Maknae never leaves the hospital even once. Please, let this night become longer before everything started to mess up once again. Taeyang looks at the door. Just what Seungri is doing outside there, right now… Where he is going to sleep tonight… That kid never once entered this room, since that day. He just stays outside the room and refuse to come in. He is not opening his mouth; he is not talking to anyone. Just to make sure that he is eating, Jiyong needs to drag that kid to the café each time or Daesung will be begging till Seungri is finally moves on his feet following his hyung.

 

Just where the hell fate is leading us to now, hyung... Can’t we just fast forward this moment, and straight to the point where everyone is finally happy and smiles brilliantly. Can’t we just go straight away to that moment?

 

Taeyang looks at his hyung who is still looking out at the window in silent. What the hell is he thinking right now? For god sake… Please, I’m begging… Just don’t let him thinking about her… Not tonight... Not this time…

 

Taeyang doesn’t know when he is finally drifted into sleeps while he looks at his silent hyung and the last thing that comes across Taeyang’s mind is only her words.

 

“Take care of him…”

 

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Jiyong opens his eyes lazily that morning when he feels someone is tapping his left thigh. He turns to his left and he sees Daesung is looking at him with his obvious worried face.

 

“Hyung!” Daesung said.

 

“WHAT?” Jiyong answered.

 

Jiyong looks at where Daesung’s finger is pointing right now and it is the bed. Maybe because he just woke up from his sleep and it is too early for his mind to process things, Jiyong looks back at his dongsaeng with his confused look.

 

“What???” Jiyong asked again.

 

Daesung gives Jiyong his annoyed look.

 

“LOOK. AT. THE. BED!” Daesung said while emphasizing his words one by one to his hyung.

 

Jiyong is back looking at the bed and now he rubs his eyes and looks again at the bed. At the empty bed, specifically. Oh yes.. Empty bed… Empty bed?

 

Jiyong looks back at Daesung once that fact registered to his mind. Jiyong turns to Taeyang who is still snoring on the single couch near him.

 

“Where the hell is he??” Jiyong asked.

 

“How should I know??? I just opened my eyes and he is not there anymore??? How he can get up at the first place?” Daesung asked.

 

Jiyong gets up from the bed in speed and heads to the bathroom, with hopes that he will find his hyung there, but unfortunately, the bathroom is empty as soon as Jiyong opens the door.

 

“! Maknae!” Daesung said and Jiyong turns around to Daesung and he sees his dongsaeng already get up from the couch and immediately walks to the door. Jiyong follows him. Daesung opens the door to finally find no one is sitting out there. Daesung and Jiyong look around and they just see few nurses and doctors are walking around, doing their job that morning but Seungri is nowhere to be found, same goes to their eldest hyung. Seunghyun is not in the room so where is he?

 

“Hyung…” Daesung calls Jiyong in his worried tone.

 

“Where the hell is hyung? He just ing woke up yesterday, and now this?” Jiyong said while massaging his temple with right hand. He is worried. Their maknae and their eldest hyung are really the troublemakers. “Ask the nurse..” Jiyong said.

 

Jiyong and Daesung walk together in speed, heading to the counter for that level.

 

“Excuse me…” Jiyong said and one nurse who is busily writing something. The nurse lifts up her head as soon as Jiyong calls her.

 

“Yes, Jiyong-sshi… What can I do for you?” the nurse said. Everyone knows them already and it is not even a weird thing if they knew their names.

 

“Have you seen my hyung, Seunghyun…” Jiyong asked.

 

“Oh… He’s not in the room?? He couldn’t possibly is able to get up from the bed yet,” the nurse answered in concern.

 

“My dongsaeng, Seungri… The one who always sat outside the room, do you see him??” Jiyong asked again.

 

The nurse shakes her head. Daesung immediately say thanks to the nurse and he pulls Jiyong with him to walk towards the elevator.

 

“Just don’t let me be right this time…” Daesung said in worry and currently they are standing in front of the elevator, waiting.

 

“What is it?” Jiyong asked.

 

Daesung choose not to answer his hyung’s question and straights away enter the elevator in front of them once it is open. Jiyong follows his dongsaeng while silently asking whether the hell they are heading to now. Jiyong sees Daesung just pressed the ground floor button and they are heading down. Something hits his mind and Jiyong can’t help but to look at Daesung with wide eyes right now.

 

“!” Jiyong muttered under his breath. Now, they are on the same page.

 

Both of them are now can’t wait to reach the ground floor and finally the elevator is open and they literally runs out from it but they straight away stop in their steps when they immediately found the person that they are looking for. Jiyong and Daesung take a few steps back and they move to the wall nearby to hide themselves.

 

“I’m so not ready for this, hyung…” Daesung whispers to Jiyong from behind.

 

Jiyong is not answering Daesung’s words as his eyes are solely focusing on their eldest hyung who is currently standing quietly near the wall over there while holding his IV drip stand with him. He must be walking out from the room to down here, dragging that IV drip stand with him quietly this morning. From where they are standing right now, Jiyong and Daesung can only see Seunghyun’s back and they can see that their hyung is not moving at all from where he is standing.

 

“He must be looking for her…” Daesung whispers to Jiyong who is standing in front of him and currently staring at Seunghyun’s movement.

 

“Hyung…” Daesung said when Jiyong gives no responds to him.

 

Jiyong let out a heavy sigh.

 

“He is definitely looking for her…” Jiyong said.

 

“What should we do, hyung…”

 

Just even before Jiyong manages to answer Daesung’s question, they see Seunghyun is making a move, leaving the place he is standing on and turns back to the elevator. Jiyong and Daesung immediately moves hiding behind the wall but looks at Seunghyun few times to make sure that their hyung is heading to the elevator which is he did. They both released heavy sighs once Seunghyun is already entered the elevator leaving the floor.

 

“What should we do now, hyung..” Daesung asked back with ultimate concern on his face.

 

Jiyong just stares at Daesung and bites his bottom lip. He is thinking hard of what they should do.

 

“Damn! Where the hell is Seungri?” Daesung asked when their maknae hits his mind. There is another problem now. They don’t see any trace of their maknae.

 

“Look around, I’m heading upstairs. Call him..” Jiyong said to Daesung and his dongsaeng just nodding his head, following Jiyong’s instruction.

 

Jiyong then moves to the elevator and Daesung then walks away splitting from Jiyong to look for his maknae.

 

Meanwhile, Jong Suk who is walking towards his room is walking passed the elevator, is a little bit shocked when he noticed it is Seunghyun who comes out from the elevator.

 

“Seunghyun?” Jong Suk said.

 

Seunghyun looks at Jong Suk once he walks out from the elevator pulling with him his IV drip stand.

 

“Where the hell are you going??? You shouldn’t be wandering around…” Jong Suk continues as his best friend walks to him.

 

“I miss walking…” Seunghyun answered softly as he gives out a smile to Jong Suk.

 

“You can walk?” Jong Suk asked in concern to Seunghyun and looks at his best friend from head to toe.

 

“I can walk just fine….” Seunghyun said and then they walk together along the hallway.

 

“How are you feeling this morning?” Jong Suk asked.

 

“Fine..”

 

“Just fine?”

 

“Hmm.. Great?” Seunghyun smirks at his best friend and Jong Suk just smiles in relief when he sees Seunghyun’s usual smirk. He is kind of missing his best friend’s usual smirk. He misses the old Seunghyun. He misses seeing his best friend in a good shape and yes, now his friend is back on his feet. All healthy. Jong Suk is glad but he can’t fail to notice a slight frown on Seunghyun’s face, like something is disturbing him inside.

 

“I’m going to my room, you know…” Jong Suk informed and Seunghyun just nods his head in return.

 

“I’m going with you…” Seunghyun said.

 

They don’t talk too much and just walking in silent together to Jong Suk’s room and once they reached there, Jong Suk opens his room’s door for Seunghyun and asked him to enters first and followed later. Seunghyun takes his usual seat in front of Jong Suk’s desk and his eyes are roaming the room like he hasn’t been there for quite some time. Jong Suk takes his seat and carefully fixing some stuff on his desk and taking a few files from the shelf beside him and put it on the table. His eyes then stop on Seunghyun who is watching him in silent. This man is a mess.

 

“What?” Jong Suk opens his mouth.

 

“What?” Seunghyun replied with his obvious look.

 

“Why are you staring at me?”

 

“No..”

 

“Yes…”

 

“Come on Jong Suk.. I’m not..”

 

“Fine!”

 

And they back to silent when Jong Suk is back on the files before him and clearly ignoring his friend’s eyes on him. He does his job like there is no other human in the room with him and he just turns to his computer at his left side and checking on whatever pending works that he has left before. Things are going on that way for about 10 minutes till finally Seunghyun opens his mouth.

 

“I went downstairs just now…” Seunghyun said.

 

Jong Suk freezes in his spot and he can’t help but to gulp his own saliva at that sudden statement. He keeps his eyes on the monitor before him and ignores Seunghyun’s words.

 

“You knew why I went downstairs…” Seunghyun continues.

 

“I don’t know, Seunghyun…” Jong Suk answered as his eyes are still on the monitor.

 

Jong Suk heard a sigh from Seunghyun and again, he ignores it.

 

“I couldn’t find her…” finally Seunghyun said it.

 

Jong Suk closes his eyes as he heard that. He takes a deep breath and opens his eyes back, and then turns to face Seunghyun who is looking at him with his sad expression. .

 

“Seunghyun…”

 

“She’s not working today?” Seunghyun asked straight away.

 

Only God knows what Jong Suk feels inside when he heard that innocent assumption from his friend. Jong Suk becomes quiet for a moment, and he momentarily thinking of what he should answer to this man before him.

 

“She didn’t come to me at all when I was unconscious?” Seunghyun asked again.

 

Jong Suk bites his bottom lip.

 

“She didn’t come at all, didn’t she?” Seunghyun asked. “Is she that mad at me?”

 

“Seunghyun…” Jong Suk replied as he let out a heavy sigh. “You just woke up, you need rest..”

 

“Why the everyone is asking me to rest??? I’m all fine and I slept enough!” Seunghyun raised his voice because he is starting to get irritated.

 

“Why are you mad at me, for ing sake??? I’m your doctor! And I’ve all the right in this world to ask you to get your ing rest!” Jong Suk is losing out.

 

“I want to meet her!!”

 

Those words silence Jong Suk right away.

 

Seunghyun take a deep breath to calm himself before he starts to speak again.

 

“There are things that I need to mend, Jong Suk… There are things that I need to sort out… I hurt her… I broke her heart… I left her… Because I thought that I’m going to die and even before things were getting worse on me, I said to her to come and meet me but she never come… That is why I asked. Is she that mad at me? Because I’m all fine now, Jong Suk and I want to fix things and I want to make things right with her… You know this… You know me… I just need to see her…”

 

Jong Suk looks away as he doesn’t have the strength to looks at Seunghyun’s face at the moment.

 

“Seunghyun, let’s talk about this later… Please…” Jong Suk said without looking at Seunghyun.

 

“Why?”

 

Jong Suk turns to face Seunghyun back.

 

“Because I said later… I’m being serious… Let’s talk about this later.. I promise… Please, I’m begging you now; go have a rest first… We will definitely going to talk about this…” Jong Suk tries his best to explain to Seunghyun.

 

Seunghyun looks upset but he can’t do anything about it.

 

“Fine…” Seunghyun finally gets up from his seat, wanting to leave the room but once he is at the door, Jong Suk’s words stop him for a moment.

 

“She was not mad at you and she never did… If you are still wondering whether she comes or not when you were unconscious, just to ease your mind, let me tell you… She came… She actually came for you…”

 

Seunghyun looks at Jong Suk who is currently looking at him with a very sad expression and to be honest, Jong Suk’s words did ease his mind but Jong Suk’s face expression, his voice tone, and the way he avoiding conversation on this, worried Seunghyun a bit. Something is definitely wrong. Everyone told him that everything is fine, everything is good but deep inside; Seunghyun can’t help but to feel uneasy about this sudden “fine”.

 

Seunghyun doesn’t say anything in return but just turn the door’s knob and opens the door, leaving the room. Once Seunghyun is outside the room, only God knows how loud the sigh that Jong Suk released. He brings his right hand to his chest to feels his own heart beat that is beating so freaking fast at the moment. Just now, was definitely near death experience for him.

 

Meanwhile, Seunghyun is walking leaving the room while lazily pulling his IV stand with him and now he doesn’t have any mood to smile at anyone. He just walks in silent till his eyes suddenly noticing Mrs. Kim Hae Sook, the old nurse who just comes out from a patient’s room and Seunghyun can’t help but to smile warmly at her when their eyes met with each other. Seunghyun can see right away how Mrs. Kim Hae Sook’s face changes as soon as she sees him. She suddenly becomes so busy with her trolley and she goes walking away, ignoring Seunghyun who is initially wanting to walk to her. Seunghyun stops in his steps and he watches Mrs. Kim Hae Sook walking away out from his eyes.

 

What the hell? She saw me right? She definitely saw me just now! Why she walked away? Is she avoiding me?

 

Seunghyun frowns at that sight but however he decided to leave it that way first and he turns away to walks to his room. He walks in silent but his mind is busily thinking of what actually happened to Mrs. Kim Hae Sook but then his face changes when his eyes finally landed on the two figures outside of his room. The one who is on his knee, on the floor is obviously Jiyong that is currently facing the boy and holding the boy’s hands, who is sitting on the waiting chair outside the room, and that boy is obviously their maknae, Seungri. Seunghyun wants to smile but Seungri’s current behavior is stopping him from doing that and as if it is on cue, Jiyong who is still on his knees facing Seungri, turns to his left and his eyes turn wide when he sees Seunghyun is looking at them right now.

 

“Hyung….” Jiyong mutters under his breath upon seeing Seunghyun.

 

Once the word comes out, Seungri who is looking down at that time, finally lifting up his head and turns to his right to see the one that Jiyong is mentioning right now. There he is, his eldest hyung, standing with the IV drip stand at his left and staring at both of them but now, his eldest hyung’s eyes are fix solely on Seungri. Upon seeing Seunghyun looking at him, Seungri can’t stop the tears that are already falling even before this and now his lips trembles. He tightened his grip on the dry flowers that he has been holding before. Jiyong gets up from his current position once Seunghyun is making a step towards Seungri who still couldn’t take his eyes off from Seunghyun.

 

Seunghyun moves to Seungri and as he gets closer to Seungri, he can see how mess is Seungri right now and the tears from Seungri’s eyes are full with sorrow. Seungri looks pale, thinner and his hair is messy like Seungri is not taking care of himself at all before this. Seunghyun stops next to Seungri and finally he looks at Jiyong who is silent from the very beginning.

 

“What the hell happened? Why Seungri is like this?” Seunghyun interrogates right away.

 

Jiyong let out a heavy sigh and now he is dumbfounded. Seunghyun is still waiting for Jiyong to answer but right when he looks Jiyong is like wants to opens his mouth, he feels one hand is touching his left hand. Seunghyun looks down and it is Seungri’s hand that is grabbing his hand just now and his maknae silent cries slowly turns into a whimpering. For God sake, Seunghyun never sees Seungri crying like this and finally Seunghyun wants to move to sit beside Seungri but the IV drip gets in the way but what Seunghyun did after caused Jiyong to gasp a bit. Seunghyun just simply takes off the drips from his left hand and it caused his left hand to bleed but Seunghyun ignores it and he then straights away sit beside Seungri. He looks at Seungri from head to toe and his left hand now caressing Seungri’s hand as he looks at Seungri carefully now. Seungri’s body is warm and that is meaning that his maknae is still having fever.

 

“Seungri stops crying…” Seunghyun said but his words just making the youngest to cry even harder and this time, Seungri moves to hugs Seunghyun in instant. Seungri pulls Seunghyun into his embrace and hugs his hyung tightly and he cries even harder at Seunghyun’s shoulder.

 

“Hyung!!” Seungri’s hoarse voice finally comes out.

 

Seunghyun hugs Seungri even tighter but he can’t help but to notice Seungri’s hoarse voice. He looks at Jiyong at the same time who is currently watching them hugging each other. Jiyong looks devastated and Seunghyun noticed how uneasy the look on Jiyong’s face right now. Seunghyun caressed his maknae’s hair softly as his other hand is patting the youngest back slowly.

 

“Sshhh… Seungri-ahh… Sshhh.. Why are you like this? Hyung is fine now.. Hyung is here… Why are you crying like this? Seungri…” Seunghyun said to his maknae. He got no answers in return but he can feels the hug is even tighter than before like Seungri is refused to let him go even for a second. “Seungri… Please…” Seunghyun said softly as he wants to break the hug to have a look on Seungri’s face but Seungri is not letting him go. That boy continues to cry his heart out like crazy. Seunghyun lifts up his head when Taeyang comes out from the room and looks at them with wide eyes. Taeyang turns to Jiyong but Jiyong is not responding.

 

“Seungri, your fever is becoming worst… Stop crying…” Seunghyun begs and Seungri who is chocking in tears is suddenly coughing and Seunghyun takes this chance to breaks the hug and looks at Seungri’s pale face. “What is wrong with you?” Seunghyun mutters under his breath as he wipes Seungri’s tears with his both thumbs. Seungri looks at Seunghyun as he is still sobbing from the tears. “Seungri, I told you not to cry anymore… You forget hyung’s words that easy?” Seunghyun said.

 

Seungri remains in silent and he just stares at his eldest hyung in silent and he lets his eldest hyung take a proper look on him.

 

“Jiyong, gets his meds and foods please! Your maknae is a mess here!” Seunghyun said in his angry tone. Jiyong straights away moves leaving the scene to do whatever Seunghyun asked him to do.

“Let’s get you inside,” Seunghyun said as he pulls Seungri’s hand with him and finally he notices the dry flowers on Seungri’s laps. His eyes fall on it and then he turns to Seungri back. He wants to ask Seungri on why the hell he is carrying the dry flowers with him but looking at Seungri’s current state, Seunghyun choose to ignore it and let Seungri carries the dry flowers with him.

 

“Hyung, your hand...” Taeyang finally pointed it out.

 

Seunghyun gets up from the seat and pulling Seungri with him. He turns to his bleeding left hand for a moment but later he just shakes his head, ignoring the blood dripping. He doesn’t feel any pain at his hand right now as his mind is solely focusing on his maknae that is obviously not okay. Seunghyun pulls Seungri with him to enter the room and Taeyang follows them. Seunghyun brings Seungri to his bed and makes the youngest to sit on the bed. Meanwhile, Taeyang walks to the side table in speed, taking the tissue role and tear it. He brings it to Seunghyun who is standing in front of Seungri and stares at his maknae with full concern on his face.

 

“Hyung, please wipe the blood..” Taeyang said as he gives the tissue to Seunghyun but his hyung just snatch the tissue from Taeyang and harshly wipes his blood.

 

“Which part of “takes care of them” that you don’t understand, Taeyang…?” Seunghyun said in his deathly tone and swears to God, no one wants to hear that tone from him ever. Taeyang keeps his silent as his eyes landed on Seungri who is still sobbing and just stares emptily on the floor.

 

“How can you guys let him becoming this way? Why he is like this?” Seunghyun continues and this time he looks at Taeyang. “You told me that he is fine! So why the hell I see him in this kind of state? This is far from fine!” Seunghyun scolds Taeyang and again his dongsaeng keeps in silent.

 

Taeyang is not daring to answer his hyung this time. Taeyang doesn’t know why that he is more than willing to hear Seunghyun scolding him right now rather than letting Seunghyun know about what actually happened to them. He really doesn’t want Seunghyun to know. Not today, not now, not forever but looking at Seungri’s current state, only Seunghyun that can make him talk and he is right. Seungri just started talking when their eldest hyung approached him just now. Right when Seunghyun wants to open his mouth once again, a hoarse voice comes in.

 

“Hyung…”

 

Seunghyun turns to look down at Seungri. Seungri lifts up his head and looks at Seunghyun with his sad eyes. “Stop scolding Taeyang hyung…” Seungri said slowly. Seungri is looking into Seunghyun’s eyes for a moment till finally he opens his mouth again. “No one is fine…”

 

Seunghyun frowns at those last words. He stares at Seungri without saying anything. Taeyang bites his bottom lip. , is it time already?

 

“No one is ever fine…” Seungri said it with his shaking voice and again, a tear falls from his eyes and to make it worse, Seunghyun can see how different the feel that he gets from Seungri now. Like those tears are not actually for him, but for something else. The room becomes quiet and no one is talking but Seunghyun still have his eyes on his maknae.

 

“What happened…” Seunghyun asked as if he can tell that something is off somewhere, and his sudden question makes Taeyang closing his eyes. No one can beat Seunghyun when it comes to instinct.

 

Seungri looks down to the dry flowers that he carries with him for days now and he slowly gives it out to Seunghyun. Seunghyun looks at the dry flowers in Seungri’s hand and he looks back at Seungri in question. He doesn’t understand even a single thing right now and he doesn’t get it why Seungri is carrying these dry flowers with him and now, his maknae is giving it to him.

 

“It’s for you…” Seungri answered softly with his shaking voice as if he can read what is going on in Seunghyun’s mind. Seunghyun wrinkles at Seungri but however, he reluctantly taking the dry flowers from Seungri’s hand and he looks at it in silent.

 

“It’s baby breath flowers… In white…” Seungri said without being asked.

 

Seunghyun just stares at the flowers and as he touches it a bit, the small flowers fall, because it is already dead.

 

“Why did you give hyung the dry one?” Seunghyun finally asked.

 

Seungri let out a sad smile and his lips trembles.

 

“It was not from me…” Seungri said it out and he almost sounds like a whisper.

 

Seunghyun looks at Seungri with his questioning look. He stares at Seungri like he can make a hole on Seungri’s face.

 

“Hyung… Something happened the other day…” Taeyang slows voice cuts in.

 

Seunghyun turns to Taeyang and he silently questioning Taeyang who looks like wants to collapse at any time. No one is ready to opens their mouth but sooner or later, the truth will comes out and Seungri needs to let it out somehow. Taeyang takes a deep breath and he pulls Seunghyun’s arm and makes his hyung to sit on the bed beside Seungri. Seunghyun can’t help about his heart that is beating so fast right now upon seeing Taeyang’s sudden action.

 

“What is going on?” Seunghyun asked in his warning tone. He hates being put in the dark, mainly when it happened to him alone. He hates the fact that he doesn’t know anything.

 

Seungri is keeping his mouth shut and let Taeyang doing the job. Taeyang pulls the chair beside the bed to in front of Seunghyun and he sits on it as he looks up at his hyung who is staring at him.

 

“Someone kidnapped maknae when he came out from his school that day…” Taeyang started.

 

Seunghyun’s eyes turn wide at that revelation as he then straights away turns to Seungri that is stays silent beside him on the bed. He looks at Seungri from head to toe, silently making sure that all the limbs are still intact on Seungri’s body. What the is going on right here?

 

“But someone saved him that day…” Taeyang continues and now he got back Seunghyun’s attention as his hyung is back looking at him.

 

“Who…” Seunghyun immediately asked. “Is Seungri injured somewhere???” he asked again.

 

Taeyang shakes his head at the latter question. He takes a deep breath as he looks at his hyung’s confused worried face. How this man going to take it.

 

“Who saved maknae?” Seunghyun asked again impatiently.

 

That question is left hanging for few seconds till finally Seungri opens his mouth.

 

“Noona…”

 

Seunghyun wrinkles at that name calling. Noona? Which noona? What noona? Since when they have noona? Seunghyun turns to Seungri and again he can see a drop of tear falling from Seungri’s eyes as his maknae looking down at the floor.

 

“Which noona?” Seunghyun asked.

 

“Hyung…” Taeyang said.

 

“I’m talking to maknae, Taeyang…” Seunghyun warned. Taeyang knows that his hyung is losing his patience right now. The fact about Seungri’s kidnapping alone can make his blood boiled and now, just how his hyung is going to take it when he knows about the person who saved Seungri that day.

 

The silent tears slowly turn to a small sobs. Seungri bites his trembling lips as his shoulders are heaving up and down because of crying. Seungri is clutching both of his fists as his minds wandering back to the fateful day. The day when everything was falling apart. As much as it hurts him, this thing will hurt his eldest hyung even more and that is the last thing he wanted to do right now.

 

“It was Eun Hye noona….”

 

It feels like another heart attack but this time it is not deathly to him, but the strike feelings inside of him, managed to make Seunghyun freezes in his spot and his eyes are solely on Seungri right now who is refused to look at him in the eyes since beginning. That name… That very name that was just comes out from Seungri’s mouth is really touches his heart. How Seungri can know the name? How Seungri can call her that? How Seungri knows her at the first place? And just like answering his questions, Seungri lifts up his head and he looks at his eldest hyung beside him with the tears in his eyes.

 

“She was the owner of the pink dress…” Seungri said. Seunghyun couldn’t find his voice anymore so he just remains in silent. “The day we went to Taeyang hyung’s concert, was the day that I met her for the first time and by just looking at the way you looked at her, I knew right away that she was the one… And the day that I brought you in here, was the day that I talked to her and we had been friends since then…” Seungri explained and Seunghyun is still listening to him intently without interrupting even once. “We met her… All of us met her, so now everyone knew her… She was here, hyung… She was always here… She always came here every day, visiting you… But we never know about it because she did it discreetly. But she always came… Always…”

 

Seunghyun couldn’t help but slowly looking down at the dry flowers in his hand. Slowly, very slowly… Things are starting to connect with each other and deep down in his heart, Seunghyun is feeling so scared when he noticed the way Seungri is telling him all of this.

 

“The other day, we promised each other to meet up after school and she insisted to fetch me up” Seungri’s shaking voice continues.

 

Taeyang let out a heavy sigh as he now bends down, covering his face with his both hands. He doesn’t want to hear this part.

 

“But at that very moment, a van came in and few people took me in with them…”

 

Seunghyun is clutching the dry flowers in his hand a bit hard than he realized.

 

“That was when Eun Hye noona followed the van from behind and she went to the place where they kept me… Many things happened hyung… She came to me and saved me…”

 

“Where is the police...” Seunghyun cuts in. His mind is going to explode from all the assumptions in his head and his heart is racing like crazy.

 

“Hyung…”

 

“ this Seungri! Where is she now????” Seunghyun exploded as he gets up from the bed. He started to get impatient with this whole story telling. “Where the hell is she???”

 

“Hyung…” Taeyang said as he gets up from the chair as well. He holds Seunghyun’s arm but his hyung is avoiding his touch.

 

“ this!! What the hell is this! What is going on right here?” Seunghyun exploded.

 

Seungri expected this so he just keeps quiet till someone opens the door and comes in. They turn to the door and there are Jong Suk, together with Jiyong and Daesung walking to them.

 

“What the is going on right here, Jong Suk!” Seunghyun asked.

 

Jong Suk let out a heavy sighs and his reaction just makes Seunghyun angrier.

 

“Why the is no one answering me??? What the hell happened? Where is Eun Hye!!?? Bring me to her, right now!” Seunghyun asked as his right hand still holding the dry flowers tightly.

 

“She was shot…” Jong Suk said in one breath.

 

The room went dead. That very statement killed the room. Seunghyun’s eyes blink for few times like he didn’t hear it right just now. The dry flowers that he held just now, very slowly falls on the floor. No is dare enough to move.

 

“She was shot when she was saving Seungri… Seunghyun, she died at the scene even before the ambulance managed to reach her…” Jong Suk’s calm tone is telling everything.

 

Jong Suk doesn’t even know that he is able to deliver the news this calm. The thing that is went through his mind before this, is that, at the end of the day, Seunghyun bounds to know everything, no matter in what way he is going to come to know, the hurt will be the same. The wound will be the same. The sorrow will be the same. The longer they keeping this from Seunghyun, the messier things will get. No one is ever fine since the incident. Not even Jong Suk, not even Daesung, not even Taeyang, not even Jiyong and mostly, not even Seungri. Someone has to say it out. Someone has to tell Seunghyun the truth. No matter how hurt it is.

 

Seunghyun’s silent is killing everyone in the room. Seunghyun is just standing in his spot as his eyes are still on his best friend.

 

“You said….. She came… When I was unconscious….” Seunghyun’s slows voice fills the room finally.

 

Jong Suk takes a deep breath as he stares back at Seunghyun sadly.

 

“I told you, a donor came right on time…”

 

“Oh … …” Seunghyun’s knees is losing its strength as he collapsed and thanks to Taeyang who is standing beside Seunghyun at the moment, managed to hold his hyung right on time but they ended up on the floor eventually. Seunghyun is not that stupid not to know where the hell Jong Suk’s words are going. For a moment, he couldn’t feel anything. His mind went numb. His hands are shaking. He couldn’t breathe. His dongsaengs straight away rushes to him on the floor.

 

“Hyung… Hyung..”

 

Taeyang and other’s voices are filling up his hearing. He stares emptily to his dongsaengs and for a moment, he couldn’t recognize them. He couldn’t hear anything. Everything is deafening to him.

 

“Hyun-ah… I won't let you die,"

 

Seunghyun can feel something warm in his eyes as he heard the voice. Her voice. He moves his right hand to his chest, particularly his left chest. This heart that is beating inside of him. Whose heart is this?

 

Seunghyun closed his eyes and cause few drops of tears to fall as his right hand is still clutching his left chest. The pain that he feels right now is beyond compared to every pain that he had suffered before. At the time when he thinks, that everything is slowly falls into places one by one. At the time when he thinks, everything is starting to get better again and he is able to be happy with the love of his life, he is actually losing everything. The love that he thoughts are going to stay with for the rest of his life, is now gone leaving him behind. She left him. She definitely left him this time.

 

“Of course I would die with you… My dongsaengs have to live… I would want that for them… But I can’t live without you… If I couldn’t get to save you on time, I would just die with you…”

“My dongsaengs are my everything, Eun Hye… My dongsaengs are important too… But you… You are my life… How can I live without you…You are my everything too…”

 

“Oh! That was a dream??? That was actually a dream???” Seunghyun said to himself as he burst in more tears. “Eun Hye… No... This is not right… This is wrong! This is so ing wrong!!” Seunghyun screams as he cries harder.

 

This is their first time seeing Seunghyun crying this much and they want to comfort Seunghyun so bad but there is nothing that they can do right now other than watching him crying on the floor.

 

“Hyung…” Seungri’s voice comes in and Seunghyun feels a hand on his right shoulder. Seunghyun opens his eyes and he turns to his right towards Seungri who is looking at him and crying too. Seunghyun turns Seungri and holds his maknae’s both shoulders tightly.

 

“Seungri! This is wrong! This is not right! What is this? Tell hyung that this is not true!! Please! Hyung is begging you!” Seunghyun begs to Seungri.

 

Seungri is losing words to say and he just moves to his hyung and hugs him tight. Seungri cries on Seunghyun’s shoulder.

 

“Hyung! I’m sorry hyung! I’m so sorry! I couldn’t protect her! I failed! I caused her death hyung! She saved me from the gunshot! She pulled me to her and she hugged me but then that was it… She was shot hyung.. The bullet was meant for me hyung! I’m sorry hyung!! Noona died because of me! Hyung! I’m so sorry… I’m so sorry hyung!! Forgive me hyung!! I lose her… We ing lose her hyung… We lose her… I’m sorry hyung!! I know you love her so much! And she loved you too! So much! So much hyung! She told me she loved you… She really loved you…” Seungri said in his tears.

 

Seunghyun’s both hands fall helplessly down as he heard that and slowly his eyes landed on the dry flowers on the floor near him. His eyes stare emptily on the dry flowers.

 

“No matter happen, I want you to know that I’ve no regrets at all in knowing you… Meeting you was the greatest gift that I’ve ever had in my whole life…”

 

“I did everything because it was my choice and no one’s fault, so listen to me carefully… I love you… I love you… I love you very very much…”

 

“No matter how short our encounter was, it was still the greatest time of my life… I was happy and I want you to know that you were the one who makes me happy… What we had was great… I love it very much because it was with you… I love you Seunghyun and there was nothing I wouldn’t do for you… Before I met you, my life was dull, boring and colorless but after I met you, everything started to make sense. You were the one… Those short times that we spent together were everything to me… Looking at you, listening to you, talking to you or even waiting for you… Everything was perfect for me and I don’t need more… Things were great for me and it was enough”

 

Eun Hye you can’t do this to me… You can’t leave me like this… This is not right… This is not right to leave me like this. How could you… I’m the one who should be dead by now, not you. This is so unfair! Life is unfair! We don’t deserve this!! I love you… I love you… I love you so much and I couldn’t even get to say that to you myself!!!

 

Tears that couldn’t stop, flowers that are already dried and the one who is already gone; all of these are forever going to be the scars to him.

 

“Leave me…” Seunghyun’s slows deep voice comes in.

 

Seungri heard his hyung’s words clearly and he slowly pulling away from the hug and he looks at his hyung’s face as he retreats. His hyung is looking at the dry flowers on the floor and that look hurts Seungri so much. He expected all this from his hyung but he doesn’t realize that the reality hurts more than what he thoughts.

 

“Hyung…” Seungri calls sadly.

 

Seunghyun is not looking away even once. Taeyang gets up from his position and he moves to Seungri.

 

“Let’s go…” Taeyang whispers to Seungri as he pulls Seungri to gets up too. Seungri is reluctant at first.

 

“Maknae…” Jiyong’s voice appeared. Daesung is already on his feet and he knows right away that they need to leave their eldest hyung alone for now. Seungri finally gets up but his eyes still on Seunghyun who is on the floor. Taeyang brings Seungri closer to him and take his maknae with him to walk away leaving the room, followed by Jiyong and Daesung. Right when Jong Suk wants to leave too, Seunghyun opens his mouth.

 

“You shouldn’t do the transplant at the first place…”

 

Jong Suk is stops in his steps and he is taking his own time before replying to Seunghyun. He turns back to his best friend.

 

“It was not me who carried out the surgery… It was not my choice at the first place…” Jong Suk replied.

 

Seunghyun stays in silent but he finally lifts up his head slowly to face Jong Suk.

 

“It was her father….”