I had received various emails from Mr Han’s office notifying me about when I can continue with my job at BigHit Entertainment. For some odd reason I could only go back in a week’s time. That’s definitely going to . Megan will be working late shifts, Jae beom went to visit his family in Daegu (so we couldn’t even celebrate.) I’m going to be bored and alone at home, worst of all I haven’t seen Hoseok In such a long time. I don’t even think it’s safe to message him yet. He too, didn’t contact me. I guess he is really busy. I can’t message him, I mean I really want to, but I don’t want to bother him…ugh I miss him soooooo much…

I took a long, hot shower and as soon as I got back to my bedroom, I had seen two unread texts from Jinhyung.

*Jinhyung: Heyy…heard the good news.. welcome back bro!*

Gross, Why is he calling me bro?!

*Jinhyung: Oh and Jhope is always asking for you and about you. I don’t even know how you are myself…Contact the guy will you?!*

OMG what??? “Omg Hobie ssi…” I uttered as I grabbed my phone and Jumped on my bed.

I was literally still undressed with just a towel wrapped around me. I quickly scrolled through my contact list and clicked on Hoseok’s details. Should I call or text him?? “!! why am I so nervous…” I said.

My hand slipped and hit the call button, “omo!”

So I just decided to go with it. “Gosh what if he is busy.” I thought to myself as I put the call through.

To my surprise, he picked up the call.

“Yeobseyo.” He said in a completely cool and collected voice.

“Jayyy Hope?” I asked like I wanted confirmation.

“(y/n)?” he asked surprised. “YAAAaaahh, sorry I literally answered my phone without checking the caller ID…mianhe. How are you??” He asked.

“hahahahah Hobie, don’t apologize. Its okay...Im actually sorry I haven’t checked up on you lately. And im feeling better, I miss you though.” I said expressing my feelings honestly.

“hhaha, I was also feeling guilty about that.” he chuckled innocently. “im really glad you called cause I did too and I heard the good news so I’m really looking forward to seeing you again.” He explained excitedly.

“I knowww Ohmahgaht, but the thing is I can only come back to work after next week, and since you guys are really busy I don’t think I can get to see you..” I said in disappointment.

“ahhh Jinjja? Yaahh Howcome?” He asked, also sounding a bit disappointed.

“yeah, I don’t know I guess it’s just the rules? Hahaha?” I said trying to make this situation less disappointing.

“okay don’t worry…we’ll see each other really soon okay? I have to go practice now, the members are waiting for me. Im sorrrreee.” He said as he hurriedly cut the call without saying goodbye.

But it was okay, I mean he is a busy K IDOL and It was one thing I was really understanding about even though I missed him.

I literally spent the rest of the evening watching k drama on MBC. I mean there was nothing else to do.

How I wished I could have completed the rest of my project for BTS. I feel like I disappointed them.

I threw my head back on the lounge sofa and slapped myself on either side of my cheek because I felt so stupid. Yes I’m happy I got my job back, but I just don’t feel myself and neither do I feel complete.

I whipped out my phone and opened twitter to check if BTS updated anything. Goodness I could literally go visit them. But I won’t because that would be weird. Omg. It’s almost impossible to stop being a crazed fangirl, and you can’t be a fangirl when you work for BTS. *hyperventilates*

“AWww, Yoongi uploaded a selca..” I said in adoration.

“favorite. Retweet.” Thank goodness they won’t know its me.

Just as I put my phone down onto the sofa next to me, my phone alerted me with a vibration.

I picked it up once again, only to find a text from Hoseok that read:

*BANGTAN HAS FREE TIME, Lets go ice cream, lets go ice cream!*

My face lit up as I read the most adorable message I received in my life.

I replied back by saying *Hoseokkkkk ahhhhhh…Jinjja?? Where about??*

Within seconds he replied *nearest convenient store to Big Hit*

*okay okay, ill be there in a bit.* I replied.

I ran into my room, put on a pair of sneakers, grabbed a jacket and dashed out the apartment.

As I ran down the hallway and down the stairs, I thought to myself…this is my chance to make it up to Bangtan and apologize for letting them down. And the super bonus was that id see Hoseok.