Alo!

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The night hits on, I together with all the rest of us were settled on our comfy place while watching some show on TV, staying on my house for the night. I was the one who held the remote after all, I had a plan on what I watch and that’s why I have my gaze stick to the TV screen. The intro of the TV show where we were on finally playing on the TV. Our eyes were now glued to the TV screen, watching how we look like earlier from the TV.

I couldn’t really focus on everyone’s saying. I was too busy checking on what I was doing in the camera. I realized that I look too excited, people could barely see from the way I kept laughing at others’ answer or reaction

“Apink. I want to join Apink.” I heard myself saying that, all eyes were moving towards me and knitting their eyebrows almost at the same time.

“Now you know how to attract more people to like us, huh?” Seunghyun said to me while wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.

“I am getting smarter you know.” I chose to just agree on that. Made him and the rest think that all was for show to get more people to like us by mentioning a girl group instead of saying joining the same group that we are right now. But, no, I did it for her.

Remember about the reason why I mentioned her group’s name on the show. I wonder is she watching the TV now? Or did she just fall asleep? I heard it from Seungri that they will also have a comeback this year. I bet she is too tired to even stay up. I sent her a message, didn’t i? why she hasn’t reply it?

 I was too arrogant to even talk to her about my coming appearance on that night. I thought she would reply me as soon as I sent her a message. I thought she would call me right after I said I want to join Apink if I have a chance. I thought she would reply my message after I send her another one right after the TV show where I was on with the rest of Bigbang members finished.

10:55PM

Did you watch it?

Ding Ding! I glanced at my phone, as the screen flashes her name on it. I smiled as soon as I know she was still replying. Without doubting a second, I immediately enter my password before reading her message.

11:05PM

Why apink?

All I could remember was her short reply that still lingered on my memory till now. It’s the 5th of May and I still remember her saying that.

That question was all the reason why I was still here watching her stupid drama with her partner. I wonder why she is willing to kiss another man without even loving him. She said that her kiss was the first thing that she valued for the person she loves. But now seeing her kissing her partner in her latest drama, made me question her statement about sharing a kiss.

Even when I told you all about my skill on acting, I bet I couldn’t kiss a man without any strong feeling that makes me want to do it. Oh no, I mean a woman. I am a straight good-looking man, and of course I just yearn to kiss a woman.

Thinking about watching drama, I am not a big fan of Korean Drama since the first time it spread all around the world and became the hallyu wave. The first drama that I watched was the drama where Eunji played when I had sleepover on Seungri’s house. I couldn’t help but watching that drama with him. I could remember exactly the way she yelled to the H.O.T Sunbaenim’s songs at that drama, Reply 1997.

Today I remember, this girl that I like had a lot of kissing scenes in all of her drama. I couldn’t help but sighing as I skipped some seconds of this episode to avoid the kissing scene.

Back to the message that I sent to her that night when my appearance on TV show was on air, I remember she asked why should I join apink? Rather than choosing to lie, I chose to say the truth about my true intension of saying that on air and my feeling towards her. I even chose to pay her a call instead of sending her a long message.

Excusing myself from Seungri, Seunghyun, Daesung, and especially Youngbae. I am not in the mode to let everyone know about this. I went to my own bedroom where it was quieter for me to think before I say the truth.

“Yeoboseyo..” I held my breath still once I heard her voice on the phone.

“Eunji?” I finally spoke, kicking away my fear about the last embarrassing scene that I had with her.

I was too afraid to even come to our dorm’s building for few days and now I was talking to the main reason why.

“Y-yes. Annyeong, sunbaenim. So, what were you trying to say, sunbaenim?” She cut all the probability for me to ask her some stupid questions just to have some time to prolong this call. I understand her need for an