If we....

LUCY

It was new years eve and Lucy was in her room playing with her dolls in the doll house. She had found the Omma doll Santa had left her secretly in her doll house which she cherished alot. Yunho had to go to work so So-eun volenteered to stay and watch Lucy. She hadnt really had a lot of one on one time with Lucy in a while but she was enjoying the time she was having with the little girl. Since Lucy was playing in her room by herself, giggling to herself as she played, So-eun decided she do laundry. Folding shirts and jeans, she had built a pile of nicely folded clean clothes. She didnt mind doing Yunho's or Lucy's laundry since she was staying at their place for the time being. She had done pretty much all the house choirs done, Yunho wouldnt have to do anything once he retunred from work. So-eun thought about how she was pretty much living as a house wife for Yunho. The idea made her shake her head. They werent even dating. If anything they were friends. Then she remembered the kiss. It wasnt so long ago that she had shared a kiss with Yunho. She ran her fingers across her lips remembering the feeling she had when they're lips touched. They were friends but they kissed. They kissed and yet they were friends. Her mind went a million miles an hour, thinking what the kiss meant to her or to Yunho. Did it mean they were together or was it just a moment of weakness? She wasnt sure. A single tear escaped her eyes, rolling down her cheek. Her heart ached in pain. Did she make a mistake by staying here? Did she cause herself to have her heart fall for someone just to have it break once again. She shook her head of her thoughts to keep from over thinking it but she somehow kept bringing it back. She put away all the clothes she had finished washing and even started cooking dinner. She had made something special for Lucy. She had made rice with some cut up ribs, seaweed and kimchi. It was something Lucy was wanting for a while and So-eun was happy to make it for her. The door opened and walked in Yunho with Heechul behind them. Lucy gasped, surprised to see Heechul.

"OPPA!" She called.

"Princess!" Heechul called her as he knelt down to recieve the hug she was going to give him. She ran to him, jumping into his arms. So-eun smiled watching how loved this child was. Yunho greeted his daughter while she was in Heechul's arms but she was more intrested in Heechul.

"Oppa what are you doing here?" Lucy asked. Heechul smiled, glancing over to So-eun and Yunho then back to Lucy.

"It's new years eve and there is no one I would rather spend it with then with my princess." Heechul stated. He set her back down on her feet and walked her to her chair. He pulled the chair out for her and helped her back in at the dinner table. So-eun looked confused till she saw Yunho wave her over to him. She took off her apron and headed over to Yunho.

"What's going on?" She asked. Yunho opened the coat closet and pulled out her coat.

"While they have dinner and watch a movie, we are going out!" He stated as he helped her put her coat on. So-eun was surprised by the sudden plans. Lucy and Heechul waved to them as Yunho and So-eun walked out the door. So-eun didnt know what was going on. All her thoughts from before began to roll back through her mind. She was nervous, scared, surprised, excited and depressed all at once. They walked down the street toward a resturant which was lit with christmas lights. It looked really romantic and many couples were together. So-eun looked at Yunho seeing a smile on his face as she guided her to a table out on a patio. They came to a table and he pulled out a chair for her. So-eun sat down and he then sat on the oppisite side. A waiter came brining a glass of wine. Not something usually served on New Years but So-eun was satisfied with it. The were left alone to talk. So-eun didnt know what to say or where to start but Yunho went ahead and broke the silence.

"How is the wine?" He asked. It was a white wine, sweet and easy to drink So-eun smiled.

"Its good. I had never had it before but I really like it." She shared. He smiled.

"I am glad. I was never for one to drink Champane. Its not even good." He stated. She laughed understanding how he felt.

"I agree, its got a really bad after taste." She shared. The two of them laughed. So-eun was happy with how this night was turning out but her mind kept bringing up those thoughts. Her smile faded and Yunho noticed her change in mood.

"Is there something wrong?" He asked. So-eun was hoping he wouldnt notice but he did. She sighed, trying to find the words to say.

"Yunho, I" She stopped. Still questioning what to say. He waited to hear what she had to say.

"That night we kissed. I.... before I just wanted to try and forget about my ex, but I didnt think I would ever move past that point. But I met you and you showed me that... that their is more then just going with the flow. You showed me friendship and you helped me out when you didnt have too. And then you showed me your heart and expressed your feeling and I had shut you down many times. Time and time again I said no." She explained. Yunho nodded.

"But yet you didnt let that effect our friendship when others would have. Then that night came and you kissed me. I had never had wanted for someone to kiss me as much as I wanted you to. And with just a kissed you made me feel loved. And that scares me." She was pouring out her feelings to him. Yunho didnt want to stop her. He wanted her to continue what she had to say before he spoke.

"I want.... I want to be friends but I also want more but I am afraid that if... if my heart breaks I would be loosing a friend." She shared. Tears began to fall from her eyes. She had finally let out her feelings she had been holding onto for so long. Yunho took her hands in his, starring her contently as he finally broke his silence.

"So-eun, I dont want to hurt you and I dont plan to but you have to be open to not only love but to being hurt if you ever truely want to be happy." His words were true as if quoted from someone. So-eun didnt think much past that but continued to listen as tears still fell from her eyes.

"I want you to be happy, and I want Lucy to love you as much as I do. And I want you to love us just the same. With an open heart that isnt afraid of being hurt." He shared. The two of them seemed to have alot to say to one another beyond just their feelings but tonight it was about them.

"I am willing to wait if need be. All I want is for you to tell me if you want me in return." Yunho shared. So-eun nodded, tears falling down her cheeks.

"I do!" She uttered. Yunho smiled. Yunho leaned over the table, kissing her forehead which was such a simple yet romantic gesture. So-eun wipped away her tears feeling embarressed for crying infront of Yunho. He didnt mind, he found that it brought them closer together. The crowd of people began to count down. Ten seconds left till midnight and Yunho felt like he had to ask.

"If we kiss now, would that be moving to fast?" He asked. Five seconds. So-eun didnt answer instead she leaned in toward him, grabbing his collar to pull him closer.

Two!

One!

The crowd sang while Yunho and So-eun locked lips. The two had finally admited that they wanted to be with the other and this time they decided to make it official even if it was only officiated with a kiss.

 

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I know you guys have been waiting for them to finally get together so you can finally be happy now. The are officially a couple! I do hope your happy.

Please comment and tell me what you think I will get to you as soon as I am able too. Thank you for reading and look forward to the next update.

 

Happy Lunar New Year!

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One last chapter, just to thank you! Thank you all for your support. It means alot to me.

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UknowAde #1
Chapter 39: Thank you to you too.. Author-nim , for writing such a touching and beautiful story..
Fighting for your next writing on a new fic..
butterfly555 #2
Chapter 38: Wow never knew about this story but went under the yunho tag and bam I landed on ur story and I must saw I was so caught into it that I cried without knowing as well stay up all night reading it cause it was just to good to put down or stop from reading yes the ending is so sad and I love what heechel said at the awakeing as well the ending when yunho saw his baby in a older state and waving see u later it made me care so hard that I woke up my hubby lol. But this story tell us that it doesn't mater where we come from or who we with all that matter is that we have people around us that love us as well it take people like Lucy to see what our future lie with. Do once again thank you and I'm forever copying and pasting this story onto my cell for whenever I'm down I can just read this and be happy again
Jun_KOI_Mi
#3
Chapter 38: *sigh
bitter sweet ending
Thank you for making this story
well done
chantreux
#4
Chapter 38: Oh my gosh. That part when Yunho read Sleeping Beauty to Lucy while waiting for her eternal sleep.... *sobs* I literally cried. It's hard to imagine seeing your child in that state seeing her suffer and then wait in agony for her to finally rest. TT__TT But still, Lucy was the best gift to them because they changed their lives, even mending the broken family Yunho had.

Thank you for this beautiful story authornim. I hope you'll write more stories. Til your next fic! :)
UknowAde #5
Chapter 38: Thank you Author-nim for writing this beautiful story.. it was an excellent speech u gave to Heechul on Lucy's wake, it made me tear up. it reminds me of my passing parents. Like you mentioned, they were never be forgotten by us even they are in heaven now... Thank you once again and shall wait for your next fic..
Realmz #6
Chapter 38: Damn I cried!!!
I'm reading this at my office and my friends were surprised seeing me suddenly tearing up. LOLZ
It's such a nice story... full of warmth. One of the best story I've ever read. 짱이다!!!!!
Can't wait for your next story, if you ever planned any XD.
esimoto #7
Chapter 38: thanks a million for this very sad but heart warming story, authornim! ^_^ now Lucy is just sleeping like Sleeping Beauty. love Heechul's speech of never say goodbye but goodnight. love the ending, so happy for Soeun and Yunho together as a family with Lucy smiling from Heaven. thanks for sharing this story.
Tohrue07
#8
The story has ended so I ask that if you have any questions about the story, characters, for me or anything else that you have questions that need answers I will wait two weeks to answer them in a new chapter as a Q&A chapter to answer those questions. So if you want your questions answer please ask and I will answer them with in two weeks. Thank you all for your lovely support and I am glad to provide you this lovely story for your entertainment. It has been a lovely time together with you all.
Realmz #9
Chapter 35: Damn! I eyes are wet because of this chapter.
Almost cried because this... Imagining Yunho and Soeun have to suffer knowing that their time with Lucy isn't going to be that long anymore.
Imagining Lucy being so happy in spite of being sick... enjoying her life at the hospital and everything. Damn! The girl doesn't deserve this!

Next Chapter please!!!
esimoto #10
Chapter 35: Awww, poor Lucy being so brave while she is very sick. So glad that Yunho and Soeun are back together again! ^_^ Now, they both have each other to lean on going through this ill-fate disease that Lucy has. Glad that I had my Kleenex....did a lot of crying in this chapter. Waiting anxiously for next week's chapters. Thanks authornim.