I still love you but i can't tell you.

The time you told me to believe you.

[Woohyun's POV]

I was dragged into my room. The lights were off as i was lying on my bed staring at the ceiling.

Nam Woohyun. What have you done?
You stupid babo. Now you've gotten her hurt, happy?
If only i knew, if only i knew she would become like this, i would never have hurt her.

I unknowingly walked towards my desk, opened the drawers and took out a penknife.

I'm sorry for all i've caused. ~~~, mianhe.

I pointed the penknife towards my wrist, waiting for the pain to come. Which didn't.

"So killing yourself is all you can do?" he smirked.

"W....what are you doing here?"

"Woohyun ah, i've known you longer than any of us. You lied about you and Jaerin."

"S....Sunggyu hyung...I..i"

I burst into tears and collapse.

I could feel him holding me up, dragging me to the bed and sat me down.

"Woohyun, listen. No matter what reason you have, please follow your heart. Don't regret like me. I'm really lucky to have Jiyoon back. But lady luck will not always be by our side. Stop hurting yourself and everyone else around you."

"But hyung....you...you..don't understand."

He patted my back. "Woohyun ah, just follow your heart. I know you love her."

"I do. I do love her, you can't even imagine how much i'm willing to give her. I would die in her place."

"Babo. Do you think if you die ~~~ is going to live on well?"

"I....i don't know! But i'm feeling so useless, seeing her get hurt but there's nothing i can do! I even told her to trust me."

"You love her right?"

"Yes."

"Go."

"What?"

"Go. Now. Go and tell her, not me."

I listened to Sunggyu hyung. I left the house and the next minute i was in the hospital.

"May i know what room is Yoon ~~~ in?" i asked the nurse.

"Room 504, level 6."

"Araso, thanks."

I opened the room door. ~~~ lying on the bed, sweating.

My heart ached.

Then i saw her struggling. I heard her whisper my name.

"Woohyun ah! Oppa, don't leave me, please!"

I couldn't help but cry silently while hugging her.

I saw her slowly open her eyes.

"A....are you Hoya?" she whispered.

I didn't say anything.

"Myungsoo?"

I wanted to leave.

"Who are you?"

I kissed her forehead and left.

"Sorry." was all i said.

~~~ ah, mianhe. I'm really afraid.
Afraid that your parents will harm you.
Forgive oppa for being such a coward.

And since you're in such good care from the rest of Infinite,
I'd rather you hate me and live better.
I don't want you to get hurt anymore.
I'll pray to god for your recovery and please accept Hoya.
He'll love you.
Mianhe, i've broken our promise.
I love you.

I left the room quietly, not leaving any trails behind.

[Sunggyu's POV]

I went into ~~~'s ward. Seeing Woohyun not there, i sighed. That stupid kid.

I walked towards Hoya with Jiyoon.

"Hoya, are you okay?" Jiyoon asked.

"Mmm noona, but ~~~ is not." Hoya said with a pokerface.

"Hoya, you need rest." i said.

"Hyung, there no use talking sense to him, he's been ignoring us for the last 2 hours." Dongwoo said, shaking his head.

Sungjong was still crying, sitting on the chair hugging his folded legs.

Haneul looked really fragile, and her eyes were red. Must have been crying for the whole night.

Then Jiyoon walked towards the bed and hold ~~~'s hand.

"~~~ ah, how are you? Unnie is here to see you! Please recover soon okay? Unnie miss your sweet voice!"

But there was no reply.

"I'm going out some fresh air." Hoya finally said, closing the door behind him.

"Dongwoo...." i said, but he interupted,

"I'll follow him."

I nodded.

Then i realised that Myungsoo and Sungyeol were nowhere in sight. I just strugged my thoughts off.

"SHE MOVED HER FINGERS!" Jiyoon shouted.

"I'LL GO CALL THE DOCTORS!"

Within minutes, the doctor came in, followed by Hoya, and Dongwoo was running after him.

"She's awake, but we'll need to run some test to make sure that she's okay." the doctor said.

"Thank you doctor, thank you so much." we repeated one after another.

"~~~ ah, how are you feeling?" Hoya asked.

But before she replied, all of us surrounded her with questions.

"Does your head hurt?" Haneul asked.

"Noona! ARE YOU OKAY?" Sungjong shouted.

"Has your fever gone down?" Jiyoon asked.

"Do you want anything to eat or drink?" Dongwoo asked.

"Guys guys, stop surrounding her." i said, trying to make space.

"~~~ ah..." i called out.

She finally said something.

"W.....who are you?"

 

CLIFFHANGER~
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, hmmm. the next chapter should be their reactions and some of Myungyeol~
Since they were not in the chapter. And our long forgotten maknae! I'm gonna add more of him since he's been sort of forgotten..

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SpecialGULL
#1
great job!
NamWoohyunStar
#2
Chapter 38: Awwwww,the ending was soo cutee!!Waah,how i wish there was a sequel~~LOVE IT♥
Masimaru_Howon
#3
Chapter 38: /sobs/ could you believe that i read this in two hours.
It is just so beautiful.
Masimaru_Howon
#4
Chapter 38: /sobs/ could you believe that i read this in two hours.
It is just so beautiful.
xohmyitsme
#5
I really like the story ^^ kekeke <3
happeeefan
#6
Omg! You know for a short while, I thought that Hoya married ~~~ instead? I was so relieved when I read the other parts of the last chapter!! XD
inspirit95
#7
Opps.. Idk, maybe I made a mistake. Kekeke.. Sorry.