I seriously apologize for getting this chapter out after such a LONG time. Especially to the new readers, who probably couldn't read ahead because I was being a lazy bum and didn't edit the chapter... I AM SO SOWWY!!! 

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"Yunho… I am sorry."

Yunho couldn't believe him. He couldn't believe his words. Not after seeing how well Jaejoong lived without him, while he wasn't able to live. He has been alone for all of those years. He saw how Jaejoong was laughing, telling jokes, and chatting with the others.

How could he believe in those words after seeing Jaejoong with a lot of friends. Was it jealousy? NO, maybe envy? Jaejoong didn't suffer like him! Why was he- the one who left- able to live well while Yunho doesn't know what living is anymore?!

Yunho knows that he was totally broken after witnessing all of this. In those past years, Yunho couldn't forget him. Mixed feelings grew inside of him. Feelings of anger and hate. These feelings weren't for Jaejoong. It was for him! He was angry with himself.

Even after finishing the filming and getting a break. Yunho couldn't erase the scene when he saw Jaejoong talking happily on the phone. As far as he can remember, Jaejoong doesn't give his phone number to anyone. He/she must be special. And they talked for half an hour! 'Wow, Kim Jaejoong, you really are something! Is that how you are SORRY?!'

(Jaejoong was happy) This thing couldn't pass Yunho's head. Jaejoong had replaced him and Yunho couldn't ignore it. Even though he was trying so hard to hate the man.

He was standing alone in the room when he heard some steps approaching him. He knew it was Jaejoong from the sound of the steps. He turned around to face him, glancing at those eyes that no longer were the ones that he remembered.

Every time Yunho looked at him. He will keep that sad expression as if he wished that Yunho can see right through it. But that only made him angrier. Is Jaejoong pitying him now? He walked towards him grabbing his shirt.

"Can you please stop your pathetic acting? Pretending to be nice and that you are sorry! Because it doesn't change anything!"

It doesn't change the fact that he left him to carry the responsibility of everything. Doesn't change the fact that he was the only one who thought about it thousands of times. He was the only one who was hurt. The only one who couldn't forget. The only one who couldn't move on.

"Just leave, you bastard," Yunho said, letting go of him and passing by him. When he reached the door he heard Jaejoong whisper.

"Yunho..."

This time Yunho didn't turn to face him. "More than new friends, it seems that you found a replacement? Or maybe a lover? The NEW Jaejoong seems to be doing just fine.”

"What? A replacement? A lover?" Jaejoong asked back immediately.

'Why would Yunho think that? It was okay with him if Yunho hates him because of what he did. He deserves it, and even more. But he didn't want the other to get the wrong idea.’

Yunho let out a sarcastic laugh run through his lips. He can't believe in this. He won't let himself believe in anything the other said. Not again. And never.

"We are just friends," Jaejoong said. But that didn't make it any better. Not at all.

"Right… Just friends." This line reminded Yunho of the past. It took him back ten years ago, when Jaejoong used to describe their relationship before debut. And now, he is saying it like that as if it wasn't a big deal. He felt pain in his heart. They used to be friends. Their relationship was described as 'friendship'. It was a mix of friendship and love. A relationship that was weird for the others to decide what it exactly was. Only they knew what it was.

He felt tears forming in his eyes as he remembered the moments they shared together. But Jaejoong seemed to have already forgotten it.

Flash back :

How everything started with a fight in the street. The first time they met was in a street fight. Yunho was a member in one of the gangs. And Jaejoong was a member in another gang.

"Why are you smiling like that?" A feminine looking boy asked.

"Oh, nothing. Just thinking how easy it’s going to be for me to beat you. Why the hell did they leave you to me? I deserve someone stronger,” Yunho said.

"Oh really! How about you beat me first and then you can go to fight with a stronger person."

Yunho saw how the other was calm. He didn't get mad. " Let's end this fast.” Yunho ran to him wanting to end the fight with a single punch. But he found himself facing the floor instead. His eyes widened when he realised that the feminine man was sitting on him. 'Oh this is gonna be fun,' he thought.

The two fought for hours. None of them wanting to give up. Until they both fell to the cold floor breathless.  

"You are strong,” Yunho said.

"Am I?!"

"What's your name?"

"You don't have to know."

Yunho chuckled. “Let's meet again."

"Why?"

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