thirty one

Living With Bigbang. Should be Interesting.

Emma's POV

Status of my room: semi clean, about as clean as it will ever get, and as clean as it shall remain for the next six hours or so.

Status of my outfit: complete

Status of my nerves: Steel

It's two hours from noon. I have nothing to do that will keep my attention for fourteen hours. So, the way I see it, I have two options: Sleep, or go downstairs. I'm not tired, so I guess I'll go downstairs.

I realize as I'm about to open the door that I'm dressed in a black push up bra and black . I blush, and go to my drawer. I pull out the other outfit I got at the mall, the pink shirt with the message, 'I bust mine to kick yours', and the skinny jeans complete with boots. I love boots. Once I'm dressed, I go back to open the door.

I can smell cookies. Chocolate chip... mmmmMMMmmm! I skip down the stairs, and head straight for the kitchen. Yup. Cookies. I'm in heaven.

Unfortunately, Bigbang beat me to it. Daesung is the one baking the cookies, so he gets the largest amount by default. And then, the boys are all older than me, so they get the rest, probably leaving me with three cookies, tops. I hate being me sometimes.

"Hey! You feeling better?" Seungri says, looking up from his phone. They're all on their phones!

"Much." I say simply, reaching for the next best thing in the house besides the cookies. The cookie dough. I unwrap it, and start eating. I go out to the living room, and turn on The Yearbook. "I'm watching the Yearbook! You guys gonna watch?" I call back to them.

"Don't think we don't know what you're doing!!" G-Dragon responds. "You're trying to get us away from the cookies! We'll miss the episode if it means getting cookies!"

"Suit yourselves!" I answer, choosing my favorite episode. I continue eating the cookie dough. I can hear a muted conversation in the kitchen, but they're talking too low, too fast, and in some language other than Korean or English, so I can't understand them.

While eating my cookie dough, I'm watching TV, and trying to figure out how to text one-handed. I finally manage to get a message typed out.

Heyy! What's your address? Is it within walking distance? cuz otherwise, I'm screwed!

Minhyun replies almost instantly.

Emma, you're not walking in zero degree weather! I know your address, I'll pick you up!

That would be nice, except the boys will all be home. They'll know something's up if a strange car just shows up in our driveway!

Hmmmm, you gotta point there....
How about you walk to the corner, and I'll pick you up there?

That could work! What time should I head out?

11:45 ish. Maybe earlier, I'll text you when I get there.

K-yo!

I hear the beep of the timer, signifying that the cookies are done. There is the sound of a scuffle breaking out, and a few muttered curses.

The boys walk in with their plates of cookies. Daesung sits next to me on my right, and G-Dragon on my left. They both are sitting rigid, their cookies on their laps. I put my phone in my pocket, and continued to eat the cookie dough.

We watch four episodes in a marathon. I'm in tears by the end. This is a sad show! I cry silently, hoping the boys are two engrossed in the show to notice. And they are.

By the end of the fourth episode, it's three twentyish. I decide to just cop it, and sleep. I have a feeling I'll never fall asleep by conventional methods though. So I grab three clocks, the kind that tick when the second hand moves, and put them around my room. I let their ticking lull me to sleep.

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Shortish chapter, I know. I'm dead tired. I just finished my trip down from NY to SC, and I slept in the car. I'm tired. So I rushed this to get it done. Not an excuse, I know.

PLEASE tell me what you think is going to happen, whether it be at the party later, or in general! Pretty pretty please with a cherry on top? I want to know if the ending I have planned will seem totally whacko or not!

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Taramarada
Alright guys, I have the next chapter written! Three more comments and I'll post it!

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tiffanyprice130 #1
Chapter 56: This is probably the most personal story to me that I've ever read! As someone who has bipolar, this is one of the most accurate depictions that I've come across yet. This is almost exactly what it feels like to have it. The constant mood swings and uncontrollable anger that comes with it. And the ever growing frustration to not have a medication that works for it. Thank you for such a well written story! I will definitely reread this over and over again!
Unknown-J-B-L #2
Chapter 56: nice one there. really drive me crazy hehehehe
BigBangAngel
#3
Chapter 56: ahhh! what a great ending!
Dear Tara,
Thank you for gifting us with this beautiful and extremely realistic story.
I feel like I could really relate to Emma throughout this story, and that is a sign of you being an amazing author.
I will continue to follow all you other stories, and I know that they will all be just as awesome as this one.
~with love,
Sonia
Natsu_umi_safu #4
Chapter 56: Awwwwww :3 please can you make a sequel or epilogue :) I just found the ending a little too sudden and confusing and quick. please make it a proper closure! This was like my drug this story XD
HoneyWithABun
#5
Chapter 56: It ended... (O.O)
Thanks for everything! (This story was the first I ever read on aff and when I just become a bigbang fan)
I couldn't even count how many times I cried reading this story because I could relate to Emma. So thank you.
I guess this is goodbye? Farewell~
Thekatsmeow #6
Chapter 56: Beautiful ending!!!
randomchick #7
Chapter 55: Yay! your back!
Thanks for the update <3
I think it needs a couple more chapters, so Emma can make up with everyone.
Have Kevin fly to Korea and meet with her please!
HoneyWithABun
#8
Chapter 55: I feel this story is coming to a close....
P.S It's ending????? NOOOOO!!!
I think you should just end it with a short chaptered sequel tbh.