First I am so sorry that I haven't updated in 2 weeks thing have been off with me but I worked on this chapter for a while. I know I promised the family data but I got carried away so the family date will not be in this chappie I'm sorry :( but I hope you like this chappie ^^ and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!! I hope this year will be full of happiness for everyone. I have something to tell to all my subbies we are near the end of this story. When I was planning out this story I made 4 parts and we are entering the final part. I don't know how many chapters it will be before the final chapter. It might be a little early to say this but I'll still say it and I'll say it again on the last chapter. Thank you to my subbies that have stayed by this story and to those who comment. I never knew my story would have so many subscribers or views. I expected at least 30 subs or 2000 view but it went over way over. I am so grateful for all this thank you! *hug everyone and gives gifts* and happy birthday to our amazing vocalist YANG YOSEOB!!!!! ~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~°~°~ *** KIKWANG'S P.O.V. *** I wake up since I hear a faint cry. I was in the middle of a good dream. Well more like a memory. It was me and Seobie's 3 year anniversary. Well now that I think about it I think it was the night the twins were made. The twins were born on July and our anniversary is in October and Seobie told me he was pregnant in November and we got married on December 4th. "Mmmm.....Kiki go check on the twins please. I am sleepy." "Arasso yebo go back go bed." Kikwang said and gave my wife a kiss on his forehead. I get out of bed and go to the babies room. I got the crib and see Hyunki has woken up. I pick him up from the crib. "Shhhh my baby your going wake up your sister." I checked if his diaper was full, no so I lay him in his little swing and while I prepared his bottle. "Hyunki, appa is almost done." I finished preparing his bottle and went to pick up Hyunki from his swing and went to sit on the rocking chair. I began to feed my baby boy. "I knew you were hungry Hyunki. Now eat so when we go see grandma you will be full." Today is my mothers birthday but also the day she passed away. When my mother passed away she and Minho went out while me Doojoon, Amber and my dad got ready to throw her a surprise party. She and Minho went shopping and on their way back a fire broke out in the store and while trying to save Minho my mother got trapped and my the time she was found she already stopped breathing. Minho always blamed himself ever since our mother passed. He told me once since it was his fault that our mother died so he wanted to try and fill the place of our mother. That's why he never moved out when he went to college even after he graduated. Minho just got a job and lived with us. Even though he is a guy he was a mother figure to me and Amber. Since me and and amber were young when she died we needed that but Doojoon just didn't care. Doojoon would just go his own way. He tried to have a brave face but I knew he was hurt too. Minho tried really hard open Doojoon but after mother died he changed he never was the same Doojoon I knew. For that I think to this day Minho still hasn't forgiven himself and we tell him that it isn't his fault that the fire broke out but he still has that guilt. I think that after he started dating my soon to be brother in law and former teacher Taemin he has started to forgive himself. I look down at my son and he finished his milk. I put his bottle on the side table when I look back at him he was starting to lift his little hand and started to giggle a bit. "Hyunnie what's so funny." I gave him my finger and he may be only a few days old but he had a strong grip. "Hyunnie how did you get so strong. You are going to be like appa." He began to giggle again. "Awww my little baby. You are so cute Hyunnie." Right then my Minnie began to cry. I put Hyunnie on the swing and get Minnie out of the crib. "What's wrong Minnie. Is Minnie hungry too." I put her next to her brother on the swing and prepared her bottle. But Minnie didn't stop crying. "Shhh Minnie, your going to scare your brother appa is getting your bottle ready." I finally finish her bottle. and I go to get her from the swing and I go back to the rocking chair and fed her. I look at Minnie and I see she looks a lot like my mother. "Minnie you look so much like grandma." Soon she fell asleep. I didn't even realize when my Seobie came in. I just felt two arms go around my neck. "What are you thinking about Kiki?" "Nothing really. I was just thinking that Minnie looks a lot like my mother." "From the photos you have shown me our Minnie does look like mother. We did name her after her." When we chose names Seobie chose my mothers first name. My mothers name was Park Minyoung and when Seobie said Minyoung should be our daughters name I was so happy my Seobie did that for me. "We are going to visit her today right?" I look at my wife with a bit of shock. "Yebo you remember?" "Of course! How can I forget. Its something very important to you and your family. Is everyone going?" "I don't know maybe. I'll call Minho." "Arasso Kiki. Don't be too sad today. I am here with you. Go call Minho I'll take care of the twins for while." Said Seobie as he took Minnie out of my arms and gave me peck on my lips. I went to call my brother it was about 9 in the morning he should be up. The phone rang for a while. "Hey Kwang what's up." "Hyung I wanted to ask you if your going to see mother today." "Yeah we are all going. Even dad wants to go. He wants to introduce the new family members to mother." It was a shock to me that my father wanted to go. The only time he went to see my mother was when it was their 25 anniversary and after he came back he was so depressed and sad we all tried to give him some space but we were all worried my dad would do something drastic. "Hyung at what time are you guys going?" "Appa said around 11." "Alright I will see you all at the cemetery." "Make sure mothers in-law comes with you too." "Ok hyung." My brother said goodbye after. "Kikwang you are up. Is Yoseob with the twins." "Morning nuna and yeah he is in the twins room. Nuna I wanted to ask you something." "Sure. Let's go to the living room." We went and sat on the couch. "Nuna I wanted to ask you if you can come to the cemetery with us." "Its your mothers anniversary right." I nodded. "Of course. Since technically I am her in-law I have to go pay my respects. Is you entire family going." "Yeah. Since Doojoon and Minho are getting married soon they are bring their fiance and I want to take my kids to meet my mother and tell her I got married and to tell her I have never been this happy." "I'm am positive your mother is happy and proud of you. I am going to start breakfast and we get ready to go." I nodded and went back to my twins room. When I got there I saw the twins were back in their crib sleeping soundly. "Don't they look adorable yebo." I said as I got closer to him and wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my chin on his shoulder. "Kiki! Don't sneak up behind me. You scared me!" "I'm sorry yebo. I didn't mean too." I gave him a kiss on his cheek. "They are do look adorable. So what did Minho say." "The whole family is going. And I mean everyone. You, me, the babies Bora nuna, Minho and Taemin, Doojoon and Dongwoon, since they are getting married soon, Amber and even my dad." "Really!?" "Yeah that's what Minho said." I closed my eyes and I held my Seobie even more closer to me. He still had that sweet sent that I love so much. "Kiki you feel alright." "Hmm hmmm. Its just I miss having you like this with me. Only me and you." "Awww is my Kiki needy." "Maybe." "Would a kiss make you feel better." "Maybe" my Seobie turned around and wrapped his arms around my neck and presses is soft plump lips on mine. Our kiss is soft and pure love. Our lips moved together in like a harmony. I felt a wave go through me. If it wasn't for oxygen I would still be kissing my wife. We had to part for air. "Does my handsome husband feel better." "A lot better. Come let's go downstairs Bora nuna is making breakfast." We made sure the twins were sleeping soundly before we left. We went downstairs to the kitchen and helped Bora. We sat down and ate breakfasts. "Seobie I know its late. And really late! But me and Kikwang went out and we got you a late VERY late birthday present." "My birthday was 7 months ago. There is noo need to get me anything." "Well when it was your birthday nuna was sick and I knew if I did something you might end up being sad instead of happy." I said. "But we missed your birthday too Kiki." "I don't mind all you're happiness is more important. You were suffering and plus you had the babies. For most of you're pregnancy you were all alone. So that's why we wanted to give you something." Bora got her gift. "Here Seobie. I hope you like it." I saw Seobie get the box and opened it. He took out a framed photo. It was our family wedding photo. And another framed photo when the twins were born. It was our family photo but it was only me, Seobie, the babies and Bora. I look at my wife and he had tears in his eyes. "Seobie I didn't mean to make you cry." "No its that I am so happy. I love this." "Now I feel pressure. But here is my present yebo." I handed him a wrapped box. He took it and started to open it. When he opened the box it had 5 necklaces. He took one by one and looked at each one. "Kiki they are beautiful! They have our names on each one." "Open them." He opened them. These necklaces were lockets. "I got these custom made. These are family lockets." Inside the lockets was a family picture. And on the back it had everyone name. "Kiki they are amazing is it one for everyone." "Yup. That's why their are 2 small ones for Hyunnie and Minnie. 1 is especially made for you. It has you're name and mine together. Its the one you're holding. The other 2 are for me and nuna." My Seobie looked at his locket and I saw his watery eyes. "Kiki I don't know what else to day. I love these all I can say I love you. And umma I love you too. Even though its late. I love you both so much." "Here let me put it on for you." I get up and I get my Seobie's locket. I go behind him and put his locket on and gave him a quick kiss of his cheek. He still had watery eyes so I wiped his eyes. "Here let me put yours and umma's on." He got my locket and put it on me and got nuna's and put hers on."I can't wait to put the lockets on the twins." Said Yoseob as he came and hugged me tight. "Kikwang you told me that it was just for Yoseob and the twins." "Well at first it was but I wanted something we can have for a long time. Something to bond us." "Well thank you Kikwang. Oh its getting late. Let get ready before we are late." Bora can and gave us a hug and we went to go change. Me and Seobie went to the twins room they were still sleeping. We went and got their bag ready since after we go to see my mother we are going on our family date. We finished picking clothes for the twins and their bag and stroller. Me and Seobie went to get ready. I got regular jeans and a black T-shirt. My Seobie got black skinny jeans and a white button up shirt. Since my Seobie hasn't dyed his hair in months he is back to his normal black hair and since I haven't dyed my hair either I had black too. I do miss his dyed hair. Maybe we should go get our hair dyed who knows. "Kiki let's go get the twins." We both go and change the babies luckily both didn't wake up. I get the babies carrier and put both in. "Seobie I'll go first I need to get the twins car seat in." I go out and fix the twins car seat and I put the babies in. After I saw that my son was awake and smiling. "Is my Hyunnie awake now." "Kiki Hyunnie is awake!" "Yeah come look." "Awwwwww my baby is so adorable! Ah! Let me put his locket on. I have it in their bag!" Seobie got Hyunnie's locket and put it around his neck. "Doesn't he look adorable!" "Yes he does. Now we will wait for Minnie to wake up." "Alright let's go. Kikwang you want to drive you did just get your drivers license." "No way! He might have gotten his license but he us nit going to drive with the babies in the car." "Yebo don't you trust me? Eventually well will have to go on our own." "Yes I know but the babies were just born not even a week ago so no! Maybe when they are 8 to 9 months old." "Arasso, nuna you drive." "Ahh the life of a married couple." Bora said laughing. We went of. I sat in the front with Bora and Seobie sat in the back with the twins. We drove for about 20 minutes. The drive was mostly silent until Minnie woke up. The first thing my wife did was put her locket on and fed her since she was hungry. When we got to the cemetery parking lot my family had just arrived. We park next to them and Amber comes running and hugs me and Seobie. I hug my sister back and go and take the babies out. I saw my dad and gave him a big hug. "You feel okay appa." "Yeah I feel ok. How are your wife and kids." "They are fine appa." "Alright let's go visit your mother." My dad said. You could hear the bit of sadness in his voice. We walk into the cemetery and we found my mothers grave. My dad stepped up closer. "Yebo its me. First thing happy birthday. I know I haven't come to visit you but I just want to let you know that I have never forgotten about you. Yebo guess what I brought your first grandchildren and first son-in-law. Kikwang come say something." I stepped forward to my mothers gravestone. "Umma guess who I brought with me. I brought my beautiful wife Yoseob. You would have loved him for many things. And your in-law. Umma this is Bora my mother-in-law in a way." I said as Bora and Seobie bowed to my mother. "Umma and guess what else. Your grandchild are here. This is Hyunki and Minyoung. We named your granddaughter after you. She looks a lot like you. Minyoung was born first and then Hyunki. Umma I hope you aren't upset with me that I became a parent so soon. But I do love Yoseob with all my life. He completes me. Umma I miss you. I wish you were here with us. I wish you could hold your grandchildren along with appa. Umma I miss and I love you mommy. Happy Birthday." I couldn't hold back my tears I started crying. Seobie came and tried to sooth me and Minho came and gave me a hug and began talking to mother. "Mother there isn't much to say on my part. Well not so true this is my fiance Taemin. When I met him I think he fixed up my heart and made me whole again. I tried my best to fill what you left mom. I my have not done a good job but now the kids are old enough and I think they don't need my help anymore. Mother I am getting also getting married soon but Doojoon has to go first since he has something on the way. Mommy I love you and Happy Birthday." I saw my brother wipe a tear from his eyes and went to Taemin's side. "Umma its your trouble maker Doojoon. You might be wondering why Minho said I have something on the way. This is my fiance Dongwoon. He is currently pregnant with your next grandchild but we still don't know the gender since he is only 2 months. Umma when you left I felt so empty. I didn't know what to do. So I closed myself up. But when I met Dongwoon I think he changed me into the little troublemaker that you used to know. Umma I still miss you and love you. Please look after all of us from where ever you are." Doojoon also began to cry as Amber had her back to everyone. "Amber come talk to your mother." My dad said. She was sniffing she was crying but she still came closer to our mothers grave. "Mommy its me Amber. I hope you are doing well. I can't do this." Amber said as she started sobbing. My eyes were also getting watery. I looked at my brothers and they were Also trying to fight tears. "Amber its ok. Finish what you need to say." My dad said. I knew he was trying to be tough but underneath I knew he wanted to cry. "Mommy I-I m-miss you so much. There are so many things that I want to tell you. Since I live with guys I didn't become girly like you wanted. Deep down I do have my girly side. Mommy I miss that mother daughter bond that we had. Basically mommy I need you. I love you Happy Birthday mommy." Amber went to our dad and cried. I wiped my lingering tears. "Yebo, the kids have grown up and 3 of our children have or going to have their own family. Amber well she still is young but quite mature for her age. Yebo I hope where ever you are you are at peace. I hope you know that we love you and miss you. Yebo happy birthday." Said my dad and I saw him shed a tear. We all gave a bow to my mother. Except for Seobie since he still is delicate from giving birth. I said a goodbye to my mother and felt something warm go through me. "Did you guys feel that." Said my sister. "It was mother." Minho said. Mother thank you for letting me know you hear us. Mother I think you put Yoseob in my life, Taemin to Minho's, and Dongwoon to Doojoon's so that we can finally heal. I know it was you. Mother thank you. Mother I love you........ Happy birthday.