First I am so sorry I am a bit.late with the update! I have been busy with my family but I didn't forget to write! So I made this chapter really long! But first I want to thank digiash, and LAYNEDREA for subscribing!! Now on with the story! ~°~°~°~°~~ ~°~°~°~°~°~° ~°~°~° ~°~°~° ~°~°~°~ °~°~°~° ~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~~ ~°~°~° ~°~°~° ~°~°~° ~°~°~° ~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~ ~°~°~° ~°~°~°~° ~°~°~°~*** NO ONES P.O.V *** Jinwoon came and dropped off Bora home. "I'll walk you to your door." Jinwoon opened the door for Bora and walked her to her home. "I had the best time of my life Jinwoon. Thank you " said Bora and gave Jinwoon a peck on his lips. "I'll call you tomorrow Bora. Sleep well dream about me." Jinwoon said as Bora chuckled. "Maybe." Bora said and waved him Good bye. Bora opened the door and heard Yoseob. "Kiki bring me Minnie's bottle she woke up!" "Hold on I am putting Hyunki's diaper on." "Arasso" Bora wanted to help so she made Minnie's bottle. "Here Seobie." "Umma your home. Thank you. Did you have fun." Yoseob said and took the bottle and started to feed Minnie. "Yeah I had a good time." "Nuna you're home." "Hi Kikwang." "Its almost midnight. Shouldn't you guys be asleep." "We were asleep but Minnie and Hyunnie woke up and started crying. Looked like Minnie was hungry and Hyunnie had a full diaper." Kikwang said. "You can go to bed nuna me and Seobie can handle the rest." "Ok boys if you need anything just come and wake me." "No worries umma go take a good night rest. You need it." *** KIKWANG'S P.O.V. *** We said goodnight to nuna and we stayed in the living room. My wife had Minnie and feeding her while I had Hyunnie and rocking him to sleep. "Kiki its still hard to believe." "What?" "That we are parents. Every time I am like this with them it feels so real. I look at there little faces and to me they look like little angels. I think this is what Bora was talking about when she took care of me." I got closer to my wife and put one arm around him and brought him closer to me. "Yebo its all real. We have 2 angels with us. How about we go on a family date tomorrow." "But don't you have class tomorrow Kiki." "Seobie tomorrow is Saturday." "Oh right." "My Seobie is so cute. So let's go on a family date." "Do you think its ok to bring the twins out. They just left the hospital." "All we have to do is that we have them nice and cool. And make sure they are not to cold and not to hot. We will stay away from the sun as much as possible." "Woah, Kiki you do sound like a father." "Yebo I became a father the moment you told me you were pregnant and I took responsibility." My Seobie than gave me a peck on the cheek. "I am so happy that you are the father of my children and the man that will always be by my side for the rest of my life. I love you so much Kiki." "I love you too Seobie." I kissed his forehead. Everything that we have been though. All the pain we suffered. I am glad I did because our relationship got stronger and so did our love. I still remember the day I first laid my eyes on him. ~~~ FLASHBACK ~~~ "Yah!!! Kikwang wake up!! Your going to be late for school!" I felt someone pull my bed sheets. "Let me sleep...." "Kikwang! Its your first say of high school!!" "Hyung I don't wanna go..." "Yah! Kikwang its your first day." "It doesn't matter its just school. Woo hoo I am in high school. What's the big deal." "Aigoo Kwang you never change do you. Hurry up before I call dad in here!" "Arasso Arasso I'm up." I get out of bed and drag myself to the bathroom. Why is everyone making such a big deal of me entering High School. School is school. "Yah! Kikwang hurry up!!" I hear my brother Minho call me again. I swear he should have been born a woman he acts like one. I go and put on my uniform and go downstairs for breakfast. "What took you so long! Now hurry up and eat your breakfast." Minho told me. I go and sit down. "You excited for school Kikwang." My dad asked. "Not really." "Let's go! Doojoon Kikwang come on before we are late." Minho said. I said goodbye to my dad and amber and left. Our car ride to school was silent. Doojoon asked me if I was nervous at all and I said no. My best friends Junhyung and Alexa were going to the same school with me so I knew at least some people. I meet Junhyung in 1st grade because he was new to our school and my teacher asked me to help him around and after that we got close and he became my best friend. Alexa and I met as neighbors when she came from the U.S we used to got to kindergarten together and school until we entered junior high she moved to another neighborhood. All three of us became best friends. They were when my mother died and they stood by my side and tried to make me feel better. I still remember what she looked like even though I was still young. She had long black hair, big brown eyes. She was tall also. Between me, Minho, Doojoon, and Amber I look the most like our mother. She was pretty young when she had Minho. My mother was 18 when she had Minho. She was starting off her modeling career but she chose to have a family over her dream career. She once told me her story when her parents opposed of her being a model. They wanted her to be a lawyer so she ran away and started modeling when she was 16 and then she met my dad and she said she was the happiest when she was with our dad so after about a year of being with my dad she found out she was pregnant with Minho. She was scared at first that our dad will leave her but the moment he found out they got married. Since my mothers parents cut her out of their lives they didn't attend my parents wedding, but my dads parents cared about my mother like her own daughter. But she had to choose between her modeling career or to raise a family but she didn't care if she gave up her modeling career to raise her family. She said she quit without a second thought. She always told me love comes when you least expect it and it can change you forever. But as long as you are happy nothing else matters. After about 2 years my mother got pregnant with Doojoon. My mother wanted another baby and they had me after about 5 years. While growing up she would always call me her miracle baby since I almost died when I was a fetus. My mother said it was a miracle I lived. Since my mother had all boys she wanted a girl and thus Amber was born. But Amber was 8 the day my mother died I fell and I fell into a deep depression. Even though my friends help me I still will get sad. I still can't look at my mothers pictures. I cry when I see her face. On special days I miss her the most. I could feel tears but it tried my best to not let them fall since I didn't want to worry my brothers. In a way Minho took my mothers place. He is always looking out for us. Once Minho told our dad to start dating again but our dad would say the only woman in his life that he would ever love would be our mother. He didn't want anyone else by his side if it wasn't our mother. Oh mother you left a big hole in not only my heart by our whole family. Who is ever going to heal it. "We are here! Good luck on your first day Kwang." Minho said. "Ok hyung. Thanks." I said as Doojoon patted my back and also wished me good luck. "Kwangie!" It was Alexa waving and next to her was Junhyung who was also waving. "Hey guys." "How was your break." Junhyung asked. "Alright. I slept most of the time. And yours." "I spent it at my grandparents house. Not the best idea. My cheeks still hurt." Me and Alexa bursted out laughing! "Yah! Its not funny!" "Junnie no wonder your cheeks look bigger!" Alexa said as be both tried to calm down. "And you miss america what did you do." Jun said. "Went to America of course. I too went to see my grandparents but at least my cheeks were not harmed." "Yah!" "Alright guys let's go find out what class we are in." I said. I looked at the chart. "Kwang looks like me and Lex are in the same class." "Aww poor Kwang he is going to be all alone!" "Don't worry he is going to be fine. Its about time he makes new friends." "Yah! You guys calling me a loner?" "Yeah kind of." Jun said. "Watch I'll make a new friend!" "We are just kidding Kwang calm down." Lex said. "Whatever." "Let's meet at lunch ok." Jun said and I agreed and I left to my classroom. I walked in and saw the desk by the window free. I went and sat down. I put my head down for a while and I felt a tap on my shoulders. I look up and see a boy. He had an angelic face. He was beautiful and I could help but stare. "Is this seat taken." I stopped my starring and finally said something. "No, its an empty seat." I felt my cheeks starting to heat up and I got butterflies in my stomach. Might as well introduce myself. "My name is Kikwang. Lee Kikwang." "Nice to meet you. I'm Yang Yoseob." He smiled and I thought my heart was going to explode. I have never seen anyone as beautiful as him. "Kikwang? Earth to Kikwang." I was brought back. "Yeah." He giggled. "You're funny Kwangie. Let's be friends." He just called me Kwangie. "Sure." That was all I was able to say. I was getting really nervous all of a sudden. "Hey when its lunch time let's have lunch together." "Oh sure. You can meet my friends too." "You already have friends its only the first day of school!" I looked at his expression and it was so adorable! "Umm they are my friend from my childhood. We have been in the same school since we were little." "Oh I see. I would love too meet them!" My heart was beating so fast I thought I was having a heart attack. This is the first time I feel like this. I knew I was gay since junior high but I never felt this way for someone else. It was a weird feeling. After our teacher came in and we began our day. Our teacher was actually really funny. He told us to call him Mr. Mir it was kind of fun to say his name. - Lunch Time - As promised I went with Yoseob to lunch. "Kwangie over here!" Me and Yoseob were getting our lunch and saw Lex waving her arms. "This way." I told Yoseob. "Hey guys I want you to meet my new friend. He is in my class and sits next to me. This is Yang Yoseob. Yoseob these are my friends I was telling you about. This is Yong Junhyung and Alexa Park." "Hi nice to meet you! As Kwangie said. I am Yang Yoseob!" He looked so adorable! I just wanted to squeeze him! We sat and began to eat our lunch." Seobie do you have any siblings." Lex said. "Nope I just live with my mom." "So you don't have a dad." Yoseob shakes his head. "Yah! Lex!" "What?!" "Its ok I don't mind." "I'm sorry if Lex hurt or made you uncomfortable she can be very blunt sometimes." Jun said. "Its ok really! No need to worry." I look at Yoseob and looked slightly sad but after a few minutes Jun and Lex were joking around and Yoseob would laugh and he looked happy again. "Seobie is that you!" "Seungie!" I turned and see a girlish boy running towards Yoseob. Yoseob got up and ran to hug him. "Seungie how have you been! I missed you!" "I have been fine how has Bora nuna been. I missed you too!" "She is good she got promoted and makes more money now." I don't know why but I felt a bit jealous how that guy was hugging Yoseob."Seobie aren't you going to introduce me." "Oh right! Kikwang, Alexa, Junhyung this is my bestest friend in the world like how you 3 are best friends. This is my best friend Jang Hyunseung. We have been friends since kindergarten!" "Yup! We have been through thick and thin together!" "Wait aren't you in our class?" Jun said. "Hmmmm I am 1A." "So are we! Wow! Well it is the first day." Lex said. "Come and let's all sit together. Hyunseung sit next to me." Jun said. "Looks like our group keeps getting bigger and bigger with guys! Like come on I am the only girl here." Lex said in a whining tone. "Then why don't you make friends that are girls." I said. "I should! And I am!" "Then do it!" "After this lunch break! Hey I wanna spent my last few moments with my boys." "You know we aren't dieing right." Jun said and receiving a hit from Lex. "Are they always like this." Said Seobie. "Yeah. I always have to be the one to settle everything. Sometimes they act like a married couple." "NO WE DON'T." Jun and Lex said in unison. Making me laugh like crazy while it made Yoseob and Hyunseung giggle. Right when I was able to control my laughter the bell that ends lunch rang. "See you guys later." I said. Hyunseung, Jun, and Lex went to their class while me and Yoseob went to ours. There was stuff on the floor. "Seobie be careful there-" He turned and looked at me and he fell backwards. I grabbed his arm and pulled him. I lost my balance and fell backwards on my back bringing Yoseob with me and he landed on top of me. Our faces were so close to each other. My heart was beating so fast that I think he was able to hear it. We were starring into each others eyes and he broke our gaze and quickly got up. "You alright." I asked and he nodded. "Let's go to class." I said. The rest of the day was a bit awkward. It was the end of the day and we were getting ready to go. I wanted to break this awkwardness that was around. "Hey Seob how about we walk home together." "Umm sure." I asked him where he lived and it turned out that he lived only a few blocks from my house. Our walk was really silent. I needed to do something. "Seob is everything ok." "Hmm oh yeah." "You sure." "Yeah its fine." "So what do you like to do?" "I like to sing and dance, I play a soccer sometimes." "Really. I do too. I love soccer." "Maybe we can play sometime. Oh here is my house." "Oh ok. See you tomorrow then." "Yeah see you Kwangie." He waved me goodbye and walked into his house. I felt sad. All of a sudden I feel lonely. I walk home and was welcomed by my brother Minho. "Hey Kwang how was the first day." "It was good I made a few friends." "Really! That's great what is their names." "Hyunseung and Yoseob." "Hey you alright you look dazed. Like if you were in lala land." "Hyung its that I have this feeling when I see this person. I get nervous, my heart speed up and I keep staring and admiring that person." "Let's go talk in your room." I felt a little nervous but maybe Minho can help me. "Come sit Kwang." We sat on my bed. "Kwang looks like you have a crush on someone." I. Have. A. Crush. "Who is?" Cod be that I like Yoseob. "I think its Yoseob." My family knew I liked guys and Minho was the first to know. "Looks like its love at first sight. Why don't you tell him." "Hyung!! I just met him!" "But what if someone tries to take him." He is right. "But if he doesn't like me." "Do what mom used to say you never know if you don't try." "Let me get to know him a little better." "What ever you do Kwang I'll always be there." "Thanks hyung." --- Weeks went by and I got closer to Yoseob. I even met his "mom" turns our he lives with his older sister who is like his mother figure. He never told me what happened with his real parents he said he doesn't like to talk about it Yoseob got to meet my family. As more time we spent the more I fell in love with him. He is like an angel to me. I think it was time that I confess. I went to Lex for help and she was happy to help. She told me to go to the park near my house and tell him there. It was Friday and I was so nervous. "Hey Seob let's go to the park." "Sure I think my umma wouldn't mind." We walked home and I was a nervous wreck! Yoseob was telling me a story of when he was little but with my nerves I wasn't really listening. When we got to the park we walked around a bit. "Seob there is something I have been wanting to ask you." "Really? Me too. But you go first." "Ok well. We have been friends for a while, but when I first met you I knew that I had feelings for you. But not feelings of just friends. Well what I am trying to say is that I want to be more than friends." I look at him he had tears in his eyes. "I'm sorry don't cry." I wiped his tears and he wrapped his arms around my neck. "I have been waiting for you to say that! That's what I was going to tell you. I don't want to be your friends. I want us to be more than that." I look into his watery eyes. I slowly get closer to his face. I press my lips onto his. And he quickly responded. We than broke our kiss. "Yoseob I love you. I really do." "Me too Kiki I love you too." I kissed him once more and walked him home. That park has now become our special place..... ~~~ END OF FLASHBACK ~~~ As I remember those days, when I confessed and opened our relationship I now know what my mother meant. Mother I still miss you but at least there is no longer that big hole. Yoseob and your grandchildren filled it in. Mother thank you for bringing them to me. I look down to the baby in my arms who is now asleep. "Yebo." I look and my wife is asleep. I take Minnie and Hyunnie to the crib they share. I come and carry my sleeping wife to our bed. I snuggle him to me. I kiss his forehead. "Seobie I love you and our babies so much. You 3 complete me." I drift into dream land and to wait our first family date.......~°~°~°~~^~ ~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~° ~°~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~°~ ~°~°~°~^~° I know I promised a family date but I realized we only know about Seobie's and Bora's past and the last few chappies focus on only Seobie and Bora so I wanted to even it out ^_^ hope you guys aren't mad and liked this chappie about Kiki and Seobie. I promise it the next chappie will be the family date! And MERRY CHRISTMAS (if you celebrate it) AND HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! I will make the next update the last update of 2013 (wow time flies) HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! Now off to bed its almost 5 am here in my country >