Painful
The Kim's
Cry
9:00 pm
" hmmmm , let's see , undies, towel , socks , tissue, clothes , flashlights , and --------
I kept tapping my forefinger to my temples thinking what else to bring " ammmm , what else should I bring ?? " I gazed at my bed and saw TOTOMATO sitting on my pillow .
I nodded and walked to my bed " of course , I'm taking you with me . Hehehe . " I hugged totomato and gave him a pat on the head , I sat on the floor near my back pack and tuck him inside comfortably . 😊
totomato... Oh ! Junhong ! I wonder how he is ??
I took my phone and dialled his number , I hope his reachable .
the other line kept ringing for seconds ..
I blinked while looking at my phone still calling Junhong . " I guess his busy ." I was about to hit cancel when .
Zelo 😁: Hae-shi ! Annyeong ! I'm sorry if it took me awhile to answer , I was practicing .
Me : 😃 oh! Hey , you shouldn't have answered my call , it's okey .
Zelo 😁: haha , hey .. How could I ignore your call ? So .. What's up ??
I smirked , aissssh .. Changing the topic .
Me : ahhhh nothing , just Want to check on you if your okey . 😊
The other line suddenly became quite , huh ?? 😳did he heard me ?
Me : ya.. Still there ?? 😨
Zelo : ohh .. < clears throats > Amm deh.. I heard you .😊
I pouted , why do I have this feeling that he's suppressing his giggles . Ahh
Zelo : Amm how are you ? Are you eating well ?
Me : hahah I should be the one asking you that , hehe I'm fine , I'm going on an overnight training tomorrow . ☺
Zelo : waaaahhh ! 😃Great ! Do well araso ?? and -- haeshi, it's all gone .
Me. :huh ?? Gone ?
Zelo : deh .. The articles about me and .. You . There all wiped out .
I went to my Pc and checked , I typed zelo 's dating scandal and --
NO RESULTS .
Zelo : amazed ? Heheh you mom is way cool huh ?
Me : I'm .. Shocked ? How did she shut the media ?
Zelo laughed on the other line .
Zelo : you should know that better than me . Hehehe hey let's have another date when I get back .. Neh ? 😉
I rolled my eyes , now his using his aeygo voice at me .
Me : Yahhh ! Choi Junhong , you want my mother to wipe you instead ?
Zelo : Naaah she can't do that . HAHAHHA , hey bring my bunny with you tomorrow Okey ?
I looked at totomato well kept inside my backpack .
Me : deh ! Heheh , hey. You should rest , get some sleep and practice Tomorrow . 😊
Zelo : deh .. You too . ☺ take care okey ?? Annyeong !
I placed my phone on the table and opened my diary .
I smiled and started writing .
Dearest me ,
Ahh so many things happened today , Minho finally admitted his feelings for eun ah 😊 , I'm so happy for him , and eun ah too . They seem to like each other as well , and also .. Amber and iu , interrogating me if I like . ( I stopped writing and bit my pen , ) ANEYA .. Mybe I'm just attracted to him Ammmm looks that Im spazzed every time his --- deh !! I HATE MYUNGSOO . ALWAYS AND ------- ( should I write it ?? Aghhhh )
Evil me : Minhae , tell me .. What's the purpose of having a DIARY WHEN YOUR ALSO HIDING SECRETS FROM THE ONLY THING YOU CAN WRITE YOUR FEELINGS ON ! < let out an angst cry >
Evil me 2 : let her lie on her own diary . Hahahaha
I gulped as I sketched my hand with the pen .
I HATE MYUNGSOO !! I DO ! I HATE HIM SO MUCH ! HATE HIM HATE HIM HATE HIM HATE HIM - but -- l like him ... I like him at the same time . ☺
I dropped my pen and slapped my cheeks . " omo ! It was hard thinking about it , but .. Now that I admitted it to my friends , and writing it .. It felt more real .. " I looked at my reflection .
Both my cheeks were flushed , 😊 I covered my mouth to stop myself from giggling .. Hahaha 😊
I took my sketch pad and starred at my myungsoo sketches . I took out the tension inside my heart by breathing deeply and closing my eyes , I picked my pen again .
I bit my lip as I stole another glance at my drawing and back to my diary , I the pen on the paper.
deh . I do , I do like KIM MYUNGSOO . 😊
I closed my diary smiling and with a relieved heart and went to bed . " I'm going to see him tomorrow 😊 ,( breath -- I felt excited somehow . 😊) I hope things will turn out well . 😊"
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SCHOOL 📖
All of us gathered up outside the tall gates of our school , the bus was parked at the corner , waiting for all the soccer teams to arrived .
Iu and amber came to see me and Minho off .
" Minho- ah , better watch minhae , she might do some tricky things at night and sneak to myungsoo 's room . " amber whispered to minho's.
I stepped on her foot " BWWOOOOO ?! "
Amber kept jumping around with one foot " AHHHH ! yah !! Is that how you treat a concern friend ?! " she yelled and ran to iu .
Minho and iu only laughe hilariously at us . " dont worry , il tie her in her room if I have to . Hhah " Minho added and ran right away before my hand catch him . 😝
The rest of the boys arrived while some girls on our team were still not around . A black car parked not too far from us.
I smiled as I saw ONEW oppa getting out .
I excused myself and walked to them .
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" ONEW oppa ! Annyeong ! " I greeted him , he was a bit startled with my loud voice , 😝, key came out stretching , " oh ! Minhae ! Your here ! Your all ready ?? " key asked smiling .
" deh ! Heheh Ammmm ( glanced around ) where's myungsoo ? " I asked the two .
ONEW sighed and opened the van door wider . I saw myungsoo SLEEPING inside the van . He was laying on the seat occupying the first row , he was wearing a cream fitted jeans and a black jersey jacket with stripes of white and red collar , with a white undershirt , he was covering his eyes with the back of his palm and facing sideward as he's lips were shut closed . 😝
I laughed on my feet looking at myungsoo .. 😝
Key sighed " sheeeeshshh ! What's so good about sleeping that he can't wake up and stay AWAKE in the morning ?! " key started nagging looking at the sleeping one .
" Mybe he's dreaming about . "
JONGHYUN said as he was making his way out of the van .
ONEW was about to wake myungsoo up when taemin jumped on top of myungsoo , crushing him 😝 " MYUNGSOO HYUNG ! WAKE UP ! PALI !! " he yelled over the older .
Myungsoo moved and opened his eyes only to see their maknae on top of him smiling down at him . " hhmmmmm .. Wae-- yo?? " he took the pillow and covered his face .
Taemin ignored frowned . " move baby boy , and let the suave bang chulyong do it . " Mir said and shoved taemin aside .
all of us anticipated MIR's waking myungsoo technique , JONGHYUN also leaned beside the van , glancing at inside , ONEW and key was already smiling .
Mir pouted his lips like he was practicing . " OUR SELF - ABSURB , HOT TEMPERED PRINCE WITH A SLEEPING DISORDER PLSS WAKE UP ! " he yelled , more like announced it to the entire world .😂, all of us starting laughing , Mir just bent down and gave myungsoo a LIPs - to - LIPS smack kiss while holding both his cheeks steady .
All of us were . ( 0 .0)
" MUAAH !! " Mir smiled after kissing myungsoo . myungsoo gave him his early morning bloodshot stare and instantly grabbed him " YAAHHH YOU ?!!! " myungsoo glared at the shocked one . WIDE AWAKE .
MIR's eyes widen " AHHH ! AHHHHHHHHHHHH !! " he screamed like cave girl and ran outside the van😂
Myungsoo got out " BANG CHUL YONG !! YAAAA! " he shouted so loud everybody started looking , Mir was running around away from myungsoo . 😂
Myungsoo sighed in irritation and rubbed his eyes " see that ?? Do you want to get kissed by any of us everyday ?! Seriously , myungsoo . You need to wake early and cut this habit of yours . " key scolded at the yawning myungsoo .
" I don't mind kissing myungie everyday ! Muah !! " ONEW said and kissed myungsoo on his cheeks 😂
jonghyun covered his face like he was embarrassed with his hyung 's action 😝
Key took myungsoo 's back pack "
Now , did you forget anything ? Tooth brush ? Mouth wash ? Clothes ? Undies ? " he said while looking into his bag .
Myungsoo grabbed his bag " I already packed everything UMMA ! " he said irritated . 😂
" how about ? Did you brought a box of it ? " JONGHYUN asked like it was just a normal question .😂
Key glared at the blonde et one . JONGHYUN looked back " what ?? It's IMPORTANT ! "
ONEW fixed myungsoo 's jacket and combed myungsoo 's hair with his own fingers " now , be careful . No fighting okey ?? You didn't forget your phone right ? did you brought your charger ? So I can call you and call me ----
" myungsoo hyung ! Here's a strawberry milk for you ! Drink it along the way . 😁" taemin said giving him the drink , myungsoo ruffled his hair and took it .
" ohh ! And here's food ONEW hyung and me prepared . Eat it okey ? " key said .
" don't skip meals . Myungsoo . " ONEW said .
Myungsoo rolled his eyes .
Mir came back " you guys ! Myungsoo hyung is going to an overnight soccer training . NOT INTO A WAR ! 1 night , not hes not going away for a month ! AISSH ! " he said
I smiled looking at them , myungsoo sure is lucky , everybody loves him . Key and ONEW acting like his parents . 😊 and his just pissed off with all the overflowing love . And all of them came just to see him leave safely Hahhaha
Key also gave me a food . Eun ah pulled me out " Amm , can you -- can you give this to Minho ?? " eun ah said and glanced at Minho who was talking to amber .
I looked at a luch box on my hand , I smiled looking back at eun ah " i will . 😊 "
Couch kahi held out her megaphone " GUYSS TIME TO GO . " she called and signaled the rest to get inside the bus .
" We'l be going . " myungsoo said as I was standing beside him . After hearing some words with key and ONEW , myungsoo pulled me to get inside the bus . 😝
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" OKEY GUYS LETS GO HOME ! " ONEW said and opened the door , eun ah , Mir , taemin and JONGHYUN got in while key sat on the driver seat .
ONEW pulled the sliding door to closed it when " AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! MY FINGERS ! Ahhh ! " he screamed in pain and kneeled on the ground
" WAE ?!! " key asked got out and looking down at the crying chicken lover .
" my fingers got stuck when I was closing the door ! Ahhhh " huhuhuhuhu " he was blowing his oh so
Hurting fingers and whining in pain . 😝 key face palmed himself and help ONEW get up
" waaaaahhh ! Hyung , your ONEW condition is BACK ! Hahahah " JONGHYUN laughed .
" asssihh ! Il drive ! We might not reached home alive . Let's go . " key said getting the car keys from ONEW and helping him inside . 😁
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I sat in a two seated seat with Minho , while myungsoo sat by himself .
I handed Minho the lunch box " eun ah .. Eun ah asked me to give you this . " I said .
Minho covered my mouth " shhhhhhhhhhhhh ! " he took the food and smiled widely .
I chuckled and gave him a teasing pinches .
My eyes paused when I caught myungsoo nearly slammed his head on the window since he was dozing Off .
Minho looked at the person I was looking at . He giggled " go on , seat next to him . " he suggested .
" mwwwoooo ?? " I glared at him , I shook my head " hmmmp " and looked outside my. Window .
" okey , Uee might do that for you .. It's your call . Heheh " he leaned back and closed his eyes .
I jolted up , I starred at Uee who was just starring at myungsoo noticing his dozing off " andwe . " I immediately walked my way to myungsoo 's seat and sat beside him .
I slowly looked at him , his eyes were closed and he was sitting uncomfortably and his head was facing down .
" haaay , I wonder how ONEW and the rest woke you up this morning .Tsk Tsk "
The bus started shaking . He was about to slammed his own head on the window when .
" ahhhhpp !! " l opened my eyes as my left hand holding myungsoo 's head to prevent him from getting head blow .
Sighed in relief ! " AISSH , that was close "
I gulped as I slowly leaned his head over my shoulder .
I smiled the moment I felt his head , " ehhh you pabo sleepy head . " ahhh I felt like butterflies were playing inside my stomach . I forced myself to not think his this close to me and just looked around the people sleeping and playing with their gadgets .
I paused .
But no , how could i ignore this feeling ?? Agh! Ani . There's no need to pretend or deny anymore . Myungsoo 's here . ( smiles )
I turned to check on Minho , I almost fell off my chair seeing him looking at me with glittering teasing eyes .
I tuck my tongue out to him : Minho BLEEEHH!! XD he chuckled and leaned his head to have a quick nap .
Myungsoo moved as He adjusted his head on my shoulder and mumbled some alien words but , continued sleeping .
I closed my eyes shut while bitting my Lower lip , I'm feeling ticklish all over that I wanted to laugh , I breath out to calm myself ,
I .. I'm happy taking care of him and being this close to him .
I turned to see him , 😊he was still sleeping . He was breathing peacefully even in a fast running bus .
Myungsoo -ah , don't worry , your faithful slave, Soo minhae , im going to take care of you . I'm going to run errands for you , make you laugh when your frowning , I'm going to be here right by your side ..
, even if you don't acknowledge it .
Deh .
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The bus stopped @ Seoul grand park .
I woke myungsoo up since all of us were asked to go out .
All of us gathered around .
Coach Chen and couch kahi looked at us , some were still dreaming and yawning .
She raised her megaphone " WAKE UP !! " all of us stood straight , even the still sleepy myungsoo .
" we are now in Gwacheon , Seoul grand park , now .. If your thinking were here to have fun @ the park , zoo or elsewhere , YOUR WRONG ! were here to train , we are going to have a morning walk at MT Cheonggyesan . And of course , we are going -------
" agh , pls don't tell me we'l be --- " bekah mumbled .
" HIKING !! " couch Chen finished his sentence .
" AWWWWWWW... " all of us started complaining and murmuring .
" then , we'll have our practice at the field . But first , let's go to your rooms . " coach kahi said .
It took us about 15 mins walked to where we are about to stay over night , it was in the middle of the forest , there were 7 separated houses made of wood , the coaches assigned us to our specific rooms and Today seems to be my luckiest day that ---
I instantly slapped something painful on my leg , aghhh ! Mosquitos ! Grrrrrrr
" minhae , you'l stay in a room with bekah . " coach kahi announced while looking at her notebook .
I dropped my sling bag " BWWWWOOOO ?! " me and bekah shouted in shocked at the same time .
Coach kahi raised her brow at us " wae ?? Problem ? " she asked strictly .
" a -- ani . Its okey coach kahi . " I said and bowed .
Bekah looked at me with hated eyes .
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ROOM .
Bekah came ahead of me , she placed all her things and lay on the single comforter .
My eyes widen " only one ?!! "
Bekah sat and smirked at me " deh .. And I'm not really used to sleeping with someone . " she gave me a head to toe killer look .
I dropped my things , " that is enough for the both of us ! "
Can't she stop being evil for ONce ?!
" ahhhh , i came first , you don't really have the right to decide . " she said sarcastically while walking towards me .
I glared at her " your being to much unfair bekah . "
The coach started calling all of us out .
She smiled at me fakely" are you still a toddle living in your all so comfort zone minhae ? ( smirked ) life , is never fair . " she walked passed me purposefully bumping into my shoulder and went out .
" ugh !! " I held my hurt shoulder . one night ! Only one night minhae !! Bear with it for awhile !!
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All of us lined up .
Coach Chen lift a small basket he's holding. " all your precious gadgets . Place all of them here . " he said .
" AGGHHH ! But ! Ahhhhh " everybody started complaining .
" ARE ALL OF YOU HERE TO TRAIN OR NOT ?! " coach Chen shouted making all shut up .
" DEHH !! "
I sighed as I placed my phone into the basket .
" ige mwoya? ( what is this ?) " nana mumbled beside me .
" is this soccer or a military training ? Ahhh .. Jinjihage ( seriously )" Minho said beside .
All of us starting jogging around and hiking to the hills for nearly two hours .
Both coach kept talking about strength and endurance . Ahhhhh !!
After hiking , our two teachers only gave us 10 minutes to breath , and all of us started playing .
Both of the coaches facilitated the game , running , defense , goal keeping , dribbling .. The game seemed to last forever !
I threw myself on the grass after our merciless play . Raina unnie crawled herself beside me .
" I'm < pants > dying . " E- young couldn't hardly say those words .
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All girls were resting for awhile while the boys continued playing , all of them seemed to be energetic and such .
Myungsoo was dribbling the ball as he was running to the goalie at the same time , taecyon came straight to him , bumping at each other , both boys struggled and fell to the ground .
" AHHHH !! " myungsoo ! I gasped !
" myungsoo ! " all of us came to the center of the field .
I quickly knelt down beside him " myungsoo -ah , kwenchana ?? Kwenchana ? Huh ?? " I asked worriedly while shaking his arm .
Myungsoo was grimacing as Minho helped him up , Uee came and Helped Minho assist myungsoo " myungsoo , are you okey ? Are you Hurt ?? " she asked nervously .
Myungsoo stood by himself as he was dusting off the dust " I'm alright . " he smiled at Uee looking worried .
" chillax girls , he just fell . " Junho said to us laughing at our worried expression .
I stepped back a little looking at Uee worrying over myungsoo . I looked down , as I fight the pain to go away .
" kwenchana ? " Minho asked beside me .
I nodded .
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we've been playing and getting lectures from our coach . We all ate dinner together happily since all of us were starving to death !
After dinner , I found a long bench not too far , I sat on the wooden bench with Minho .
" are you okey ?? " Minho asked beside me .
I scowled at him in a silly way " ya.. You've been asking that question all day . "
He frowned " your not right ?? "
I leaned my back and inhaled some fresh air " eun ah is blessed to have you . "
He hit me with his tumbler " yaahh !! " I whined feeling the pain on my head . " you're saying that like your jealous . " he said .
I burst out laughing . " more like .. Envy . " my voice turned too soft .
" aissssh ----- Minho stopped when myungsoo passed by infront of us .
" ohh ! Myungsoo ! " Minho called , myungsoo starred at us " what are you guys doing ? " he asked .
We both looked at ourselves " ahhhhh Amm breathing some fresh air . " I said .
"'ahhhhh . " myungsoo sat beside Minho .
A moment later myungsoo 's phone started ringing , he checked the caller id and scratched his head before answering " WAE ??! "
While myungsoo was busy talking over the phone , I poked Minho , he turned to me and gave me a * WHAT?! * look .
" disappear . NOW " I mouthed
He smirked getting what I was trying to say , to my annoyance , he just MERONG on me . He raised his palm * pay me * XD
* BWOOO ?! *
* 40, 000 won *
I raised my brow * YA!! *
He smiled and sat on the bench comfortablly no plan on leaving . I face palmed myself !
* FINE . OKEY ! * I gestured his to fly away .
He left with victory all over his face .
Sighed . That guy . I actually thought he was normal . Aissh ! XD
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I was left with myungsoo .
He was still talking over the phone " annyeong ! " he sighed in frustration as he turned his phone off .
" ohhh ! Yah . I thought gadgets were confiscated . " I said looking at him with his handy phone .
" ONEW kept calling so coach Chen gave it to me . Ahhh ! I can't believe them, am I a preschooler on a camping trip ? . ! " he said crossed his legs and glared at the poor brushes .
I laughed at him . " they are just worried . " I glanced at his hand and saw a small reddish laceration, it wasn't hard to notice , he was fair skinned and the reddish wound is pretty obvious, it must be the incident earlier . " myungsoo -ah , your wounded . " I said in a concerned tone while looking at his hand .
He hid his hand on his pocket " it's just a small scratched . " he sat comfortably like it was really nothing .
I squinted my eyes with his action . XD , I forced his arm and pulled it out .
" Yahhh . " he said looking at me with my sudden action .
I pulled something out from my pocket. " TADAH !! " I laughed while showing him a band aid , with a cute cat character .
He pulled his hand away " your carrying emergency stuffs now .your improving . " he chuckled and looked away .
I poked his cheeks " deh .. Cause I'm clumsy , I know .. Now , let me take care of your wound . "
He smirked " you , before you start looking out for others , take care of yourself first . " he glanced at my arm and looked away .
I popped my cheeks " ehhh ! Your going to let me treat it or I'm going to break your arm ?! " I yelled making him turned in surprised .
He brust out laughing at my expression probably remembering the night he cured my aching heel " your talking back now ? Waaaahhh who taught you that ? Hahh "
" you . Who else ? Hahaha " I grabbed his hand .
" BWOOO ?! " he pulled his hand back .
I sighed as I was running out of patience . XD
I slapped his wounded hand .
He growled in pain and stood up . " Yaaaa!! " he yelled .
" hahahaha ! And you said its nothing ! " I pulled his to sit down and grabbed his hand .
" want me to extend your servitude ? " he threatened with grinned teeth .
Hahahaha I must have hit hard .
I shook my head , I pulled out an ointment , the ointment he gave me . I opened it , I glanced up at him who was looking bluntly "this will help . So your wounds Wont leave scars " I looked up to see his expression .
He brust out giggling " Yahhh .. Am I that cool to you that your copying my lines ? "
I gave him my sunny smile and paid attention to his wound , I applied the cream gingerly . " apeun? ( painful ?) "
He smirked . I placed the sticker in place . " ahhhh !! So cute . " I said poking his wound .
" ack !! Ya.. " he cried protecting his hand . XD
We were quite for awhile , just feelin the breeze , myungsoo was even closing his eyes . " myungsoo ?? "
" hmmmm ?? " not moving .
" why did you claimed it was you. ,when the truth is jay park was the one who hit me . " I starred at him , waiting for his reaction .
He titled his head and smiled with still closed eyes " waeyo ? Would you believe me If I told you it wasnt me ? It wouldnt change anything now would it ? "
I gulped . Myungsoo -ah , I would have . And it would change a lot . :(
He opened his eyes and sat still and looked serious .
I smiled and stood infront of him . I started bending my knees and taking both my hands to my head and " PYUING ! PYUING!! !! XD " i pouted cutely .
Myungsoo surprisingly brush out laughing clenching his stomach in laugher , he's face was a bit red . " yah .. You have the most frightening aeygo . A Lot Worser than jonghyun ." he said composing his self .
I bowed . " gland you like it . " i watched him laughed for a while " Ammmm .. Myungsoo ? "
He looked at me as he was breathing out recovering from my aeygo . XD " wae ? "
I raised my right hand with eyes closed " EHERM ! I , Soo minhae . Promise . To stay by your side and obey your commands and .. Take care of you . " I gulped hard to say the last words . I was hoping he'l laughed or what , but he didn't ? Huh ? I opened my eyes only to found him sitting there with a poker face expression . He stood up and squinted those mysterious eyes of his and folded his Arms .
He blinked , blinked , blinked again " ya. Barney ,is there something you ate ?" he asked looking at me weirdly .
" BWOOO ? Yah -----
" minhae ? Myungsoo ? "
The both of us turned at the same time . It was .
" Uee -shi . " myungsoo called .
I bit my lip.
" what are you two doing ? " she asked giggling .
I laughed " nothing . Just a slave- master talk . "
She made an " o " expression .
" are you walking back to your room ? " Myungsoo asked .
Uee nodded . " il walk you home . " myungsoo offered .
" ah , I might be disturbing you two and ---
" ANEYO ! You -- you two should go . " I pursued them .
Uee smiled " komawo. "
I sighed watching them leave . :/
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I was hiding behind the bushes and having a HARD TIME , yeah HARD TIME, seeing myungsoo and Uee , did
The gardener forgot to trim these bushes down this morning ?! Sheeessssh ! If eun ah was their boss , theyre are Sooo dead . 😝
I shoved some branches .
Myungsoo was walking beside Uee , they were talking and Uee was slapping myungsoo on his arm like he just cracked a brilliant joke .
Myungsoo ? Telling a joke ? Hah . * rolls eyes *
They stopped at the door where Uee was assigned to stay for tonight .
They faced each other and the two were quite for a moment .
I crawled myself to the nearest tree to see and hear them clearly .
I sneak my eyes to see them . Ahhh. , what am I doing ??
Uee tucked her hair strands to her ear and looked at myungsoo shly .
Myungsoo scratched his head out of awkwardness , he cleared his throat " Ammmm , il be -- going then . You should get in . It's getting late . " he said slipping one hand into he's pocket .
Is he nervous ??
Uee smiled and nodded shly " Amm , yeah .. I should -- go . " she said stuttering .
Myungsoo nodded and took a step back and he turned to walk away .
I sighed in relief , * I felt like I was watching a horror movie and was waiting for the ghost to come out . *
I glanced back at Uee who was still standing there and looking at myungsoo Walking away , she was bitting her lips like she was anxious .
She walked to myungsoo and " MYUNGSOO ! " she turned him to face her and --
" UEE ------ myungsoo was shut up , by Uee lips .
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! 😨
I looked away , ANEYA -- it cant be -- I slowly looked back again that would probably took all the courage I have left .
And to my nightmare , I caught myungsoo raised his hand at the back of Uee 's neck and the other to her waist and ---------
My mouth swang open . I felt like my entire body was cold .
I leaned my back against the tree i gasped some free air , as my shaking hands reached my mouth to cover some dreadful sobs that was about to come out .
I shook my head " ANEYA .. ANEYA myungsoo --.. " i closed my eyes hard , to erase that moment i just saw .. But , its far from possible .. I cursed myself to start running , and disappear on this very spot that I am standing .
I took Weak steps , from Slow to fast walking .. To running .. It didn't hurt how many times i stumbled down , how may times my skin felt a painful
prickle caused my the bushes , or how my feet were both tired of running , or how my lungs couldn't seemed to gasphed some air , it was all nothing . Nothing compared to how I can hear my own heart tearing up into pieces .
I arrived in front of my door , I hurrily held the door knob , but ... It was locked .
I slammed it " Yahhh ! Open up ! Beka h ----- " I stop . I paused . Because I felt my entire body was too weak to even say a single alphabet .
I sat on the vacant bench alone . It was cold and freezing and --- the only warm enough , was my tears . My eyes were burning in pain , I couldn't hold back anymore ..
" ah --- " i held my chest as I tried to release the sob I was suppressing .
My eyes were flowing with tears more tears , its burning touch that flows down my skin was like a knife slicing my skin open , agonizing pain that my heart was also tightening ,
" kwen- kwenchana , kwenchana , kwenchana minhae -shi , you knew .. You knew it would turn out this way .. " I bit my lips so hard as my tears were running down . I started slamming the wooden bench . But the pain from slamming my hand . It was painless , I was numb. Except my heart .
I felt a warm arms embarrassed me .
I slowly looked up .. And saw Minho 's worried eyes . " MINHAE ---
" geu apeun ( it's painful ) , apeun ( painful) , apeun , apeun , apeun , apeun, apeun , apeun, apeun, apeun , apeun, apeun --------
Minho pulled me into a tight hug , " shhhhhhhhhhhhh ... " he's concerned warm hug just made me burst and cried even more ..
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;( , will minhae be able to KEEp her promise to myungsoo ?
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My loyal readers and subbies :( , I wonder if I touched your heart somehow in this chapter , it is forever difficult , one sided love is the probably one of the most painful feeling anyone could ever encounter ..
I would really love to read your comments . :)
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Than u so much to those who always leave comments . I really mean it :) and ! Atlast ! Months of waiting I now have a HOT MYUNGSOO POSTER ! Heheh it was worth the wait after all :)
Love lots ! ,
k.
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