Chapter 27: Reckless Move

I was busy kissing Chanyeol and the next thing I know, he was down on the floor. My legs trembled when I saw Kris punch him really hard.

“You, .” He spat at Chanyeol as he motioned to punch him again.

It was good that I held onto his hand and pulled him away before his fist could land on Chanyeol’s face again.

Why did I even kiss him in the first place?

I made Kris look at me. “Kris, please, calm down.” I told him as I his arm while I hold his other hand tight. . This is all because of me.

I am very stupid that I think I should be in Guinness. Really.

He looked at me with his angry eyes and I won’t complain. It was my fault for kissing back. It was my fault for not looking away. It was my fault for even looking at Chanyeol. I should’ve just gone out of the cafeteria but I didn’t. It was my entire fault.

He sighed hard and hugged my tight as he kissed the top of my head. “Don’t ever do it again,” he told me and I felt .

How could he welcome me with open arms even after everything that happened?

I shut my eyes and buried my face in his chest. Damn it. There’s no other man like this. There will never be another man like him.

He looked at me again, but right now, with a softened expression. “Kim Ashin, you will be the death of me…” He whined. “…and your exes.” He finished as he held my hand and pulled me out of the cafeteria.

And he’s going to be my death. But hell, I would be happy to die because of him.

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“I can’t believe he just let it go.” Gina told me as she sat on my bed. I asked her to come by because I am in dilemma because of Kris’ daughter. I don’t know what to do with her. I don’t like her but I love Kris so I feel like I don’t have any other choice but to like her as well.

“He saw Chanyeol kiss you like that but he just told you to not do it again?” She asked in hysteria. Perhaps, this is unbelievable.

I nodded and she just shook her hands while clapping out loud.

“He is such a martyr.” She told me. “I mean, what kind of guy would want his girl to get kissed by someone else?” She asked me. “And he just punched Chanyeol once and that’s it!” She finished laughing. She could be crazy.

Or maybe I was the crazy one.

What have gotten to my head when I kissed back to Chanyeol anyway? Is it his song? Is it his upgraded looks? I don’t know. Or maybe because of Sooyoung, the daughter again.

Lately, I’ve been thinking of crazy things. What if I just leave Kris and Soojin alone so they can have a happy family?

“Don’t think of anything!” Gina shook me out of my thoughts. “Just be thankful that your boyfriend loves you this much to let it go.”

I sighed at what she said. I know. This should have been a bigger issue if Kris hadn’t let his guard down and just bended. On the other hand, I am the problem. I’m starting to think of breaking up with him because I can’t keep up with his daughter.

I’m starting to think that maybe I don’t love him as much as he does. Sure, I know I love him but what if my love is too little compared to how he loves me?

“And besides, you’re even.” Gina added. “He kissed his ex on the parking lot, too, right?” She told me, making sense.

Then it clicked. Maybe he just let it go because he knows that he did the same thing. That he would kill the next person who’ll kiss me the next time.

I looked at Gina and frowned. “I don’t know what to do. I’m intimidated by his daughter and I don’t know if I can handle that fact that he’s a father.” I said in all honesty.

This is the thing when I am with my b