"You're gonna enjoy this punishment." He whispered huskily. My eyes were wide, what did he mean? I was scared to know. I felt his cold breath on my neck. I shuddered, I didn't like it. All I kept thinking about was Yesung.

"No...stop." I pleaded. He looked at me and smirked.

"But you deserve this." And next thing I knew I was on the floor, only in my bra and underwear with him on top of me kissing my neck. I tried pushing him off me but he obviously a million and one times stronger.

"Please don't." I pleaded through my tears, but he never stopped. He came up to kiss me, not slow or passionate like Yesung, but demanding. I didn't want to kiss him back, but he was growing annoyed. He forcefully opened my mouth and slipped his tongue in. I gagged, I didn't like this. He unhooked my bra and started playing with my s while went to my neck.

"Yesung, please come back." I whispered hoping it would happen. I just wanted this to be over. I felt dirty. Tears were falling down my sides (since I was laying down) and Kyuhyun didn't give two s. Next thing I knew he was off me. I quickly got up and covered my self. I put my clothes on and saw Siwon holding him back.

"ARE YOU AN IDIOT?!" Siwon yelled at him.

"That deserves it!" He spat back. Then Eunhyuk came in.

"Leave, but don't EVER come back. If you do, I will kill you." He warned me. I nodded and threw all my things messily in a bag. Everything happened with in a minute, my head was spinning.

"Your kitchen things are already packed." Siwon said walking up to me and helping me with my things.

"Thanks." I whispered. The other 9 guys were sitting in the living room watching Siwon help me. I said bye in a low voice and walked out. Siwon drove me home in silence. I couldn't even cry anymore, I ran out of tears.

"Why'd you leave him?" He asked breaking the silence. I looked at him and then looked down.

"He said you guys are like his brothers, his family. I didn't want to separate you guys from him. It was so hard for me to tell him that I hate him, that he didn't mean anything to me. It took every ounce of my stregth to not break down crying right there." I said. Siwon looked at me with sorrow filled eyes. "He said he loved me. How could he when he only knew me for such a short time? How could I start to fall for him in only three days?" I whispered.

"He never told you did he?" He asked. I looked up at him and shook my head.

"W-what are you talking about?" I asked. What didn't Yesung tell me?

"The day of your parent's accident, he was the one who saved you. Your dad was still alive and told him to save you instead. Your mom had died instantly. When he pulled you out of the water he gave you CPR and you survived, but when he went back in the water, your dad was gone, he passed away. He pulled them out the water though. Ambulance and cops came and asked him how he did it. He told the cops he saw it and went down to save you guys." He started. Yesung...saved me? "He watched over you all the time. One time he accidentally bumped into you, and he swore that if he could die he would have had a heart attack just from your smile." Siwon smiled. "He started falling for you then and there, just from your smile. When he saw at the concert he didn't believe his eyes, but before he could say anything, Eunhyuk saw you. He thought you were Gyuri. So when you were in the alley he was going to kill you, Yesung didn't come with us. Eunhyuk heard your haert beat and then you were here. Mi Hye, you have to understand Yesung, he's never felt this way about anyone." He finished. We were stopped infront of my house and I didn't even notice, or notice my tears.

"He was there, he saved me." I said putting my face in my hands, crying.

Siwon put his hand on my back, comforting me.

"What am I gonna do? He left, I let him go." I said. I got up and wiped away my tears. "No, I'm not gonna cry. I did the right thing. I'm human, I don't want to become a vampire, it's probably the best for him." I said and opened the door. "Thanks Siwon, for everything." I said and got out. He got out too and walked over to me.

"No problem, you deserved to know. Let me help you." He said and helped me carry my things inside. I looked at him and gave him a thankful smile.

"Thanks, again. I feel like all I said to you is thanks." I laughed alittle, but it didn't at all sound happy. He slightly smiled.

"It's okay. And, don't worry about Ye- him, he's going to be fine, I'm sure of it." He said putting a hand on my shoulder, he figured I wouldn't want to hear his name, it would be too much right now.

"I know." I smiled and then he left. I unpacked my things and called Yoona. She came over in a matter of 10 minutes. I sobbed and told her everything. She told me everything would be okay, that Yesung would be okay. I just wish that I knew for sure. I wish God gave me a sign. I need to know. I sobbed harder knowing that there was no way to know and that he probably WASN'T okay. Yoona hugged me tight and layed me down on my bed, comforting me. I fell asleep in my bestfriends comfort.

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When I woke the next morning, yes morning, I smelt cookies and brownies and fudge and cake. I walked out the room still in my skirt from yesterday and saw my kitchen filled with sweets and Yoona, Jessica, and Yuri standing there baking. I loved them, I may not be as close to Jessica or Yuri as Yoona, but I still told them everything, and they were always there for me, okay so I was as close to them.

"What's going on?" I asked in a croak-y voice. Yuri and Jessica turned back and ran to hug me.

"Are you okay?! Yoona said you had a very bad break up! I'm so sorry!" Jessica said as she pulled away.

"Yea! We came as soon as possible just to bake for you and mend your broken heart with fudge!" Yuri said with a smile. I couldn't help but smile, a small smile.

"I love you guys so much! And I can't say I'm okay, but I will be." I said.

We watched movies and cried, them from the movie and me because of Yesung. God, why was I like this?! We were only together for a few days, why am I only remembering him!? I hate this! I put fudge on EVERYTHING, wanting to drown my feelings in it.

After a while my friends had to leave. I stayed at home and busied myself with cleaning, the bathroom, my room, the kitchen, every single square inch of my apartment. I called my aunt and uncle with fake enthusiasm. I took a shower. I went to sleep. I acted like nothing ever happened. I alreayd vented to Yoona, why do anything else. In a a couple of weeks college would start again and I would go back to being busy with studying, my mind would be off of Yesung. I took a deep breath and covered myself and drifted off to dream land.

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The next couple of weeks were pretty hectic. I went to parties to get my mind off things and I really feel like I'm finally letting go. I started running at morning and night, I had to go shopping for clothes and food and books, so I was busy. It was the first day of school and I left a half an hour early so I could pick Yoona, Jessica and Yuri up so we could find our class.

"So what's up?" Jessica, who was the last person to pick up, she asked as we were driving.

"Nothing really, you guys wanna get some coffee or something?" I asked.

"Yea, sure!" They chorused together. I pulled into a starbucks and we all got out the car. I locked the door and we walked in a bell rang signaling someone walked in. It was a little cafe across the street from our school, it was cute, and the workers were really friendly.

"Annyeonghaseyo! What can I get for you?" The waitress asked.

"Uhm two caramel and two chocolate frappeccinoes please!" I said and she nodded. I looked back and started to talking my friends. I heard the bell and looked toward the door and saw a really cute boy walk in. He had blonde hair and a child like face, but he looked mature. He was with another guy but I didn't pay much attention to him. They came up and ordered two coffees. They got theirs first and we were just waiting for one more caramel frappe. They turned to leave and I got mine and turned around. BAM! I bumped into someone. Coffee and a caramel frappe all over me and the other person.

"OMO! MIANHE!" I heard a slightly deep voice. The person was holding my arms, keeping me balanced.

"Oww!" I whined feeling the hot coffee, what's worse? I was wearing a white shirt, and now everything was showing.

"OMG! You're burning!" I looked up see the cute guy from before, I couldn't help but blush, noticing that he was still grabbing my arms. "Look! You're even blushing cause of the heat." I blushed even more and he let go.

"I-it's fine." I tried sounding like it didn't hurt, but it was burning.

"No you're not!" He said to me and sat me down. He ran to the counter to the girl and came back with some ice. He put it on my stomach and pressed it. My stomach started to feel better, I looked up to see him staring at me. I blushed and looked away.

"So what's your name?" He asked.

"M-Mi Hye." Oh God! I sound like such an idiot stuttering. "You?"

"Yoseob. You're so cute when you blush!" He said pinching my cheek. I blushed even redder and looked down, covering my face.

"So how old are you?" He continued asking like that, my favorite color, number, anything really. When the burn started feeling better I got up.

"Well I have to go now, my friends and your friend are waiting." I said as he got up. I turned around and saw they were gone.

"What friends?" He smiled. I looked at him question. Did he know they left?

"You knew?" I asked, my eyes sort of wide in confusion.

"Yea, my friend, Junhyung took them away, he has that sort of charm." He smiled. I couldn't helo but smile back, he was so cute. 

"So what are you doing Saturday?" He asked.

"No plans." I replied.

"Well, now you do, we're gonna go watch a movie!" He said and grabbed my hand and pulled me out the shop. "Can I see your phone?" He asked, I gave him my phone and when he opened he frowned. "Who's he?" He asked. It was a picture of Yesung asleep. I actually forgot I had that picture. I looked at it and sighed.

"I forgot to delete that." I said to myself and then looked at him and smiled. "Sorry, he's just this guy I used to know, trust me the picture means nothing. See?" I said taking my phone and deleting the picture. It kind of hurt, but it had to be had been done. I looked at him and smiled, and he returned it with a cute smile of his own.

"Okay!" He said and took my phone again. After a couple of minutes he gave me my phone back. "There, you have my number now and I sent myself a message so I will have yours. Let's take a picture!" He said and put his arm around me and took a picture, he kissed me on the cheek, making my eyes widen in surprise. "Aww!! We look so cute!" He said as he showed me the picture. I couldn't help but laugh. He set it as my background.

I have finally moved on from Yesung.