Today was the day finally I decide to get out from home. With the hope that I would meet Dujun oppa who could help me find the address of my old house. But, in the end, nothing goes well. Dujun oppa didn’t seem like wanting to help me at all. And, out of that, why this thing happens… I sigh as embracing my knees on the couch. So, Minseok was there, at the café. And, everything has been revealed. The moment he kissed me, all the memories are back.

     No one knows better than me. I know it now. No one knows better than me how my relationship with Minseok. Even though that was short and like a lightning speed, I know that I loved him so much. The reason? I don’t know, yet. I just fell for him. Fell for him until I could do thing that surprised me. I had asked Tao to turn back the time. And he did. That is why I forgot all about me and Minseok. Now I know why Lu Han keeps coming to me. He wants to really help me. Does he remember everything? Does everyone forget about what happens with that nokken, or Kris, and Victoria? Is Kris really alive? How about Victoria?

     What am I? Minseok did kiss me this noon. I do not die, nor he. So, what does it make us? Does Minseok remember the real situation too, like me, now? Gaahh, to think about this complicated situation, I don’t even know how to bring it myself.

     I am in the middle of staring to the blank ceiling when my phone buzzes means someone is calling me. I glance at my phone and jump a little, knowing that the one who calls me is Dujun oppa’s number. “Yes, hello, oppa?” I answer the call immediately.

     “Do you already make a friend, aside your home mate?” he asks from the other end of the line.

     “What do you mean oppa?” I ask back. “Make friend with whom?”

     “Uhm… just… anyone…,” he sounds thinking about something, “… Do you perhaps know Lu Han?” he adds fast.

     Lu Han? How does he know?

     “Erhm…,” I clear my throat, as slightly feeling nervous, “Do you mean Lu Han from the TV?” I ask back, pretending to not know him is the best thing for now I guess.

    “Yes, that friend. Do you know him?” he sounds impatient.

    “How… m– how can I know I him?” I utter. “He is on TV, and I am here, how can I know him?” I try to speak as usual as possible.

    “I heard you came to EXO concert a month ago? Right?” it’s getting me annoyed, really. He seems doing kind of investigation towards me, or what. “Is it?” He insists.

    “Yah. Oppa, even if I came, how can I know Lu Han personally?” I mutter. “He is a celeb… err, on stage one.”

    “I know.” Dujun oppa sighs. “Okay then, it’s okay, I’ll visit your house probably tomorrow, Sarang. Is it okay?”

    “I’ll be available every time, oppa.” I speak, “… But, how do you know that I came to EXO concert recently?”

    He does not answer me and I can hear a noise surround him. And, he suddenly hangs up the call even before care enough to answer my –important- question. Aish.

The night is getting dark. There is no light whatsoever. I can feel thorns hurt my skin. Ignoring the pain I run through the night. Somehow I can see his silhouette even in the dark. He runs so fast. My mind thinks that it is so strange. Is he running or flying, I don’t know. Whatever he does, I don’t care, as I only care to catch him. I breathe shortly as I can feel my feet hurt a lot because of running non-stop. The sweats keep flooding my temples. He has run faster than ever. I think I will never be able to catch him. So, I have failed…

    “Minseok…,” I can hear my own voice calling the name that I shouldn’t have called. Immediately I open my eyes and the darkness of my room welcomes me. I sigh in frustration realizing that the same dream has come again this night. The same dream that has been on my sleep for several weeks already. But, it’s now getting clearer than previous nights. I sweep the sweats on my face while kicking the blanket away from my body when I see someone standing on the dark. I furrow my brows while standing on my feet. “Lu Han, here already?” I hiss. “When did you come?” I ask while turning on the lamp.

    I can hear Lu Han chuckles before muttering, “Sorry, I have been watching you sleeping.” He then walks to my direction. “The same dream again, huh?” He whispers. His cold breath brushes my skin. I jolt and back away. “… Uhm, sorry.” Lu Han mumbles before taking a few steps away from me.

     “It’s okay.” I say before reaching the door to get some water on the kitchen. Lu Han follows behind me. “Hi…,” I clear