L came to visit you mostly every day. The days he wouldn't visit would be because of L.joe problems or he needed to clear up some issues about BTD and other underground chains from other gangs.

"~~~~~?" L caught your attention. "You're drifting off again."

"Oppa, how long has it been since I've been here?" you looked at him with lifeless eyes.

"About two weeks, why?" L saw you turn your head towards the window again.

"Do you think he's happy right now?" you whispered.

*L.joe again? That's all she thinks about.* L's eyebrows furrowed but you didn't notice. "He's not here anymore so of course he's doing good," L's voice came out a bit harsher than he intended.

You flinched and turned to him. "Oppa, I have a feeling you're lying to me."

L looked you straight in the eye, "I'm not lying."

Tears sprang in your eyes but you didn't let them fall. You just sighed and blinked back your tears as you looked back out the window.

*What made you become like this? All day you look out that window. What are you really thinking?* L's lips pressed into a firm line. "Why do you keep looking out the window?"

"Maybe he'll come visit me someday…" you minutely smiled. "He's probably too busy…"

L's fists clenched up, showing the white of his knuckles. "I'm leaving now. Don't try to escape again, you'll hurt yourself. Eat what they give you. You haven't touch any food besides that spoonful of rice y