As soon as I got into Durami's I changed my outfit into something more comfortable. I'm gonna debut soon, how could I have let this happen?! I will be sharing a place with my group! I won't be able to cope like this. I picked up my phone wthout thinking and pressed my number one on speed dial.

It went straight to voicemail. "Mi-mianhe, saranghae, Seunghyun."

I hung up after saying my words. I really was sorry. Sorry that I was acting that way today, sorry that I managed to get myself into such a mess, sorry that I was the one who was dumb, not him.

To keep myself entertained I switched on the TV and channel surfed until I found myself. I look quite nice in that outifit! I watched the episode of The Return Of Ijimae. I repeated the lines I knew replaying my part.

(Time skip)

"Chaerin!" I gasped relieved that she came. I let her come in before she grabbed somethings from her bags.

"I've bought 2 of them to make sure!" She greeted me happily. "2 Lines for yes one for no."

"Understood!" I replied.

"Oh and Seunghyun is outside waiting for you. Imagine that! Waiting for your love, outside when its very cold! 5 degrees the weather channel said! I respect him lots for this!!" Chaerin told me.

"Wanna know who I don't respect?" I asked her.

"Hmmm, Dae! Who?!" She replied full of life.

"Jongin." I breathed out.

"Bwo?! Wae?!" She shouted.

"I literally bumped into him on my way home. He asked about you. Did you know hes fifteen now?" I told her.

"He's what?!" Chaerin yelled in disbelief.

"Oh and hes at SM! You know where Donghae is!" I carried on.

"Thats why he broke up with me?" She questioned.

"I geuss