I'm such an idiot! How could I do such a thing to her. I thought back to since I was with her. I never really shouted at her.

I really need to make it up to her with her birthday present.

I need to be romantic. Do something new. I thought and thought. My eyes lit up and I remembered what I had waiting for her. I ran to my room and found the lyrics I had written. I looked at it.

Long time no see, you got prettier in the meantime
But you always look pretty to me

But today you look a bit different
You look especially a bit cold
Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity
In front of you, I seem smaller
 

I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject
Though I had so much I wanted to ask you

You cut me off right away
Your long hair flowing
As it hit my cheek and passed away
You turn away and left right away

If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?

But today you look a bit different
You
Nothing comes to my mind
As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back

I remember I started it after I saw her again, 3 years ago.

My mind changed back to her scared face. I really need to fix it all up. Shes scared of me now. A light bulb went off in my head and I scribbled down some more lyrics.

You say that I scare you now
You’re like a moon that makes me go crazy

I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it’ll all disappear
Then you will know baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster

No matter what happens, let’s be forever
When we’re sad, when we’re happy, let’s go till the end
You don’t say that tomorrow
Let’s love like today is the last

I smiled. I liked that verse. It was based on our promise. I looked down at my ring. I kissed it and looked back at the sheet of paper full of scribbles and notes. So much trouble but its worth it.

I woke up. I stretched out and looked around the place.

I smiled. Chaerin fell asleep on her bed. Papers were all over the place. I must've fallen asleep hre last night. And I was supposed to be at Durami's!!

I lookedat my phone. I had five texts and 16 missed calls, all from Durami! It just turned 7 am. I texted her backsaying sorry, I fell asleep at Chaerins!

I remembered all to well what happened last night.

He scares me now. I looked up to the ceiling. No way will I cry over him.

I looked over at Chaerin her Rilakkuma bear lay next to her. I got a blanket and put it over her. Don't want her to catch a cold.

I quietly went down t