“No, No way!” bambam said shaking his head as he flipped of my bed. “No way…” he mumbled again as he continued to shake his head. he moved over to the couch and leaned against the back covering his mouth with his hand.

“Bambam?” I said nervously standing up. He seemed to be taking this differently than I had expected. “Bambam…gwenchana?” I placed a hand on his shoulder gently. to my surprise he knocked it off moving away from me.

“Are serious right now noona?” he said his voice sounding strange. “You and mark kissed?” I bit my lip nodding meekly. Bambam sank to the edge of my bad silently as he continued to stare at the floor.  “Why…” he said finally.

“What?” I said not catching what he meant.

“Why mark.” He said looking up to me. There was anguish in his eyes. “Why is it mark!” he said jumping up angrily. I opened my mouth to say something but shut it again completely at a loss for words.

“It…wasn’t planned bambam…I didn’t intentionally kiss him.” I said completely bewildered by his reaction.

“Of course you didn’t.” he said shaking his head laughing bitterly. “Kairen-ah!” bambam said frustrated. “Don’t you know? Can’t you tell.” He said coming to stand in front of me. Bambam may have been younger than me but he was at least as tall as me, but he felt so much bigger and intimidating right now.

“What bambam? I don’t understand why you are like this?” I said reaching out attentively to touch his arm. He grabbed my wrists holding them tightly in between us so I couldn’t touch him.

“Of course you don’t! Because you would never look at me like that! I like you kairen, I’ve always liked you and I’ve always been there for you.” he said honestly. “But why is it you choose mark!” I looked at him wide eyed. Bambam liked me? He’s always liked me?

“What about that girl?” I asked completely confused.

“I liked her, but not as much as you! I thought she could help me get over you because I knew you wouldn’t like me!” he said his frustration building. I felt so sorry for bambam because I knew exactly where he was coming from.

“Bambam…I’m so sorry…I never knew.” I said softly.

“Forget it.” he said dropping my hands as he stepped away from me.

“Hey…how could you leave me alone down there!” mark said suddenly bursting into the room making me and bambam jump startled. mark looked between me and bambam confused. “What’s going on?” he asked curiously. Bambam whirled around grabbing his bag and hurried from the room bumping shoulder roughly with mark as he left. Mark looked to me shocked.

“What’s up with bambam.” He said confused. I couldn’t speak…I was in utter shock.

“Nothing…but I’m not feeling well…maybe you should go with him.” he said trying to seem normal. I gave him a small smile but he didn’t seem to by it.

“Arrasso…” he said skeptically. “I’ll see you later then.” He said watching me as he left the room.  When he was gone I groaned sitting on the back of the couch before letting myself fall over it onto the sofa.

“Yah! Bambam! Wait up!” I called out running down the road after the hurried figure of bambam. “Why are you in such a hurry.” I said when I caught up to him. I flung an arm over his shoulder playfully. To my surprise h shoved me away from him. “What’s your problem bambam?” I said laughing shocked. Bambam just glared at me before moving off down the road again. “Hey….did I do something to make you mad? R did you and kairen get in a fight?” I said still trying to figure out what was wrong with my dongsaeng.  Bambam stopped and turned giving me the most dangerous glare I think I had ever seen come off his face.

“Do you like Kairen?” he said laughing but it didn’t sound happy.

“What…anni…what are you talking about?” I said shaking my head. Bambam bit his lip nodding as he turned and started off down the road again. “Bambam! Why did you ask that?” I said grabbing his shoulder so he would stop running from me. he whirled around smacking my hand from his shoulder as he swung out with his other connected a fist to my jaw. It packed quite a punch for him being so tiny and I found myself stumbling before falling to the ground on my . I grabbed my jaw staring up at a fuming bambam.

“You don’t even like her!” he yelled angrily. “You are so careless mark! You don’t care about anyone else’s feelings and you never have! What about Ae sook huh! Did you just use her too!” bambam was practically screaming at me now, I could hear tears in his voice and see them on his cheeks. He was standing over me as he yelled and I could honestly say I had never seen bambam like this before.

“Hey! What’s going on here?” Jb yelled, as him and the others ran over to us. Yugyeom grabbed bambam pulling him back away from me.

“Let me go!” bambam said shaking yugyeom off angrily. “I can’t stand him anymore!” he yelled pointing at me. “People call jackson the womanizer in this group, the bad boy…the only bad person here as far as I can tell is you mark!” bambam yelled still pointing at me furiously. He grabbed his bag off the ground where he had dropped it and moved stormed off shoving yugyeom and jr off him as they moved to stop him.

“What the hell mark…what happened?” youngjae said from his crouched position beside me.

“I don’t know…he just punched me out of know where then started freaking out.” I said wiping the tiny bit of blood from my lip. he had hit me really hard.

“Mark…did you like…do something to a girl or something?” jackson said coming over. “That seemed to be what he was talking about.” I shook my head as I stood up.

“Anni, he seemed fine when he got to kairen’s but by the time I got up to her room his mood had-“ I stopped mid-sentence snapping my head up to look where bambam had disappeared. “Oh god.” I said shaking my head.

“What?” yugyeom said worry in his voice, he was probably the most worried about bambam…they were the best of friends.

“I don’t know…but…” I stopped not knowing if I should say something but it could be the only explanation. “Before bambam had gotten to kairen’s house me and here had been talking…I might have…kissed her.”

“You might have?” Jb said shocked.

“Ok…I kissed her, I think she told bambam. He was already touchy because he didn’t want to lose her as a friend.” I said thinking this sounded increasingly like the reason he was acting like this. Yugyeom let out a long groan catching my attention.

“Pabo! Don’t you ever pay attention to your friends?” he said before running off at full speed after bambam. I looked around at the faces of my group as they all stared at me with disapproval on their faces.

“What…what did I miss?” I said still not understanding.

“You really are clueless to your friends.” Jackson said shaking his head. “You couldn’t tell the way bambam felt about kairen?” my mouth dropped open in shock.

“How…does he…feel” I said thinking I knew but wanting clarification.

“He’s in love with her fool!”