Wanting you.
Will you ever love me?I've fallen for her. This wasn't supposed to happen. I wasn't suppose to fall for my wife. Furthermore I wasn't suppose to care about her.
HaeJin moved my hands away from her. I felt empty without her touch.
"Goodbye Kim Jongin"
Don't leave. I couldn't move. I heard the slam of the door. Why couldn't I tell her? Why? I don't know what to do?
HaeJin POV.
It's been a week since I left kai. I miss him everyday. I guess it will take longer to get over him. I've fallen too deep. Too deep to find a way out.
I've been staying at a hotel right now, why? Easy I didn't want my poor mother to find out that her daughter is a failure and a burden and that she is not worth loving. It's lonely.
At school I see kai. He tries to talk to me but I can't face him. I hideaway at the rooftop. In fact I'm right there now.
"Jinnie!" I turned around it was luhan.
"Hannie!" I smiled.
"How are you?"
Hurt. Lonely.
"Okay I guess"
"Don't lie to me Hae Jin. I know what happened"
"Please luhan. Can we not talk about it"
"Just so you know I'm not talking to kai. He lost you and like I said he will lose me"
All I could do was nod my head. He truly stuck to his words. But I felt bad.
"Talk to him luhan"
"Why?"
"Please just for me"
All I heard was a sigh from luhan.
"Fine, but his been looking for you"
I know.
"Ah" was all I could say.
"Luhan I'm leaving"
"What?! Where?!"
"Australia after school"
"But but Jinnie "
Luhan looked sad.
"I'm sorry hannie. I have to. Have a fresh start. I need to leave. Kai can be happy then" I fought back the tears.
"But h-"
"Please LuHan, promise me you won't tell him"
I looked at luhan. Hoping.
"I" he just nodded his head.
"Thank you"
I leaned my head on LuHan's shoulder.
"I will miss you oppa"
"I will too" we both sat in silence. Watching the clouds move.
Kai's POV.
It's been a week since she left. I feel so lonely. Guilty. I should be happy right? Why don't i feel that way?
I've been wanting to talk to her but every time I come close too she leaves.
I had to find. I needed her.
"Hey baby" oh god.
"What is it?"
"What is wrong with you?"
"Kiyoung we need too talk"
"About what?"
She tried to hug me but I moved her away.
"Yah what is wrong with you?"
"Nothing, I just think we should break up"
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