Hi there everyone ... I'm so sorry I've been so late on updating my stories, out of all honesty you guys will never know how stress I am right now...It's all about school and university entrance. I see my life as being up right now I can't do anything right, right now I'm just in a world of pain and getting myself sick cause of all the stress...Seriously guys I just want to leave it all behind and run away....If I had a choice I would run away already but I know my family would always look for me at all cost...I just hate it, crying by myself and trying to just hold back the tears when I'm in school is just so hard I hate it so much.

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“Is that So Eun?” asked Jaejoong as he drove a little closer to get a better view.

Your POV:

“ of all people Jaejoong has to see me like this...” you cursed to yourself.

“ Kim So Eun-sshi” Jaejoong said softly not believing if he has seen the right person.

“ Mr Kim...” you said awkwardly

“What are you doing here?” asked Jaejoong coldly, not wanting to sound like he cares.

“I was just catching a taxi...so please go ahead...” you said gesturing for him to leave you here.

“Pabo...” Jaejoong said without thinking.

“What?” you asked astonished.

“ Why would a taxi be lurking around a rich area when everyone here owns a car?” asked Jaejoong in disbelief.

“Oh right...” you said just realising how dumb you were to stand there waiting for a taxi.

“Hop in” Jaejoong said coldly.

“what...No I shouldn’t, it would be a bother to you, I don’t want to waste your precious time” you said hoping the Jaejoong would get the drift that you didn’t want to ride in his car.

“Just get in right now, there’s old erted man lurking around in the area if you wanted to walk all the way to the company” said Jaejoong.

With the mention of old erted men lurking around when you’re walking, you had chills coming out of your spines. And without saying another word you hopped into Jaejoong’s car.

“Took you long enough” complained Jaejoong.

It was awkward enough for you to sit in his car after three years of not seeing each other, so you chose to be silent and just looked out the window.

*Jaejoong’s thought*

“ So Eun you sure change a lot, look at what your wearing. Short pants that reveal your thighs, dam those thighs are so long how come I have never realise it when I slept---....Yah Kim Jaejoong get a hold of yourself, it’s only a thigh it’s not like you’ve never touched a thigh before...I think I’m going crazy” sighed Jaejoong as his thoughts continued on.

You were quietly stealing glances at Jaejoong, but you could see that cold sweats were now forming on his forehead and without a consideration you placed your hand on Jaejoong’s forehead.

“Are you sick?” you asked out of the blues.

“Yah So Eun what are you doing?” asked Jaejoong surprise at your action.

“Why are you sweating Jaejoong-sshi”

And that does it, Jaejoong-sshi is what made Jaejoong come back to earth with his thought. Without another word from Jaejoong, he stood on the gas pedal hardly and parked on the side of the road.

“Dam-it So Eun after three years of leaving me without bothering to call me or tell me that your safe, now your here asking me if I’m sick and being all worried about me. Seriously So Eun who do you want to fool with your act” said Jaejoong out of his anger as he took your hands away from him.

“I...I thought that you’re sick and it won’t be safe to drive” you said looking down at your shirt as if it was the most interesting thing you have ever seen.

“What?...too guilty to even look at me?” asked Jaejoong

You didn’t know what to do so you just stayed silent.

“huh...I guess it’s true, what?...you got dump so now you’re running back to me now hoping that I would take you back...Wake up So Eun I don’t love you anymore”

And that does it for you, Jaejoong seriously pissed you off. Tears of pain and sorrow are now threatening to fall out of your eyes, but you swear to not cry in front of Jaejoong anymore.

“Jaejoong-sshi thanks for the ride but I don’t think I should ride