Chapter 40:
Envelope- to Death, my Friend

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30/12/2013

Dear future Death, aka Nana my roommate,

Your butler is standing beside as I write this letter; he must have sensed that I wanted to send you a few words. I had to collect everything I wanted to tell you on a leather diary before writing on this, I had a reputation of having the shortest memory hahaha.
Nana, I’m sorry if I made it look like I forgot you. I never did, it hurt to see your reaction when you thought I couldn’t recall you at all. I only did this for the best; I knew how you felt towards me. I knew it would hurt you to see me with Juyeon while you felt in such way. Instead, I wanted you to erase those feelings so I had to do such a harsh decision. I wished for you to find someone else, and fix up that wound. Were you able to fall for someone?

I’m sure you still wonder why Jungah unnie’s hair didn’t fall, right? Two days ago, when we passed the day talking, she confessed she refused any kind of treatment (those medications contain some stuff that make you go bald, according to sis’s explanation) because she felt she would die soon anyway. /Sigh/ Not really thoughtful in my opinion... She wasn’t completely wrong tho, she did die, at noon and I had to take her soul. (Seriously, the job of a death messenger wasn’t meant for people with hearts.)
Is it normal that your pet gave off such strong vibes to make me recall Jinah? I was worried and scared for what that could mean. I really miss my baby. Did you know you reminded me of her? That’s what I really loved you, and I wish I could’ve seen you another time. Nana-ya, where were you?

As I think of it too, what happened to Nicole? Two days weren’t enough for me to find how she’s doing. I couldn’t contact her at all… I think you both could’ve been really good friends. If you meet her one day, please tell her I miss her a lot!

I’m pretty sure I had more to write… I admit it, I forgot the diary at home so I’m having trouble finding s