You woke up early in the morning and finished getting ready to go out. Today was Sunday, last night you texted Siwon if he could accompany you to the church and luckily Siwon agreed. You felt that you needed some fresh air before you met Leeteuk today so you asked Siwon to go together to a church.

“Siwon-ah, where are you?” You called Siwon via cell phone, hoping that he was awake already.

“Oh noona, I don’t think we can make it today…Leeteuk hyung is here and he’s going to your room right now” Siwon said.

“Jung Soo oppa?” That was the only respond from you. You didn’t know whether you should be happy, sad or maybe angry knowing that Leeteuk was already on his way to your room.

Your POV

“Yeah, he said he wants to have some time with you…you probably should go with him instead of me right noona?” Siwon continued.

“Oh yeah…I guess...” I didn’t know why but I realized there was a bit of disappointment in my voice when Siwon suggested that I should go with Jung Soo oppa instead of him. As soon as I ended my call with Siwon, Ji Hyo came to my room.

“Omo…you guys have an early date today…Leeteuk’s here ____-ah. I was really worried, but thanks god that you guys didn't fight at all.” Ji Hyo smiled happily. I faked a smile at her and she also probably thought I was going out with Leeteuk since I was already dressed up nicely to go to the church. I went out to the living room where I found Jung Soo oppa sat on the couch and was staring down blankly and sadly.

“Oppa!” I sat next to him and greeted him cheerfully. I decided that I won’t be getting mad at him, besides why should I get mad? Surely, he wasn’t at fault and I don’t want people to think I’m such a crazy-jealous girl type.

“_____-ah” He smiled weakly as he hugged me, I really missed his warm hug even though we haven’t met only for a few days. I faked a happy smile so that he didn’t notice I was fighting with my mind that I should just act like nothing happened when he was in Japan.

 “_____-ah…have you saw the news?” Jung Soo oppa asked me with his worried eyes.

“It’s okay, oppa…” I smiled as I his cheek not wanting him to know that I was crying all night.

“Okay? You’re not…not mad?” He asked confusedly.

“I’m fine with it…now can we please talk about something else? Like what you did in Japan? Oh that doesn’t sound right…well I mean…where did you…” I was asking him groggily when he suddenly shut me off by kissing me on the lips. My eyes widen as I felt his warm lips but then the scene where Yoona kissed him popped out in my mind and I pushed him away from me. What was happening with me? Why I couldn’t kiss him? I wanted to kiss him but all I saw was Yoona smirking while kissing him…

“_____-ah…why?” He asked me, surprised with what I just did.

“Ah…well nothing…Oppa, do you want to eat? I’m hungry, lets go get some food.” I said as I got up from the couch. I was about to walk but Jung Soo oppa grabbed my wrist and stopped me.

“What was that?” He asked coldly.

“Nothing oppa, I’m just hungry…” I lied again while looking away from his scary gaze…only if I could tell him that I couldn’t kiss him right now.

“Getting better at lying huh?” He teased me coldly as he held my wrist stronger that it made my wrist hurt.

“Oppa, it hurts…” I said as I tried to release my wrist from his grip but Jung Soo oppa was strong. I couldn’t release my wrist from his grip and instead he just pulled me closer until our faces were just inches away.

“Why are you shaking?” He asked coldly, I just looked away from him instead of giving him an answer. Jung Soo oppa was scary and I didn’t know why he acted like this. He should have apologized to me by now but instead he acted like he was going to kill me.

“Answer me!” He raised his tone making my tears suddenly burst out.

“See…you’re not fine at all…then why are you lying and acting like you are fine? You should just let it all out to me, yell at me, hit me, slap me or anything…it’s fine as long as you will feel better” Jung Soo oppa lowered his voice as he wiped my tears. He was right, I should just let it all out instead of acting and pretending to be fine like this. He then pulled me into hug and I cried on his chest making his top all wet because of my tears.

“Bad guy! You didn’t tell me anything about kiss on the stage!!! You didn’t even text and call me!” I said still crying as I hit his chest several times.