Kibum`s POV

Fire. There was a fire in my lungs, burning and burning. I couldn`t take it, it was to much, to huge. And it got bigger with every second that passed away. Until it almost got erased by a strong wave of suffocating water.

My head was pounding. It felt as if someone was hammering their mallet onto my skull. Again and again, never stopping. My body screaming, so loud for much needed air. My body fighting for the surface. Trying to save me.

But my strength slowly left me, only could grab onto the person trying to drown me. Hoping he will let it end soon, so I wouldn`t feel the pain anymore.

I thought I was swimming for minutes, so many minutes, but it only were a few seconds. So many painful seconds, until his grip finally loosened a bit. His grip now so gentle and soft as if he never wanted to hurt me. It felt so strange. But only then I thought about opening my eyes.

I was so cold by now, so cold.  And as if reading my mind, he pulled my body to him. I could feel his warm chest against mine, could feel his heart beating against mine. So fast, so fast. I looked into his eyes, never breaking our contact. He felt like an angel, I wanted to cry.

I almost forgot myself. My mind light and dizzy. The last piece of air slowly leaving my lungs and I could see the worry in his eyes. Why was he worried? Didn`t he want to dead? So why is he touching me a