Jonghyun`s POV

I had a feeling of foreboding when I touched the handle of the still closed door.  This heavy feeling in my chest, it just got worse with every movement I made at that time. And I could nothing but hope, so desperately. I wanted it to happen, I wanted it so much.

The teacher opened the door as I couldn`t move a muscle. She looked at me weirdly, thinking I was just nervous. And nervous I was. Oh please, let it be right now and not another day, another age. Let me see you right now, I won’t bear the disappointment again. I took a shaking breathe and followed her, not daring to look at all the students right now. Would I see your face among them?

But I could feel it, I could feel that one stare burning into my soul. And I couldn`t help it, I couldn`t help but look up into the mass of people in front of me. I didn`t even have time to look at everyone as I found the eyes I longed to find for so long. Our gazes met in the middle of the room.

And I could only think of how beautiful you still were. You haven`t changed much. Your eyes still won`t let me go. I could hear them screaming at me, almost too loud to hear you whisper my name with shaking letters. And I almost cried thinking of you remembering me.

But I didn`t notice, I couldn`t notice other things around me happening. Couldn`t feel the others stare at me, my teacher trying to talk to me, couldn`t notice tears falling down my burning checks. Breathtaking, that’s what this moment felt like. I was lost, we were