Jonghyun`s POV

You laid here next to me, still exhausted from recent activities. I held you tight to me, not daring to let you go again, not daring to let you slip away again. I would never stop. I would never stop trying. I would never stop losing my breath as you met my gaze, still lingering on your sweaty body. A beautiful smile graced you face, it made my heart beat faster. One thing that won`t change, ever.

You touched my arm with your warm hand, it made its way up to my shoulder. Your fingertips over shivering skin and wandered slowly up to my face. I couldn`t help but fall into your touch. It was so comforting, loving. Something I probably missed the most.

You looked into my eyes again, I never noticed our gaze breaking. These deep orbs were shimmering so beautifully. They reminded me of silver fishes swimming with oceans waves. Or cold moonrays, like they were shining that night. And I couldn`t help but kiss those eyelashes, keeping them inside, only for me to see. How did I ever deserve someone like you?

Someone as beautiful as you.

Promise you won`t ever leave. I wanted to say, but who am I to ask for something like that? It´s not in my hands after all. I could only hope, like I did all these episodes of pain before. You did the same, right? How could you not, when I loved you so deeply?

“Say, Jonghyun.”   

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