Jonghyung`s POV

How much time passed since I saw him? I didn`t know. I lost time completely while keeping myself alive. Somehow, I made it. I didn`t know how, but I did. And I hadn`t a scratch too. Now, hours after the battle.

We were slowly turning our backs against the battle field and made our way home. At least I think we could call it like that. But even now, I couldn`t take my mind away from him. From this breathtaking angel I dared to save. I only could hope no one saw me, him and my attempt to keep him alive.

I only could hope that no one took notice of my nervous gaze and tense body.

I wanted to see him again, touching him just to feel his smooth skin again. I couldn`t place this strange feeling right now. I didn`t understand back then and even now I still couldn`t. What is he doing to me? I don`t even know his name.

I want to know it, want to hear his voice too, wanting him to say my same with his tender lips, even whispering it into the night air.

I slowly tried to remove myself from the others. Going slower and slower, until reaching the end. I hope no one catched my act. Seeing how I pretended just to vanish into nothing. Letting myself fall even faster. The cold winds almost cutting my skin, making me feel numb and helpless for one moment.

I almost forgot where I was and what I wanted to do.

Just bef