Kibum`s POV

They dragged you away, away from me. With fast steps and strong arms, holding you tighter and tighter, so you can`t run away, run to me. Now I`m left behind with broken sobs and stoned expression. Left behind with teary eyes and cold skin. Yearning for you, yearning for your sweet voice saying my name in soft whispers.

I can still see your eyes, as they locked with mine, as did my soul at the same time. I can still see you caving me as much as I do you right now and did all these passing days. These passing days of missing you, missing you with every beat of my heart. It`s hammering my painful lullaby.

Soon you are gone, I can`t see you anymore. Only your sweet scent is left for me to dream about you again. Surrounding slowly blurring in front of my eyes. The others slowly leaving with you. As did the rest of your scent with blowing winds. Drying flowing tears and falling raindrops.

Soft muttering filling my ears. He didn`t die, why didn`t he die? They asked each other. Hushing as they did notice my little interest in their talks. Of course he didn`t die, but they can`t know the reason. It would be the end, the end of him and me too. Father would know, soon he will know. He saw me that day, as I passed his gates again. Broken and not as bright as before, now a demon being brighter as he should be.

This is my fault, my fault alone. But why don`t I feel bad? Feel