Jonghyun`s POV

Leaving my angel behind was the hardest thing I ever had to do. It almost ripped me apart to leave him lying in the golden morning sun. I wanted to keep his picture in my mind forever. I still can see his glistening skin as I opened my eyes from happy dreams of him.

I cried a lonely tear as I touched his skin for the last time, as my fingertips his soft hair for the last time. My eyes traveled along beautiful eye lashed, along small mountains of pink lips and high cheek bones that mirrored a breathtaking sunrise. Why does it have to be like this?

I wanted to see his deep eyes for at least one last time, wanted to hear his rough morning voice saying that he loved me, wanted his small arms to embrace me for our sad goodbye, wanted his slim fingers to brush my tears away, wanted to feel his fast heartbeat against mine again.

Now I only could stare at the picture in my memories as my feet carried me away from his sleeping form, away from thoughts as light as a feather, away from happy dreams. The comforting melodies of the wind my only accompaniment. Singing songs on my long way that lead back home, leading over big sand dunes and hot sunrays.

But the burning feeling on my feet didn`t compare to the pain in my black heart. My waterless body not even able to scream his name as more tears dried, leaving debris of salt banks on hard stone rocks. Oh, h