Jonghyun`s POV

It felt so strange at first. Something I wasn`t expecting, though I always felt like it would be like that. This place was so empty. I wished he would be by my side, but maybe… maybe he is. I just can`t feel him. I can`t feel anything here. I was floating, floating in darkness. With nothing surrounding my lonely spirit. How long will I be here?

How long will it take to see him again?

Or will I be here for eternity?

I don`t know. I couldn`t know. There was only one person with enough power to know it and that person wasn`t on our side anymore. No, he wasn`t on our side all the time. Now who am I to plead to with my sorrows? Everything left me already. And I couldn`t do anything about it. I could just wait here, wait for something to happen.

And I could hope. It will be the only thing inside me, blooming like a beautiful flower. Bright and colorful, its scent so sweet it could make you happy just thinking about it. Only that it made me want to cry. I wanted to cry, so maybe he would hear me somehow. So maybe he would know that I`m here with him too, floating just next to him. Stretching out my nonexistent fingertips, touching his crying soul.

He only had my promise and a sweet kiss after all. Its painted onto his flickering spirit, flickering like a small flame. I almost felt like touching it for real. But as much as I tried, I just couldn`