Kibum`s POV

Love is a scary thing. Surrounding you like darkness, beautiful as crystal tears in warm sunrays. I wanted to protect my love. Wanted to save it, keep it, keep it all to myself until eternity would engulf me as I took my last breath. My last breath saying only your sinful name. Jonghyun…

But now you were the one holding my hand tight, as I stood here, body as cold as ice. Wide eyes still staring onto the ground, mind hoping that at least you wouldn`t get hurt. That he wouldn`t let them lay a hand on you. I wouldn`t care, wouldn`t care if it was me instead.

Please don`t hurt him, please don`t hurt him. I chanted in my head. Fathers disappointed eyes boring through my back. His eyes burning my soul, Jonghyun`s hand the only thing keeping me sane.

“I ask you again. What do you think you are doing, Kibum?”

Anger clearly painted his words. Voice barely keeping calm. I never saw father so angry before. It made my body shake in fear, mind almost shutting down in agony. I`m sorry, I`m sorry I wanted to say so desperately. Only crystal tears able to say it for me.

“Answer me! Are you going to betray me?”

His voice booming like thunder, quivering like a big earthquake. No, no, I wanted to scream. I never wanted to betray you. Never, never. I just love, love him so much.

“Seize him!”

I heard h