Kibum`s POV

It hurt so much, so much as my heart hammered in my chest like a fish in need of air. Trashing around to find its way back into the fresh water. And I felt so deaf, my eyes were deaf. But it felt so good at the same time. I almost felt alive, like he blew the sticky dust from my heavy heart with only one single breath.

It felt so good, I never wanted to stop. Feeling his soft lips on mine and hair strands tickling my sensitive skin. Hand holding hand, fingers snaking its way between his sweaty ones. Hearts beating like crazy, but somehow playing the same melody. Making blood rush in our bodies and coloring skin softly as he locked his eyes with mine. Smelling the scent only he had.

And as this sweet touch ended all too soon, I couldn`t help but feel so lost again. Like I lost just something so precious to me. He gazed so lovingly at me, that my legs felt weak. I felt like fainting right that moment. Still, he held onto me so tightly as if not wanting to lose this touch either.

I could feel my heart. Telling me so many things, so many things it never did before. My heart knew it all along what I was feeling right now. Still, my mind told me otherwise. Warning me. This can`t end in a good way. My mind told me, every moment I was by his side. And it scared me, it scared me so much. I don`t want to lose him, not to anyone.

I think we both knew. It just made me so s