Jonghyun`s POV

With a heavy heart I reached my goal all too soon. Feet dragging over the dirty ground, not caring to take proper steps. Wanting to bring me back to my own heaven, to my beautiful angel.

Kibum…

Will I say your name for the last time now? Will I cry for you for the last time now? When will my heart stop beating so fast for you?

So fast with every thought of you, with every smile of you, with every memory haunting my restless mind. Such painful beats, singing to the hot stone walls around me. Echoing my dreadful melody. Bringing them back to my bleeding ears and screaming soul.

It screams so loud, so loud. But you can`t hear my painful screams anymore, can`t see my tears, falling down like rain in a hot summer storm. Your body already passed these heavy bright doors you told me from. Your feet now feeling warm cotton-like paths. It left me, it left me so alone here. Your warm hand can`t reach mine anymore.

Did you leave your soul to the stars like me? Will I feel less lonely with it looking down to me? Watching my pitiful cries. Pitiful cries as I left mine to you too. Passing hell fire and burned flesh. Why didn`t it hurt so much like it always does? Feeling the fire burning my skin didn`t hurt anymore.

Why…

Why does it hurt no more? Why does my heart bleed instead to its core? Leaving one single tea