Jonghyun`s POV

They don`t see it. They don`t see the pain, the pain I can see in those blue eyes. They don`t see your heavy tears. They pour down like rain from dark and black clouds. Clouds we couldn`t escape from. Those clouds we call love. This unfair love.

I want to say your name, as I saw you standing there. Standing there with shaking legs, almost falling down onto the ground. Standing there with afraid eyes, pleading me. Calling me to come to you, to touch you again, to love you again. But you shake your head, saying I shouldn`t. I shouldn`t do such reckless things.

So I only could watch you breaking down. Not your body, but your weak soul. It screamed at me, so desperately loud. And I just wanted to finally hold you again. But I can`t, not now.  Don`t look at me like this, please don`t let me look at you too. So I closed my eyes as your first tear fell all so slowly. The pain increasing with every millimeter it your skin.

They still hold me tightly. So tight it hurt, but they can`t hurt me, not anymore. Soon they dragged me away, leaving him. His soul lying lifelessly under a blossoming tree. Your tears being the water of its life. Your screaming being its sweet lullaby. It looked so beautiful, so deadly beautiful.  

A lonely tear walking along my eyelashes. My lonely tear being your companion in your dismay. Don`t worry. Don`t worry too much, I will by you