Walking out of the house I make my way towards Pa Rang University.

Walking through the university one day, I had come across their music section. There I had found a studio.

What no one in the world but my father knew about me was that I was musical. I played the piano, guitar and sometimes when I had enough courage I would sing.

Music gave me peace. It made me happy. I was just too nervous to ever persue it as a career.

My songwriting wasn't too bad either and through lyrics I had taught myself how to speak fluent english. I always preferred to sing in english. Not many people in Korea could understand so I chose to write songs that would not get me ridiculed considering I was the only one that understood them.

Just as I was walking to the crossing I could hear a tiny voice calling for me. Turning around I see its little brother Euon Jo. Slowing down I give him a chance to catch up. Once he reaches me I make a decision

"Euon Jo, I'm going to show you a secret okay. You mustn't tell anyone alright?"

"Noona where are we going?"

"Just trust me okay" was the reply he got

As we made our way to the university I could tell Euon Jo was bursting with questions but I would subtley avoid his stare. After walking for half an hour we made our way to the music department of the university. Opening the door to the studio, I turn to Euon Jo and say

"Just sit quietly and wait till I'm done. I'll answer any questions then okay?"

He slowly nods as I make my way towards the piano

Lifting the lid I left my finger flit around they keys experimentally. Euon Jo just stares at me in suprise.

Starting the meldoy of a song I had composed afew days ago I decided to add my lyrics.

What have I done? I wish I could run.
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me
To get it right?
To get it ri-igh-ight?

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me
To get it right?

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth, that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight?

Tears are streaming down my face as Euon Jo runs to me and hugs me saying

"That was beautiful Noona. I never knew you were so talented and you can speak english too. Why do you hide how smart you really are"

With a gracious smile I thank him

"Its just a song I wrote afew days ago. I've always loved music"

He really is such a sweet kid

The studio door opening ruins our moment

"Your little brother is right. It was very beautiful. I'm Ki Young. Music producer and I'd like to hear more"