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My nerves have just hit the roof. Walking on stage I have the sudden urge to run.

I turn to my familys table and they are all looking up at me with wide smile and I know that I wouldn't have the heart to let them down.

Subconciously I turn to Seung Jo. Hes stares at me then gives a tiny smile that makes my heart flutter.

Turning aroung I see the back up singers and band are all ready and waiting for me to begin.

Closing my eyes I let the music wash over and let go

Here in the Dark
I stand before you
This is my chance to show you my heart
This is the start, this is the start.

I have so much to say and I'm hoping
That your Arms are open
Don't turn away, don't you need me?
But you have to hear me.

Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
Love me, but don't tell me who I have to be
Here's who I am,
I'm what you see.

(I chanced a look at my little brother and he had a tear strolling down his face)

You said I had to change and I was trying

(I couldn't help but stare at Seung Jo who just stared back in awe)

But my heart was lying
I'm not a child any longer
I am stroooongerrrr

Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
Help me, to move on but please don't tell me how
I'm on my way, I'm moving out

(My father looks like hes so proud of me)

In this life we've come so far
but we're only who we are (who we are)
Courage of love (Courage of Love)
will show us the way (Show us the way)
Unlock the power
To stand up and saaaaa--aaaaayyy (Stand upppp)

(Up and say!)
Herreeeee's where I stand
Here's who I am
(Stand Up) I'll be counting, counting on you
If you're with me, we'll make it through

Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
Love me, Love me, Love me, and we'll make it through

(I can't help it. This song was written for Seungo so I sang it to him as though he was the only one in the crowd)

Here's where I stand,
Baby, Baby, Baby, I'm counting on you

Here's where I stand
Love me, Love me, Love me, and we'll make it through

I'm counting, Oooh,
I'm counting,
I'm counting, I'm counting onn....
Yooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

(Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
I'm counting on you)

(Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
We'll make it through)

(Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
I'm counting on you)

(Here's where I stand,
Here's who I am
We'll make it through)

As the song came to an end an earsplitting applause rang out in the room. My eyes blurred as emotion took over and I gave my thanks.

Hopefully that performance would help me move my music career forward. Maybe it would open Seung Jos heart alittle more too.

Ha Ni he doesn't even realise that its you singing.

That thought dimmed my happy little bubble. Still I smiled through the accolades.

Suddenly Lee Shin is walking on the stage with a microphone and honestly its making me kind of nervous.

He smiles at me but faces the crowd and say "I know its unusual at a gala but we'd like to open the floor to any questions that anyone has for the lovely Honey"

With that my nerves once again skyrocket seeing all the hands in the air.

What am I getting myself into?

AUTHOR NOTE

ok peeps i know the story is dying but i only decided to start writing this because i was bored one night and i finished reading the other fanfics

and as you can tell im not korean and the only korean flicks iv seen are BOF, playful kiss and heartstrings so if any names are familiar its because those are the only names that i know lol my bad haha

any way i dont think many people would know the song in this chapter but it was fitting so go on youtube and look up

Tiffany Taylor- Heres where i stand

its from a movie called camp

:)