Bright white walls are what I wake up to.

Oh great I'm back in the hospital. What happened this time?

"Ha Ni! Oh thank goodness you're awake" Mum says while watching me

"Ha Ni look at me" Jun Pyo orders and I turn my head to him "Stop thinking. Blacking out and hitting your head on coffee tables isn't good for the baby. Just relax okay." he says while making sure that I understand his words.

Nodding, I inwardly curse myself for being so careless.

I'm sorry baby, Mummy loves you.

I think while rubbing my growing belly.

Just relax Ha Ni, breathe in and out. In and out

As my heart beat settles I turn to my friend and give him a grateful smile.

"You're right. The baby is the most important being in my life now and I have to keep it safe"

Three months had gone and many events had happened.

I held an interview where I publically announced that yes I was with child. This caused a frenzy in the media. They had attacked Jun Pyos character for not putting a ring on my finger and I couldn't help but laugh their blame away. I made it clear that Jun Pyo was not the father but he had stepped up to the plate as my best friend to help me. That shot Jun Pyo to the number one bachelors spot and he now recieved many proposals for his heart instead of his money. He gladly accepted his mothers proposal that he should wed the famous heiress Jae Kyung, if only to keep screaming fan girls away. After meeting her I could tell that they were perfect together and that she could make him happy.

After his engagement became public I decided that it was time to find a house for myself. I moved in to a lush korean style house that was 2 stories. Of course it was only 2 houses away from Jun Pyo but I felt better knowing that I could provide for my child. I had everything prepared for the arrival of the baby. Jun Pyo and Jae Kyung had their own rooms, as did every member of my family. They would all take turns sleeping over to keep me company.

We also had an ultrasound and had found out that the baby was a boy. Jun Pyo gladly told the world. Everyone was delighted. I cloudn't help but hope that the baby took after his father with such handsome features. Almost immediately after finding out about the , I was bombarded with little toys and clothes from my family and friends. Jae Kyung had also announced that I had no choice but to make her god mother which got a chuckle out of everyone but Ga Eul who glared at her future sister in-law.

Jun Pyos mother however had cornered off a section of my home when she had heard the news. After a week I was able to see what she had done. She had 2 extra rooms built specifically for the baby and had made the entire wall a looking glass so that no matter where I was, I would always be able to see him.

I had learnt what was going on with Seung Jo. When I left for the tour, he accepted an oppurtunity to go to Africa to work with children as a practical assesment in becoming a doctor. The assessment was for 6 months where he would have no contact with the outside world. Hearing this relieved me as I was too scared to face him yet.

Instead I put all my hopes and fears in to lyrics. Currently sitting at Number 1 was a duet that I had wriitten and had forced Lee Shin to sing with me. He didn't appreciate me man handling him into the recording booth but he was too scared of my hormonal fury to refuse me.

I was now at my 8 month mark trying to fit in to my dress for Jun Pyo and Jae Kyungs rehersal dinner. The baby was getting bigger and I couldn't wait to just slip in to bed afterward.

The dinner was fantastic. Jun Pyo had declared that although it was an arranged marriage, he was quickly falling in love with Jae Kyung. She inturn had said that she had fallen in love with him long ago but was too afraid to say anything. She admitted to thinking that Jun Pyo was in love with me, which brought out similar chuckles from the both of us. She had a deep blush for the rest of the night.

As the night was coming to a close, Jun Pyo brought me to the dance floor for a spin. We danced as the cameras went off around us. It was a normal occurance. People were fascinated by our friendship. We didn't care though.

As I lay in bed that night I couldn't help but wish to have Seung Jo holding me.

He gets back in two weeks. Maybe your wish will come true