~ Chapter 12 ~ 

You were standing there half unconsious . Did he just hug ? or was it a dream?

Strangely every part he touched , burns . it burns and it hurts . Your heart is beating and you're unable to describe , unable to talk . you want to scream but nothing want to go out of your mouth . Kris , you thought , I am trying not to fall for you . Still , it's like he's doing his best to make you love him . 

You went out , you were surprised to see everyone together . you sat next to Jessy . Min Suk and her boyfriend were there too . you would at  look at Kris to see , if he was worried about what he have done . Nothing , he was like always , smilling and hugging his girlfriend . So , it really didn't mean anything to him . you  touched  your shoulders , your face , your hands .... I am sure , you told yourself , it wasn't a dream . I can smell his perfume ... 

When the bell rang , All of you headed to your classrooms . And Kris would ignore you and keep on being lovey dovy with your sister . lay was watching you the whole time , slowly came closer to you .

" It's forbidden " he murmured . You jumped , waking up from  your fantasy .

" Scared me to death" you shouted" What are you talking about " you took a serious expression .

" You know that you can't fall for Min Suk's lover " .

" Argh ... I told it's just your imagination . " .

" WHAT ? YOU LOVE ..." realising that jessy overheard and how loud her voice was , you coverd begging her to be quiet .

" It's not true ,  i am telling you ... " .

" Okay , Okay , i believe you " Smirked Lay . 

The last bell rang , telling all the students to return home . You slowly stowed your books and pencil case in your bag, said 
good bye to your new friend , then walked away . You quietly passed classrooms ,
only thinking about Kris  and how much his behavior is strange . You arrived in front of that ' place ' ,
where he hugged you and looked sincere . You openned the door and walked in . You had no hope . 
Still with a big surprise , 
you saw Kris sitting on his desk ,putting his face into his hands , and sighing . you approched him" Hey
" that was the only good thing you could come with.He raised his face , and rubbed cutely the back of his head .
How much do you love that pretty fluffy hair . ' Hey !" he answered" Why are you here? " .

" For some reasons "
you answered .Then both of you kept silent .

"Listen , he finally said , You know ,when i hugged you , i did it
because ..I felt like you were down "

 " You usuallyhug girls when they feel sad ? " ." You make me sound like
a playboy "
" Actually you are one . "

" I only do itwith girls that are precious to me ."

" And i am precious because i am your
girlfriend's sister ? "

 " More or less ."

" Can'tyou talk in a normal way ,so i can understand your motives ? " . 
" What motives ? " .

" Do you love me? " 

" What are you saying ?i can't love my girlfriend's sister !" 

Again he is saying it , that line , that makes you heart fall apart . Stupidly , you can't stop yourself and you burst
into tears . 
" Right , you hiccuped , I can't fall for you neither .

" " What are you talking about ? " and he turned his back to you
wanting to leave the classroom . You grabbed his blazer . he stopped . you slowly embraced his back ,crying

your sorrow .

" I knowit's bad , but i can't help it and fall for you ."  

Little , you thought he was cold towards you 
, you thoughthe ignored your feelings , that he denied you . But in reality , inside of him , it was like a war ; 
Guilty , love , concious and loyalty . he ignored what to choose . He slowly removed your hands .
 

" Sorry , he said in a sad tone , i never thought of you like this"

" Yeah you wiped your tears ,
it's like the right love at the wrong time . " you smilled " I am sorry "you repeted before running away . 

Stupid , Stupid , you hitted your head . you do not feel anything . no more , your heart is like a broken arrow .
You want tohide , you want to die . You want him .

" sorry " you bumped into someone . you bowed and
wanted to keep walking .When he suddenly pulled you towards him , embracing you lightly .
 

" Just cry " he said . Like a little child , you just obeyed him . No one noticed , Kris standing there , with an expression 

full of regrets .