Kiss me hard before you go
Description
What happens when your first love , returns to your life and turns your life upside down? Will there be a chance for you two to get together?
Inspired from Ao Haru ride ..
Kim So Eun
She isn't good at making friends , have been bullied during her middle school , suffers from a lack of confidence , fears loneliness , would do anything to not contrary others and keep them around , hates being surrounded by boys and doesn't know how to act around them . Kim Jongin was her first and only love .
Kim Jongin - Kai
outgoing , would easily become friends with anyone , has a painful past , lonely , . He would act harsh and strong when he's nothing but weak deep inside . He secretly had a big crush on So Eun , without having the chance to experience first love with all its beauty .
To be seen in the next chapters
Foreword
I am no good when it comes to boys , and it became worse after i entered middle school .
Boys are noisy , they are brutal , stupid and annoying . They tend to make me uncomfortable and they cause my relationship with my female classmates to be kind of troubled . Their existence doesn't procure me anything beside disgrace and sadness . But there is someone among them who seems different .
Kim Jongin .
He has a small build , his face is tender and gentle . His voice isn't low like girls , it's clear , like velvet , like a melody that would haunt my memories . That is certainly why im ok with him . I wouldn't mind being near him
I just need to close my eyes , to picture him in front of me .
young
handsome
and full of life .
' What are you doing guys ? ' it was Me-ahri's voice resonating in my ears . We stopped in the courtyard and she was addressing one the running boys . I can easily recognize who its is , it's Junghwa and from all the stories i've heard about him i can easily say too , that he is her crush ;
' we are playing cops and robbers ! '
' Can we join ? ' she squealed before turning to me with shining eyes ' you'd want to play right? '
I wouldn't refuse , especially when my eyes laid on a person ,that somehow sends a feeling of comfort and pleasure inside of me . The accelerating rhythm of my heart beat , and the burn of my cheeks as i nod , and connect eyes with him .
I have never noticed , but he had really beautiful eyes .
As i run to a place , i thought safe to hide .
' I am sorry ' i whispered as i found out that he had choose this spot before me ' i'll go and search for anot--'
He tend his arm and the touch of his hand send shivers to my whole body , like electricity , i froze as he smiled one of his tender smiles , that left me amazed at how much of generosity and sweetness were drawn on his expression ' stay here ' he said ' the cops are here you cannot go out now '
' You are right ' i confirmed
And he was close so close that i could touch his back with my fingertips , and he had an unique smell , like strawbery maybe? or was it peach , i leaned closer and closer , sniffing his shirt .
He turned .
our faces an inch a part , red blood flashed on his cheeks .
What is he thinking right now? i seem unable to read his expression .. what if he is reading my inner thoughts? i can't let him see through me !
' Stay here So Eun ah '
As much as i loved hearing the echo of my name as he left our hiding spot and get captured in my place , as much as i missed him around me , i had to pay him back and i hurried to his rescue .
' I am sorry ' i bowed my head in defeat ' i had planned to save you but here i am captured too '
' umm'
At moments like this i wonder how i should act , what kind of things i should do . I am unable to stop stressing .
' Thank you ' he almost whispered ' when i saw you running it made me happy , really happy . Thank you '
And from that day , we would make eyes contact , then slowly look away , before looking secretly again , speaking heart's language with our gaze , it would cause my breath to stop for seconds and my self control to vanish .. I loved Kim jongin ,
Our second encounter was during a raining day
As i had taken a shelter from the rain , i recognized a familiar silhouette . It was his . and he was now standing close to me . Silence filled the place and , i felt genuinely nervous . I had to say something .
' It's suddenly pouring huh?' he blurted out
' Yeah it is '
what a lame response i had to give , but words refused to cooperate and that was the best i could come up with
' Are you going to the festival ? '
It is bad , it sounds like i am inviting him , embarrassing , it is embarrassing , i thought i was ok with him ,then why do i feel so nervous ?
' use this '
a warm cloth covered my drenching wet hair , and i looked up to see his wide smile ' it is my gym's uniform ... I have never used it , expect for once '
' WHAAAT ' i screamed
His laughter is filling all my thoughts , till this day , i still hear it , it was a deep and loud . I wonder what kind of face he was making , I wonder if kim jongin was feeling the same as ...
I wonder where he is today .
Today , i had to take a shelter alone .
observe every single silhouette , hoping it would be his
I wonder what he is doing now .
where did he go and why .
' It is suddenly pouring Kim jongin ' i shouted , eyes becoming teary , i fought the urge to cry my hear out
next time i'll come up with a better response
but will there be a next time?
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