27 .
Fictional You"Umma ..?" I whispered , "U-Umma , I-I'm scared ." I shuttered .
I clenched onto the blanket and cried in my dreams , I shoot open my eyes and found myself awake and it's already morning .
Yoseob dashed into the room , shouting anxiously , "Wae..? Waeyo!"
I gave him a faint smile and flipped over the blanket as i slipped into my slippers , "Nothing ." I said calmly .
Yoseob helped me up as he wrapped his arms around me and held onto my hand , "Are you sure? You looked pale ."
I smiled at him and nod my head , "Ne."
Yoseob told me to sit on the couch while he get a cup of warm milk for me , i nod my head in reply .
I thought i've stopped dreaming of those already , why is it happening now again , Nightmares or memories , i've no idea because it's the same scene like how i've got lost .
Yoseob interrupted my thoughts as he puts the cup of warm milk infront of me .
I took the cup and smiled at him .
"Are you really fine ..?" He said with a worried expression .
I nod my head and took a sip of the warm milk .
"Your phone rang quite a number of times ." Yoseob mentioned as he switched channels of the television .
"Ah..? Ne." I said to him .
I looked around and found my phone lying on the dinning table , i took it and checked it .
U-hwa , so many missed calls ..? Voicemails ..? Messages ..?
I opened them up one by one , what i see was this .
Suzy:
This date is not going well .. TT TT .
Gikwang:
Aish , If you had told me earlier that you're not coming . What happened to you ..?
Suzy:
Gikwang is leaving already when i told him that you couldn't come , eotteohke? TT TT .
Gikwang:
Babo , I'm not going to talk to you . -pouts-
M-Mwo! I gasped as i tried replying them back and there was no response .
I totally screwed up! I frowned at my phone and grabbed onto it tightly , without knowing that Yoseob was behind me , i turned around and was surprised by him .
"Yah ..? You're not being your normal self ." Yoseob commented .
I laughed awkwardly and ran back into my room .
Jaekyung:
Gikwang yah , I'll meet you outside your apartment! I'm leaving now! Immediately!
"Oppa! I'm leaving to meet my friend , i'll come back later , just awhile!" I took my coat and wore it as i speak .
Yoseob was about to say something but i closed the door and ran to the bus stop .
Gikwang , please don't be angry , don't be , i grabbed tightly onto the handphone , afraid that he wouldn't show up as i meet him later .
"Jebal .. Jebal!" I murmur to myself and people moved away from me as they thought i was a mad woman .
Finally , the bus came and i boarded on it as i received a sound made by my phone .
I opened the message .
Gikwang:
Is there a reason for me to see you ..? No . Not at all , i don't wish to see you , liar .
This is impossible , you can't! I felt so anxious that my tears were going to fall as they build up in my eyes .
Jaekyung:
Andwae . Jebal , Just a while .
It didn't took me long to reach my destination , i got off and dashed towards Gikwang's house .
I ran as fast as i could , my vision got blur since i'm not really physical well especially today , somehow i'm losing my energy .
"Gikwang! Gikwang oppa! Lee Gikwang!" I shouted outside his apartment as i knocked on his door .
The door eventually opened itself , Gikwang didn't appeared , for a second , i didn't know what i was supposed to do , go in or stay outside until he showed up .
He smirked and said in a monotone , "I can't believe this , why am i even doing this , Ridiculous!"
"Can we speak for awhile ..? Just awhile ." I said , panting .
Gikwang crossed his arms , "What do you want to say ..?"
"D-Do we need to stand outside here and talk ..? it's blocking other's people way ." I said .
He shrugged his shoulders , "Alright , We'll go to the cafe then ."
I smiled at him and nod my head as he head off to the cafe , leading the way .
He sat down and followed by me , sitting across of him .
The waitress appeared with the menu and passed to us .
"Hot chocolate!" We managed to said in unison and we exchanged looks .
He lean back and said , "What do you want to say ..?"
"G-Gikwang yah , don't be so cold to me . I did not want to lie , really!" I felt that this was the worse as he was being cold to me which i didn't like .
"Why did you lie ..?" He interwined his fingers and laid them on the table .
"I-I .. Y-You were feeling moody these few days so i thought that S-Suzy c-could cheer you up ." I shuttered .
Gikwang shrugged his shoulders , "Did you think it helped ..?"
I shook my head and hung my head low .
"Suzy told you to ask me out for her , right?" He asked .
I nod my head and bite my lower lips , it felt like a lecture from my teacher .
"Wae ..?" He asked .
I looked up and smiled nervously , "Because she like you! You know that too . right?"
Gikwang nod his head and admit that , "But , i heard from Doo Joon that you went to find him ..?"
I nod my head and again , i hung my head low , not wanting to face him .
The waitress came and interrupted our conversation as she placed the cups of hot chocolates on the table , "Here . "
I smiled at her and took a sip of the hot chocolate and scalded my tounge as i drank too fast without waiting it to cool down .
"Aish . " Gikwang said in frustration as he hand me a peice of tissue paper , i stuck my tounge out at him and gave a eye smile .
"You know right , that i .. " He paused awhile and i looked at him , he was staring at me , I replied him , "Know what ..?"
"I like you ." He said that calmly and made the situation so awkward .
I went speechless , i didn't know what to say , my face was burning , i was blushing .
He came closer to me , I stared onto the table and saw his shadow approaching mine , his head was coming nearer , He lifted up my head and crashed his lips onto mine .
I struggled and tried to push him away , but the kiss held there so long , this is not right , Gikwang , I treat you as a friend and a brother , not .. Not a lover! I tried my last strength to push him away but he was too strong .
"Yah! You this brat!" A voice came shouting .
Gikwang break the kiss as he was being dragged back and was punched onto the floor .
I gasped and everything happened swiftly that i didn't know what's the situation , there stood a familiar figure like Yoseob , Gikwang was on the floor , i was sitting there watching .
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