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Fictional YouAs i got back home , Yoseob was lying on the couch ,reading a magazine .
I threw my bag aside and walked back into my room but he called out for me , "Jaekyung!"
I stopped my footsteps and was facing the door , I heard his footsteps walking nearer and nearer to me , "What is between you and Gikwang?"
"Nothing ." I gave him a cold reply .
"Stop lying , and when i'm talking to you , don't face your back at me!" He said .
I didn't want to say anything , He pulled me and turn me around , My tears were forming but i didn't want him to see that .
"What's wrong?" He asked me , looking into my eyes .
I didn't look at him while i looked up at the ceiling and tried not to make the tears fall .
"Tell me!" He shook me and his grip was tighten , "Nothing ." I gave him a cold answer .
He sighed and said , "What's wrong ? Why can you tell him but not me!" He said with a frown .
I pushed him away , "Don't bother ."
Before i could go into my room , he held back my hands and said , "Why not ..?"
"Why should you bother ?" I asked back .
He slowly loosen his grip and said , "Araseo ."
I closed the door and slowly walked towards my bed and swung myself onto the bed .
Not wanting to do anything but i gave out a soft crying sound , Tears stream down my cheeks like river , I didn't know how to stop them . Why can't i have more time ..? Why must it be now ..?
I flipped myself over and clenched onto the bed sheet , "Wae? Wae ..?" I murmur softly to myself repeatedly .
Disappointed , Depressed , Pressure , I didn't know what to do , Gikwang's word kept on appearing in my head , so should i even take the treatment? Yes .. Or No ..? I can't decide this , i needed someone else to talk to beside Gikwang , Who can i approach to ..? Suzy , definitely not , She'll be worried , Yoseob ..? I don't want him to be guilty because of that .
Slowly , as thoughts kept on appearing in my mind , my eyes felt tired and i fell asleep in my uniform .
After the long tired sleep , It's already morning , I quickly took out a new uniform to wear and threw aside my old one , I walked out of the room like a zombie and to my surprise , Yoseob wasn't around . Had he gone to school already ..?
As i dragged my feet into the gate , Suzy wasn't around too , It felt so weird without her linking arms with me , talking to me and her whining sounds , This totally made me a loner . Such a loner .
I lowered my head as i walked into the classroom and settled down on my seat , as i glanced around , Yoseob wasn't in the class too , neither is GIkwang , nor Suzy , where did they go ..?
I wasn't feeling good that day , my vision went blur , i checked my schedule of the day ,i had to go to the hospital later on .
I slowly laid my head onto the table and adjusted myself in a comfortable position and started to daydream .
How beautiful is the blue sky , How beautiful the chirping sounds of the bird made, This is amazing great , It felt so .. Peaceful , But i felt like a left out within the class , i was sitting at the back of the room , staring at everyone who each have a partner to talk to , i didn't have one . Is this a prank or something ..? That Yoseob , Gikwang and Suzy didn't appeared on the same time ..?
For the whole lesson , i wasn't listening to the teacher , I fell asleep in class , for the first time , it felt like the energy in my body had drained .
The bell goes , and i stood up of my seat and wanted to take a brisk walk outside to make me energized .
I was about to leave the classroom when the door was being blocked by a hand and i popped my head out of the door to see who was pranking , It was Hyunseung oppa , Yoseob's friend .
He held onto a rose and he smiled at me and bow at me and gave me a hand gesture to leave the room .
I nod my head and smiled at him , Without saying anything he passed me a rose and smiled .
I stared at him as he walked off , slipping one of his hand into the pocket and one have waved goodbye to me , I stared back at the rose that i was holding onto , There was a note attached on it .
Meet the other clue at the canteen .
As i walked down to the canteen , i was being given roses , There stood Gikwang , He smiled at me and waved , "I'm here , Jaekyung!"
I ran up to him and gave him a wide smile , "I thought you didn't come for classes , " I just noticed that i was holding onto a bunch of roses , "You called them to do this ..?"
He shrugged his shoulders and smiled , He passed me a pink coloured balloon , I took it and he walked away , saying nothing .
"Yah! Where are you going!" I shouted at him .
He turn around and pointed at the balloon , "Look at that! Good Luck!" After saying that , he turn back and walked off .
I looked at the balloon i was holding onto , it also has a note attached on it .
Find Everyone who held onto different colours of balloons and come to where the big tree is located at .
Aish , what is this , i looked around and saw a orange balloon and eventually approached it and the student passed the balloon to me and i smiled to her and she gave me a "Hwaiting" gesture .
Slowly , i collected all the balloons and my hand was filled with roses and balloons , i then walked to the the location where the big tall tree was located at .
There was a figure standing beside the tree and a blue balloon was attached to it , with a heart on it .
Even though my vision was blur but i tried to see who was it .
I took small steps and asked softly , "Jeogiyo.. "
The figure flinched alittle.
"Who are you ..?" i asked the guy as my vision got clearer when i walked closer to him .
I gasped when i knew who he was , It was Yoseob .
"Why are you here!" I asked him .
He smiled and passed me the balloon on his hands , the balloon was special among the other balloons because it had a heart on it and i smiled as i looked at the balloon as if they were talking to each other when the wind blew .
I returned my attention onto Yoseob , He smiled and kneel onto one of his kneels and offered his hands out , "Would you go out with me ..?"
What's this ..? A confession ? I stood rooted onto the ground and didn't move at all .Yoseob confessed to me ? Am i Dreaming ..?
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