It's just a sad story. 

A sad story of my life

My name is Jung Wheein. .

And.. This is my sad story...

24 April 2017

I thought i will never attend their wedding, but i hate my feet for walking to the event room. I hate my hand for picking up a suit that i'm wearing now. I hate my eyes for looking at how perfect their wedding was. 

I walk in and look around the garden. I couldn't help but smile bitter. A short memory suddenly flash back in my mind. 

wheein-ah..  Let's get married in a garden with a lot of flowers. I'm going to decorate the garden with a lot of candies and sweet cakes. 

how god plays with me...

I'm holding the bouquet of flowers that i prepare to give her and walk to a seat, waiting for them. 

An instrument is playing, the wedding is about to start. 

Should i look at them or not? 

I have to look. I want to see how happy she is now.  How happy they are. 

I slowly turn my head and see them.  

They walk hand to hand with their happy smile around them. 

I hate it

How they can be happy while... Me? 

While.. I'm still living in a sadness... It's so unfair.

Their feet stop in front of the priest. A few minutes later, all i see are how the rings are wearing on both of their fingers. How they kiss in front of many people around.  How people cheer for their happiness. 

I'm just sitting on the seat and watching them. 

wheein-ah.. One day, i'm going to hold your hands like this and kiss them like this..

a short flashback that make me almost throw up. It makes me sick because of all the lies that she ever told me. And i still remember those words. 

"WHEEIN!!! YOU COME!!"

I put all my thought away and smile at her, " Congrats, byul...." i give her the flowers that i bought. 

" Thank you!" she smiled at me before calling her wife " Yong!! Meet my friend!"

I can see how her face is changing. " nice to meet you" i greet her like a stranger. 

" Yong, this is the friend that i ever told you! She is the one that help me confess t