This has freaking killed me. aigooo. aiggoooooooo. No wonder two lovely boys are going crazy over this. Goddess omfg. sorry. I am spazzing so much. I am sorry. She's coming back on the 26th! Hooray!

Here's the Jealousy chapter! Enjoy~~

"Two more days. Two more days." Yoong cheered as he arrived and started to eat his breakfast. We are already all here at the gazebo except for him.

Apparently, our little four-member group alongside with Hyoyeon, Sunkyu and my little sister, Sulli, are here in Sooyoung's private beach resort to spend the four-day long weekend. It was also treated as a birthday celebration of Yuri's twentieth birthday. The kids were just playing and making sandcastle from afar now, though.

"Yah, Yoong!" Sooyoung shouted in a complaint. "You've been cheering that throughout our whole vacation here."

"I am not. I was cheering 'three more days' yesterday." he said as he grinned. The rest of us chuckled. He was right.

Sooyoung then responded in annoyance, "That's not what I meant, you idiot!"

"Why are you counting the days, Yoong?" Yuri asked.

Then, he answered enthusiastically, "It's two more days before I get to see Justin again. It's Justin with an 'e'. J-U-S-T-I-N-E. But, you should pronounce it as Justin."

"Justin with an 'e'." I repeated.

"Justin." Yuri and Sooyoung along with Hyoyeon said.

"With an 'e'." Yoong insisted again.

"Justine with an 'e'." we all repeated. It was freaking funny. He's acting as if he hears us saying the name without an 'e' when you can't really hear it when you pronounce it, anyway.

"Justine." He said firmly as he glared at us. "Stop poking fun on her name, es."

Yuri then said, "Sounds like a guy's name to me."

"It's with an 'e'! That makes it a girl's name!"

Sooyoung then added a tease, "How could you be sure she's a girl, though?"

"She's a girl, okay! Just shut up!"

I butted, "But, she's bearing a guy's name. That could mean something."

Hyoyeon suddenly said, "Or you're just ashamed of coming out?" It had us all laughed at him again.

"I'm not!" Then, he groaned loudly. "Stop making fun of her! She's not a guy and I'm not gay! Why don't you guys just make fun of Yuri-hyung's girl again, huh?! That's our daily routine, anyway!"

"No, no. This is something new." Sooyoung said. "Let's continue."

"So, why didn't you bring her here?" Yuri-hyung asked. "This could be a nice dating place for the two of you."

"Right..." Then, he started to daydream. "Right..." Now, he looks like daydreaming of erted stuff.

Sooyoung then butted, "Are you imagining her in her two-piece bathing suit with a big bulge on her crotch?"

"Yah!" Yoong complained as he glared at Soo. We all laughed in return. He seemed to be really pissed off on us making fun of his current apple-of-the-eye.

"Now you feel how I feel, huh?" Yuri said to him.

"At least, my girl's real!"

Yuri stood up then glared at him and shouted, "You take that back!" 

Yoong stood up too and shouted, "YOUR GIRL IS A PIECE OF DRAWING!"

The other guy retorted, "OH YEAH?! YOUR GIRL IS A GUY!"

The rest of us three were laughing hysterically. These guys are such unfortunate ones when it comes to love. They glared back at us, though.

Hyoyeon then uttered, "You two are so much handsome guys. Yet, your love lives are freaking horrible. Really. What's wrong?"

"Mine is not horrible, okay!" Yoong shouted. "I tell you all. She's a girl. She's a real damn girl. That Justine was some kind of her alias. I am pretty sure that wasn't her real name." Then, suddenly, he sat back on his seat and daydreamed. "I think she just wanted to use the name of our first-born daughter." Then, he smiled widely. "Yeah, I think she wants to call our first daughter, Justine." Then, he looked at all of us. "My theory. She got a 'J' on her real name."

"Why won't she tell you her real name, though?" Yuri asked as he sat back on his seat too and continued to eat.

"She said I didn't have to know because she's going to die soon, anyway." Then, he chuckled, "But, she's been telling me that since we met almost three months ago. Until now, she's still here and not dying."

"What? Was she planning to kill herself?" I asked.

That had him froze. Then, he faked a laugh, "No, no. She was just kidding. She's kind of a really cool girl, you know. She does make lots of silly jokes."

Sooyoung then snapped, "Was she planning to kill herself because she always sees you around, though?" Yup. We all chuckled from that again.

"Just shut up. Enough of Justine, okay."

"So, why didn't you bring her here?" Hyoyeon asked again. "You've been trying to avoid that question for so long, Yoong."

"She doesn't want to!" Then, he sighed deeply. "She said she's not a fan of happy places."

"Why?" we all asked.

"It's complicated, alright. Besides, we're not really that together 'together', anyway." he said sadly.

"Why?" we all asked again.

"I never brought up to her that I like her. Well, I think she knows... It's just that..." He sighed deeply. "This is just really different. This is not normal dating stuff. This is just more of uhhhmmmm..."

"More of you annoying her?" Yuri asked.

Yoong looked at him boringly first. Then, he finally answered, "Sort of."

We all laughed. Then, Sooyoung uttered, "Wow. The almighty playboy Yoong finally found his counterpart whom he could never win!"

"Shut up! I know she likes me back! She's just hesitating to enter into a relationship right now." Then, he showed us his phone, "See this? We're exchanging text messages, see?"

"Isn't that normal, though?" Soo asked.

"But if she wasn't interested in me, she won't respond to me."

Hyoyeon then snapped, "It's alright, Yoong. I finally get it."

"What?"

"She's a transgender and was just afraid if you both entered into a relationship, you'll figure it out." she retorted and we all laughed back.

Yoong was glaring at us like wanting to kill us all. Then, he placed his phone on the table. He recorded a voice message with a very annoying aegyo, "Jagiyaaa~~ send me a voice message, pweetty pweease~~~" He then sent it to that Justine he was pertaining to.

It was a quick response of a thirty-second voice message from her. He excitingly played it loudly for all of us to hear. It was nothing but silence. We all then laughed back at him. This girl seems to love to troll him around.

Annoyed, he sent out a voice message again, "Yah, my wife! Send me a voice message with your voice!"

We all peeked on his phone while waiting for her response. A minute after, he got one, 'You asked me to send you a voice message. I just sent you one. Now, you're mad at me?'

He recorded again then sent, "I am not mad. I could never be mad at you, my baby wifey."

'Stop bothering me. I'm busy working!' she responded through text.

"Oh, she's working?" I asked.

"Yes. She's a working student. She's a part-timer at a coffee shop downtown. She's the same age as you, Yul-hyung and Hyo-noona."

"Let us see her face." Hyoyeon suggested.

Then, he said proudly, "I tell you guys. Justine is a very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very beautiful woman. She's Goddess-like. So that's why we're meant to be. She's a Goddess. I am a God. We belong together."

"Just freaking show us a picture, Yoong." Yuri boringly responded.

He sent a voice message to Justine again, "Baby, send me a picture, please."

It was a quick response from her again. He got an MMS from her. He opened it and instead of her face, it was her hand raised with only middle finger up. We all laughed from seeing it, including Yoong. Then, he proudly said, "See how cool she is?! She's so freaking funny!"

"Damn. She can make a good addition to our team." Sooyoung then retorted.

Yoong agreed, "I know! You'll all get to be awed on how smart she is. She's so freaking witty. She's studying at Ah In University too. Just like me. So, that can already prove she's smart. She's so knowledgeable in financial investments too! Like freaking seriously, I think she's smarter than me."

Oh. That University thingy? Yes, Ah In University is actually one of the top universities in the country compared to Se Kyung University. That is why he emphasized it that way.

But, set aside, I happened to look intently at the picture, though. The picture got her ear on the background. Her hand looked somewhat familiar too.

I then felt a sudden struck on my heart. He said her real name might have a 'J'. Could it be Jessica?

I smiled bitterly. It seems they have found each other after all.

I went and sat back normally. I just happened to watch them continue teasing Yoong about his girl.

Soon, Yoong started to call that girl Justine through the phone. It was a few moments when she answered. Her voice was so loud that she didn't even need a loudspeaker mode for all of us to hear. It was a faint sound, though. Some were inaudible. But, still, it was funny on how she ranted at Yoong. Oh. She was shouting at him about her being busy at the cafe and that he's been bothering her a lot.

You see...

Most of the time passed, I do wonder how Jessica has been doing.

But, if that girl really is Jessica then, I guess I'm worrying about nothing. Yes. I haven't heard any news from her since we broke up almost ten months ago. The major news over the past months was only about her father finally gets to be jailed. But, for her own self and whereabout? I haven't really heard anything.

At least... At least she finally found a guy that her parents would be in favor of. No family conflict. They can be together happily and without any hesitations or issues in between.

"Taeyeon." Yuri suddenly called me.

"Yup?" I uttered then smiled.

"Are you okay?" 

"Yeah. I am."

"Why you suddenly went quiet?" 

"I am always quiet, Yuri."

And they all looked at me as if I said something ridiculous. "Yeah." Yuri said. "But, that was the old you."

"I just suddenly didn't feel well. I think it might be because of the heatwave." Then, I chuckled, "Come on, guys. Stop minding me here, will you? Go pester Yoong's gay girlfriend instead."

Sooyoung snapped as he chuckled, "Nah. It's confirmed she's a girl. She freaking yelled at Yoong just now."

I retorted, "But, she could just be a transgender and changed her voice box to a female pitch." 

And yes, that got the attention away from me. They pestered Yoong about his girl again.

Well... At least my best friend's happy... At least she's happy... I should be happy for them...

All's well, ends well, isn't it?

All's well, ends well...

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"Are you okay?" Hyoyeon asked me. Apparently, I decided to sit on one of the sun loungers by the beach to watch the sunset alone. She must have noticed me escaped out after the late afternoon meal Sooyoung set up at the gazebo earlier.

"What do you mean?" I asked back.

"Well, ever since Yoong started to announce his crazy spazzes about his transgender girlfriend this morning, you've become quiet."

"You really do insist she's a transgender, huh?"

She chuckled, "Nah. Not really. It's just so unusual of Yoong to be so much smitten by a girl. I think that's just an explanation why we al