Finally. It's out. What I had been wanting to tell him that ever since the night I missed him at the airport. I had never gotten the courage to call or text him directly for three full months to tell him that. Now, it's finally out. I guess the restlessness helped me a lot in confessing too. I don't give any about my ego or pride anymore.

He choked on the cold fizzy beer. "Ya, Chaeyeon-ah." He said in between his coughs.

"What?" I asked innocently. "Oppa, are you okay?" As I was asking him that, my heart began to race as I anticipated his replies. He didn't look like he was going to reject me or push me away. I grabbed some tissues off the shelve and passed it to him.

"How," he choked. "How can you do this to me when I am not prepared for it?" He managed to say while still coughing.

I laughed. "There's never a right time to confess, isn't it? I waited so long to say it ever since I made up my mind. I don't want to wait any longer.

Just let it flow naturally. Rght?

"Well, Chaeyeon-ah." He began after his throat calmed down. "You have always been a good dongsaeng to me and I have always tried my best to be a good oppa to you..."

What? No! No no no! Is he going to sister-zone me right now?

I covered my ears immediately and shut my eyes. "No no no no no! I don't want to hear what you are about to say. I don't want to hear you telling me that I am a good girl and you are not good enough for me or I am not good enough for you. Oppa, I am not ready to be rejected or to be friendzoned! Lalalalalalalalalala" I screamed. "I can't hear you at all!!!"

I began humming the first song that came into my mind, which was Super Junior's mamacita so that I can drown out his voice entirely with my own.

"Ya! Ya! Lee Chaeyeon ah, loooooook at me. Look at me." Chanyeol tried to get my attention back to him. "LISTEN!" He shouted eventually because my mind refused to let him talk.

Suddenly, he reached out his hand and grabbed the back of my neck when I continued to ignore him. He pulled me forward and against him, hard. Before I knew it, something soft and slightly wet brushed against my lips. He leaned in. And. He. Kissed. Me.

Initially, it was just a small peck. I felt his lips brushing against mine softly. I kept still because I was in shock. I did not expect that. I guess he took my action as a hint for him to continue since not moving meant that I am actually enjoying it or not disliking it.

He leaned back ever so slightly before taking a deep breath and diving back in for a second deeper kiss. He surged forward with much more force than the first kiss as he held me tightly against the wall. His hands ruffled through my hair and his tongue my lower lip, beginning to enter. My tight lips loosen and I parted them slightly. He took the signal and pushed his tongue in. A passionate kiss. A desperate kiss.

Then, I felt his icy fingers crawling beneath the rim of my shirt. I pushed him away and said in a hush whisper. "Stop."

"Stop, oppa. Please. I am not ready for that." I pulled away from him, only to knock the back of my head against the wall behind me.

"Owwwww." I groaned in pain while holding mg head.

"Are you okay?" He asked, worried as he held my head against his chest while he checked for any physical injury.

"Yeah, I am fine. The pain will be gone in a while." I talked into his shirt, slightly muffled.

"And, I am sorry. For not being ready." I was slightly embarassed for stopping our kiss so adruptly.

"It's not your fault. Don't worry. I don't want you to do anything that you are not prepared to."

I felt bad. I felt bad for pushing him away. I need to end tonight on a high note. I had to change the topic. "So oppa, you haven't gave me a proper answer."

"What proper answer?" He asked.

"Do you like me too? I mean, do you feel the same way as I do?"

"Is a kiss not enough to answer that?"

I shook my head. A kiss is a kiss. It can mean anything. But words are different. I need to hear it myself to know how he feels exactly.

"Then no, I don't like you." He paused and looked at me with a serious expression.

"I am in love with you. I am in love with you since kindergarten. I am in love with you even when you were together with Sehun. I have dated so many girls before you and none of them felt like the one. They don't make me feel what I felt when I am with you. When I saw you again, I knew you were the one. I can feel it, in my heart and in my bones. You are the one for me. The only one." He broke into his happy virus groofy grin.

"Awwwwwwwww oppa!!!" I smiled widely as I threw myself against him. We hugged tightly.

"Let's finish up our food and go to bed early okay? We still have a concert tomorrow." He said as he picked up his fork again.

"Okay!" We ate and watched the reruns of T