I wake up as soon as I heard someone called my name. The sun shone toward me through the curtains as I can feel how warm my face was. I open my eyes but closed it back when the sunlight hit me. For a seconds, I can feel someone is blocking my way when I can't detect the sunlight no more. Instead I saw a black shadow in my own eyes, seems like someone is standing in front of me. Opening my eyes slowly, the first thing I saw is a tall figure right in front of me, totally blocking the sunlight that attacked me.

Jackson.

''You're awake?'' The first thing he asked me when he's the one who's wake me up by calling my name. I smile, looking silly with my morning face. I can't believe he's the one who's get to see my ugly face in the morning. How silly.

''Yes. Wait, why am I here?'' I asked him when I found myself in someone else's room. Forgot about the incident yesterday, I become panic when I realized I spent my night with a guy. The panic didn't last too long when I saw Jackson's face. Smirk.

''Yah, what's with that face?'' I growl, he smile.

''Don't you remember? Don't act like you've lost all your memories.'' He said, cover his chest with his hand and I almost hit him when I saw his action. This guy.

Remember about the yesterday incident, I quickly get up from the bed and stand close in front of Jackson. He stares at me, confuse with my abrupt behavior. He realizes how close both us each stand to each other and I can see he secretly gulps his saliva. Perhaps he thinks I'm gonna do something unexpectedly to him but thats totally wrong. I put my palm on his forehead to check his temperature. He looks dumbfounded with my action as he quickly look away, avoiding my stare. 

''Your temperature finally become normal. I'm afraid that it won't cool down for a night.'' I said, finally remove my palm away from his forehead. He nods, eventually agreed with my statements. I smile as my eyes keep wandering around, try to find a clock hanging on the wall since my handphone already out of battery, I have no idea what's time is it right now. Judge from the outside view, it's probably around 8 am. 

''It's already 8.30 am.'' Jackson finally speak out when he realizes how uneasy am I. My eyes open wide when I heard the actual time. It's almost turn out to be 9 am and I'm still in this house. I really need to go out before his parents or siblings come home. This situation is not good, I need to get out from this situation. 

Grabbing my bag on his bed, I quickly make my way out from his room. He awares with my steps as he swiftly take my hand in his, making me twirl in front of him. I almost back away from him, surprised by his action. 

''For coming and take care of me..Thank you.'' He hesisatingly said. I nod. He knows how to thanks people and indeed he's have a kind heart. I know he didn't mean to destroy my relationship with Zelo. He just want to play around, yeah, that's what he wants. I keep make up those stupid imagination in mine. I just don't want Zelo hurt again. Enough with what had happened to us all this time with Jaerim. 

Wait, talking about Zelo, I keep thinking of something but I really have no idea about it. What is it? What am I forgetting about? As I keep thinking, I found myself outside Jackson's house already. But still, I don't remember anything. I almost punch myself for forgetting thing easily. What if the thing I should recall is something important. Pabo me.

Shrug off the forgetting thing, I tiredly walk away from Jackson's place. Today is Saturday, so that's mean I can spend all my day today watching drama. Yeah, thats what is called life.

Walking along the park, I saw a figure. A familiar figure. That's when the memories from yesterday hit me hard. 

If you choose me, then meet me at the park around 8 tonight, but if you choose him, then you shouldn't come.

I gawked and stare and he stares back with a faded smile. His face, it's show everything plastered on there. Sad, happy, angry. I close my hanging mouth with my palm and my eyes grew bigger. I can't believe I forgot about this and the most thing I can't believe is, there he is, still standing in front of the fountain without even care to find a bench to sit. I wonder if he standing still all night long. I almost froze in my position when he slowly stroll towads me. His cold eyes show how tired he was yet he's happy to find myself in front of him. 

''Tell me this wasn't a dream right?'' Zelo speak out, his husky voice greet my ear. I feel terribly guilty with myself, I cannot forgive myself if something happened to him. He's waiting for me yet I forgot about this waiting. 

''You came.'' My eyes grow bigger once again when suddenly my body being wrapped by him. He hug me tightly. It's feel like he doesn't want to release me. I can feel how afraid he is to let me go. That's make me feel sad and terrible. I shouldn't make him waiting for too long. He's body feel so cold but somehow it's a bit warm when my body attached to him. 

''I'm sorry Zelo. I should come early.'' I only managed to say that little words since my tears come out early than I expected. I should explain to him but I can't. I don't want to make him hurt anymore. He will feel betray if he knows that night, I'm with Jackson. Lets just keep it as a promise. I can't bear any longer to make him like this. He didn't worth to be treat like this.

''It's okay, you finally came. I thought you've choose him over me. I'm good in waiting right?'' He said, staring at my face. He smile when he saw my tears dropped one by one on my cheek and he quickly wipe the tears away from my face. But being a stupid me, I can't stop the tears. The tears keep coming out from my eyes. I feel stupid for making him like this. 

''You want to know one biggest secret?'' He said again, stealling my attention as my gaze change to him. Secret? What is it? I want to know that secret.

''You look pretty if you smile. So, don't let the tears ruin your face okay?'' He whispered in my ear. Hearing those words really make my heart break into pieces. How can this guy didn't angry at me even a bit? I've make him waiting, I've forgot about him. Yet, he doesn't care about his own feeling. All his care is for me. I feel like a trash.