Thirty Three - Exit Wounds

Jiyong POV

He is now in the han river. His feet drags him there. He is sitting and watching the sunset. Holding a plastic bag with beer. planning his self to get drunk. He feels numb. He feels numb in the taste of the beer. He just drink and drink nonstop. He is really hurting. His heart feels nothing but hurt. Even is mind is also totally hurt. He is looking now in his phone. Browsing the picture gallery of his phone. Looking at the pictures of Dara.

He is now incomplete. He will never be complete again. And his heart will never be fix again. He will forever regret the day he hurt her. He will forever regret losing her. He will forever be not happy. He will forever love her. And he will never love anyone that her. He will just loving him far away. And he will just let his heart hurt forever. For that is the punishment to his self for hurting her.

He is now tipsy. He drink almost 7 beer in can.

He put the head set in his ears. He plays the song that suit in his broken hearted state.

( Exit Wounds playing in his phone )

Jiyong sing it. While sitting in the grass in front of the river.

"My hands are cold, my body's numb
I'm still in shock, what have you done?
My head is pounding, my vision's blurred
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word

And I hurt so bad, that I search my skin
For the entry point, where love went in
And ricocheted and bounced around
And left a hole when you walked out, yeah

I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping"

While singing it he is drinking the beer non stop. Until he is drunk now. Still singing and crying. His tears non stop crying.

"Marks of battle, they still feel raw
A million pieces of me, on the floor
I'm damaged goods, for all to see
Now who would ever wanna be with me?

Dara doesn't want to be with me. She doesn't love me anymore. (Saying that in slurred voice)

I've got all the baggage, drink the pills
Yeah, this is living but without the will
I'm backing out, I'm shutting down
You left a hole when you walked out, yeah"

He stand and walk. Walking zigzag. Don't care if he is drunk. His vision is blur. His left hand holding a beer. Still drinking it. He is in the highway walking. Don't know where is he going. People is watching him.

"I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds?
I don't know how much more love this heart can lose
And I'm dying, dying from these exit wounds
Wounds!
Where they're leaving, the scars you're keeping
Exit wounds
Where they're